Written By: Ryan R. John
Arrangements By: Ryan R. John
Produced By: Rebel


90 days and I’m still here
I think of you sometimes yeah I try to forget
Haunted by the memories of you and me
My biggest fear was seeing you again
Talking on the phone
I will never forget
It was extensive yeah baby
It was short and sweet

See you standing there
Locked up in that corner with that glare
But we are now strangers
We are now strangers
See you passing by - it’s only been a few months since we’ve died
But we are now strangers
We are now strangers

My status said that I kept it on the low
My family they loved you, but for me you had to go
Just please don’t forget to leave my heart as you walk out the door
You got the same ole jokes
It’s like we never parted in your book
But I analyzed mine

Ooh baby

See you standing there
Locked up in that corner with that glare
(Wrapped up in that corner with that glare)
But we are now strangers
(We are now strangers)
We are now strangers
(When I see you)
See you passing by; it’s only been a few months since we’ve died
But we are now strangers
We are now strangers

We are now strangers
Once we were lovers
Before that we were strangers
From strangers - to lovers - now we are back to being strangers 

See you standing there
Locked up in that corner with that glare

Ooh woah ooh ohh ooh yeah 

When I see you 
I see you
You’re passing by
It’s only been a few months, few months since we’ve died

Ooh woah ooh ohh ooh yeah

Strangers

Written By: Ryan R. John
Arrangements By: Ryan R. John
Produced By: Karinsound


Somewhere far along the way
Where days do not exist
And time is of the past
And where love is everlasting
In a world where people don’t judge
Which turns to trauma - goddamn it hurts
And then it mulitples and multiples until you’re dead inside

Perfection is the biggest sin 
And I aim for it - because of you
Because of you

And these are the moments that -
Forever will be with you
And these are the moments that we’ll share right here oh oh oh

(And now we’re dancing)
And now we’re dancing on oppression ‘cause it’s time for you to go
It’s time for us to live
It’s time for us to show
No more reading from the scriptures
‘Cause now we’re reading from the hearts
It’s time for us
It’s time for us to press restart

To my people
To my blood
Why do you judge?
Why do you hate me?
I am not your enemy
Love comes in different kinda forms
We were all born out of love

Just think of me as the - biggest test of your faith

(And now we’re dancing)
And now we’re dancing on oppression ‘cause it’s time for you to go
It’s time for us to live
It’s time for us to grow
No more reading from the scriptures
‘Cause now we’re reading from the hearts
It’s time for us
It’s time for us to press restart

All it calls for is a (little imagination)
What a (revelation)
To our (final destination)

Love will be free - free for all
Free for you and free for me

And these are the moments that we’ll share
Right here
Ohh ohh ohh

…

And now we’re dancing, dancing, dancing
On oppression ‘cause it’s time for you to go
It’s time for us to live
It’s time
It’s time for us to grow
No more reading from the scriptures
‘Cause now we’re reading from the hearts
It’s time for us
It’s time for us to press restart

Saturn Enters Pisces

Second Chance (Spring is Here)
Written & Arrangements By:  Ryan R. John
Produced By: Kanabeats

Can you feel it?
Spring is here
New beginnings
In the zodiacsphere
Goddamn what we’ve been through these past few months
We can see much better
Saturn had us cuffed up
We had to lose it all just to see our true plans

The tides were rough
My feelings were numb
But - all I could think of about was letting it go and keep pushing for growth

Here’s to a second chance
Here’s to one more try
Here’s to one more cry
As we say goodbye
To the only thing that we’ve known
No more you and I

Can you see it?
Spring is here
New goals, so watch us go
Nothing’s new with fear
Destiny is betting on us tonight
We gotta do the thing
Cause the stars are shining so bright
At a constant inner battle with our demons
But we’ll keep trying

The tides were rough
My feelings were numb numb
But all I could think of now is letting it go and keep pushing for growth

Here’s to a second chance
Here’s to one more try
Here’s to one more cry
As we say goodbye
To the only thing that we’ve known
No more you and I

Here’s to a second chance
Here’s to one more try
Here’s to one more cry
As we say goodbye
To the only life that we’ve known
No more you and I

Second Chance (Spring Is Here)

Roc ‘Em Like U Do

Written By: Ryan R John
Arrangements By: Ryan R John
Produced By: LX
Contains an excerpt from LOO2A Intro 475 Marsha P Johnson interviewed by Betty Brown 4 27 73 (YouTube)

“Darling I don’t have a job. I’m on welfare. I have no intention of getting a job as long as this country discriminates against homosexuals. There’s only homosexuals, bisexuals, and trisexuals darling.”

