Edgy Grim and Dark

Siiickbrain - HELLSLIDE

Can't cure the cold
No Antidote
My mind if overdosed on
Chemicals like cannonballs
The wake of every blow so

Take a little Holiday
Far away from me
Before I go insane
I know it's

Time to go
I'm over all the emptiness and views
Like Domino it's not long before
It all falls down on you
So cynical with the way you play your blame
From out the blue
So pitiful when the beauty pulls you in
Too deep to move
DIE

Take a little Holiday
Far away from me
Before I go insane

DIE.

Thank God

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 @Mimi Barks  
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It’s the awakening. The suicide of my younger self. The suicide that leads to awakening. 
I was in a constant battle with myself. Asking myself If I would be able to ever reprogram my core believes and rewire my brain. When you go through the process of awakening, there are a lot of bad energies and emotions coming up. 
And what I kept asking myself was: do I want to be able to see, do I actually want to understand. Or would I rather stick to the reality I have created for myself in order to stay suffering, in order to be able to create. 
Because I believe that I can only create out of pain. I was scared to let my ego go and learn gratitude, learn how to give love to others and myself. I was scared transforming into a new version of myself.
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lyrics:

Everything is dual
Like and unlike are the same
All truths are but half-truths 
So what’s the fucking point of even trying

What was my trust turns liquid 
Run down my face like, fuck it      
Felt a twitch in my chest, kill it
I’m so ketted I can’t feel it
Can’t let go of the past, fill it               
And I take my time with it                     
Bitch you drive me out my fucking mind             

Sentenced to a life in a body that I can’t control          
Live every day hoping for the last episode   
Good times, now lead me to my after life 
Enough

SUICIDE
I love my life
Save me coz I lost control
Pull me up or let me go 

Paradise
For once in life                                
Lift my body, touch the sky
Hold me back or let me die

Yeah my mind drifted 
Hear it tick, what time is it                     
I take my time with it
I take my time with it
Yeah my mind drifted 
I take my time with it
I take my time with it
I take my time with it

Take my time with it

Take my time with it

Take my time with it

I’ve been sleeping on the fast lane tryna let it go
Too fast for love yeah got me on the low                   
I’ve been branded by a past life, climbing from below      
My mind’s a funeral but I’ll never let them know

Hell yeah I feel alive
I love my life
Save me coz I lost control
I love my life

Save me coz I lost control
I love my life
Oh SUICIDE, SUICIDE
I love my life

All paradoxes may be reconciled 
Light and darkness are the same thing
Where does darkness leave off and light begin?

Yeow
Save me coz I lost control

Good and Evil
Luck got bad luck in it
Who loves me will fade away 
Who loves me needs to die

Suicide

SUICIDE

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heffy - Offender (feat. deathbyromy)

We got tired of the Alt gatekeepers who tell us that we don't belong in their community - and we got tired of the Normies telling us that we should change the way we act, dress, and make music.

This song is speaking up LOUDLY for anyone who has felt excluded or intimidated by others - for just being who they are.

Edgy Grim and Dark

Orin L. Henderson Jr.