Why do you have us going in circles?
Taking everything for a joke
(for a joke - taking everything, everything for a joke)
Hold back for a second
T-minus the statics
‘Cause you’re a really good friend

Take this time to know
Please take this time to grow
Keep your head and keep it moving
Look you’re writing off the lines
But then again

I wish I was confident as you (as you)
Wear fake nails and rock em like you do
rock em like you do
rock em like em
rock em like em
rock em like you do
Talk with sass and live in my truth
And fall in love with love
And be as free like you do
Like you do
Lika, Lika, Lika, Lika
Like you do

What are tricks?
What are the prayers?
Living your life out on the stage

Day by day
What a life
You’re living your dreams out day by day

Gifted stars you know who you are

Making people sing, laugh, cry and be - healing this world with each melody. Raising vibrations feel it under your feet. Love is life and life is to be.
Free your mind and try to push forth.

Tomorrow is not promised, so let us go.
Let us go
Let us go

Take this time to know
Please take this time to grow
Keep your head and keep it moving
Look you’re writing off the lines
But then again

I wish I was confident as you (as you)
Wear fake nails and rock em like you do
rock em like you do
rock em like em
rock em like em
rock em like you do
Talk with sass and live in my truth
And fall in love with love
And be as free like you do
Like you do
Lika, Lika, Lika, Lika
Like you do

Like you do

“Darling I want my gay rights now. I think it’s about time the gay brothers and sisters got their rights”

rock em like you do
rock em like you do
rock em like em
rock em like em

Roc 'Em Like U Do

T0 Wh4m /t M2y C5ncern 
Written By: Ryan R. John
Produced By: [Buoypants] on Instagram 

Is it just me or the skies are blue (?)
I’m tired of trynna measure my love for you  
Was it the way that the stars aligned?
For the past few days all I do is (cry)
Ohhh is it just me or is it you
Tell me baby
Tell me what I gotta do
Frivolous things turn blue skies gray
Oh goddamn you just ruined my day
Or did I ruin yours?
That what you always (say)
Baby just pulled back we just need to pray

I gotta pray this pain away
Gotta pray these sins away
Oh my god why can’t you hear me when I pray?
All my prayers you let them slip away

Oh my god 
Can I do it all over again?
All these sins yeah once again
Our love was so insane 

Is it just me or the skies are blue?
Your measuring of love is finally through 
Was it the way we spoke at nights 
Bite our tongues cause all we do is make each other cry
Is it just you or is it me 
Tell me baby
Tell me what I gotta be 
Frivolous things turn blue skies gray 
Oh my god you just ruined my day
Or did I ruin yours?
That’s what you always say
So baby just pull back we just need to
Gotta do it baby
We gotta say these prayers
Oh my god why can’t you hear me when I pray?
All my prayers you let them slip away 

I

T0 Wh4m /t M2y C5ncern (pt. 1)

Written By: Ryan R. John
Arrangements By: Ryan R. John
Produced By: Fantastikbeats


Just a brief moment in time for you and I
I hope it doesn’t make you cry
‘Cause I’ve been crying thinking of the good ol’ times
Playing inside of my mind
All of this time I’ve been crying 

I didn’t wanted it to end this way (this way)
But I know we knew it was gonna end (someday)
We have work to do (let’s go to work)
Work on you, I’ll work on me too
Remember we promise that we will be together 

So tell me baby
Tell me baby
Here’s a song for you
(forever)
Tell me baby, baby, baby
Just know that I love you
(my love)
my love)

So tell me baby 
Here’s a song for you

It’s for you
Yes for you
It’s for you

Just a brief
Just a brief
Just a  brief moment
Just a brief
Just a brief
Just a  brief moment in time

Just a brief 
Just a brief, (brief moment) just a brief
Moment, moment in time 
I hope it doesn’t make you cry

I didn’t wanted it to end this way
But I figured out
It is best to go our separate ways
Over and over I’ve (tried)
Over and over you’ve (lied)
Over and over I’ve asked myself why
Did you say that

(you said that) You love me
(You also said that) you cared
(Remember well, yes) we shared memories together

dime bebé aquí hay una canción para ti


Just a brief
Just a brief
Just a  brief moment
Just a brief
Just a brief
Just a  brief moment in time

Just a brief 
Just a brief .. brief moment
Moment, moment in time 
I hope it doesn’t make you cry

You were once mine
I’ll meet you on the otherside (I’ll meet you on the otherside)
All alone in my room is where I think of you
Overflow emotion(s)
Saturn had returned thought it woulda been over
Now we’re reading from the hearts
It’s time to press restart.

Good Ol' Times

Give Me Back My Heart
Written By: Ryan R John
Arrangement By: Ryan R John
Producer: BachBeats

I know we didn’t want to let go - 
[of what we had; This that love; That kinda love, baby]

But you know
We had to set us free;
{[Couldn’t you see? It was really never meant to be … our love yeah you and me]

Understand, understand that
I promise, yeah I promise we’ll be back 
In another life
So take your time, but baby please just know 

When you’re finish
Can you please give me back my heart
Put it back right, so I can press restart 
When you’re finish can you please 

Good Ol times are blessings
A Second chance was given 
Strangers walking into -  Im sorry 
my mind is always living on the OTHERSIDE 
You were once mine
Oh feelings yeah feelings yeah they overflow [when I’m all alone in my room that’s where and when I only think of you] 
Saturn ! He’s been chilling in Pisces 
Oppression come first, but it helps to build a better we 
So, keep on doing you
Roc’ em like u do {heyy}
Roc roc rock em like u do 

No choice, but to move forward
Make changes love real harder
This time I’ll find lover who will love me for me 

When you’re finish
Can you please give me back my heart
Put it back right, so I can press restart 
When you’re finish can you please 
{I need my heart to continue; more life to live and love to give too} X2

Ohhhh I
I need my heart to continue
When you’re finish
More life to give and love to give too
When you’re finish
I need my heart to continue
Ohh ohh ohhh ohh i -

Ohhhh
When you’re finish
Can you please give me back my heart
Put it back right, so I can press restart 
When you’re finish can you please , can you please, can you please just give it to me


{I need my heart to continue; more life to live and love to give too} X4

Give Me Back My 🧡 [Bonus Track]

Love Out Of This 
Written By: Ryan R. John
Arrangement By: Ryan R. John
Producer: c m b

Here I go again
All up in my head
Playing games; saying that
But right now, that’s besides the fact

Cause I know what I want
And I know what I need 
But I just gotta push pass this ungrateful me
Yeah… my ego’s too big 
And I just can’t resist 
No I cant 

Ooh I want your touch
(Let me feel your touch)
Ohh how I want your love
(Show me how to love)
And yes your kiss
(Teach me how to kiss)
Let’s make love out of this 

This right here what we have is something special      ooh yeah 
And if we hold onto it     I promise you this 
Oh the love we’ll create … but all you gotta do is

Just lemme be there for you
A lifetime of love is what I do (is what I do)
It really does exist
Especially when we kiss
T-Minus the drama
Here’s some blessings - good karma 

Ooh I want your touch
(Let me feel your touch)
Ohh how I want your love
(Show me how to love)
And yes your kiss
(Teach me how to kiss)
Let’s make love out of this 

Let’s make love X 3
We .. we gotta make . We gotta make sweet love 
 
Hold me
Touch me
Squeeze me
Baby, teach me 
And if you want it right now
Baby please understand that it comes with the feels and a few rounds of sins
The night is young , i see your aura
Cheers 🥂 bartenura 
Three sheets to the wind
Now I just can’t resist
T-Minus the drama
Gimme some blessings - good karma 

Ooh how I want your touch
(Let me feel your touch)
Ohh how I want your love
(Show me how to love)
And yes your kiss
Teach me how to X7
How to X6
Love

🫶🏾 Out Of This [Bonus Track]

Yours
Written By: Ryan R. John
Arrangements By: Ryan R. John
Producer: Hide Prod.

Once in a lifetime
It’s all we have
It’s - it’s all we’ve got 
In this - in this thing we call life
On this - on this merry go round
Try not to touch the ground

In that moment 
From that moment that we met
I knew that this friendship was as good as it could get
Ups and downs
And in betweens
It was all meant to be
You don’t ever gotta be perfect whenever you’re with me
A lover of life
I just want you to be
And thanks to you - I can see

So please just know that I am yours

If you are mine - know
(I am yours)
Like a lacefront and a side shadow 
(I am yours)
From that moment you press go
In that moment that we roll
Just know that I am yours

Just know X4
Just know that
(I am yours)

Just know X4
Just know that
(I am yours)


Just know X4
Ooh Baby just know that I am yours
Free wants me
Look out destiny
A force to be reckoned with
This song is dedicated to my friendships
To my no longer existing; lesson learned 
Just a brief moment (a brief moment relationships)
To my family I really and truly love thee
And to my haters too what is life without a few
And to myself 
Thank you
Thank You
Thank you

Yours [Bonus Track]

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