Music&Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi
Piano, Guitars: Orkhan Efendi
Sound engineer: Emil Minyashev

Music Video:
Videograph: Toghrul Gafarli

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Lyrics:

Anyone can explain,
how this happened to me?
I've only seen that for others
being inside was just a fantasy

as everytime I was in the morning
wandering around and greeted the Sun
as everytime again
without the feel of coming pain

I just came to the life
it was just one small moment
that I survived

I came back to the life
it was just one small moment
that I survived

coz the life sometimes is about
only command of the blink
whatsoever has been done till now
can become just an empty thing

I have not decided in the morning
to lose all the things that I've today
or stay as I am now
it wasn't me, but it was time to say

© Orkhan Efendi 2021

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Survival

Music&Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi
Keyboard: Emil Minyashev
Guitars: Orkhan Efendi
Mix and Mastering: Emil Minyashev

Lyrics:

I have a big frustration
It is not recommended  to you
I am disgusted by obligation
And I envy you,
Don't make a progress, please
I'm begging you

I don't want things that can solace me
I wanna see only reality
So, never give me consolation
coz it is not a clue
With it you can't rescue
Look at these weeds on my way
They grow up day by day
Go, burn them urgently
Man, it is so primary

All plans are procrastinated
Thus, dreams can be frustrated

I am accustomed to loosing every time
I swear, it is not me, this life is not mine
Hey, parents, give me some money please
I don't have my own
The story of somebody's lucky life
Is the reason that makes me feel not alive
Coz a number of their efforts are not
as many as mine

Let me see what's fake, what's truth
I don't need exaggeration and boast
You can't imagine what I think
That I keep inside
I think all about you that you can't realize
As if I'm 5 years behind
I'm searching for real me, but can't find
The reason of all failures is
not others, it's only me
It is just reality
Wanna loose self-esteem
I don't deserve this feeling
My treat was so surly
But why did you forgive me?
Please tell me constantly
about my brutality

I need just what I deserve
But I see too much respect and no hurt

© Orkhan Efendi 2014

Frustration

Music&Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi
Guitars, keyboard, vocal, backvocal: Orkhan Efendi
Mix and Mastering: Emil Minyashev

Lyrics:

You're keeping silence
That breaks me into parts
My mind is torn up
by lots of doubts

Don't start to fade away, stay,
Don't make any sad surprise
Don't tell me, please that 
I will not ever see your beautiful eyes  

Watching  you in the real life 
has become 
just a dream 
coz it's out of reach
Now you belong to very distant place
I'm looking for both your love 
and trouble to embrace

I wish I could keep you satisfied
I wish I could make a sense 
Could shine in your life
My dreams let me dive into your eyes, 
sink in the depth of them
and not wake up

My pain is just vain comparing with yours
So I'm ready to tolerate also the most painful force
I'm thirsty for those every tender moment and sweet attitude
Coz your current coldness makes me be destroyed
 
every time be idolized for me 
don't let my feelings get simplified
Freeze me with your coldness
wrap me with your ice 
don't let my soul get dried

It's like waves on the shore
coz they also come and go

© Orkhan Efendi 2014

Idolized

Music&Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi
Recording, mix and mastering: Emil Minyashev

Lyrics:

In one snowy winter day
I got the chance to know one little and charming girl
with brilliant eyes that shine on your face

each of her sight   
put me under a spell 
of this tender belle
she chose my mind as the spot to dwell

But there was something she wanted to share
it was  the fever that tough to bear
for this tiny girl it's unfair
from time to time
she gets some nightmare

How this beauty can
deserve this severe pain
How this little body can
get it again and again?
This hurricane

If only I'm able to
take away your strain
keep yourself so warm
just some days will pass
and the time will soothe the storm

Despite of splendid smile
I can see that darkness 
which lives in your inside
where lots of mysteries hide

It was very long time
that the big secret followed your life
and you didn't know how to strive

This kind of state is rare
All people were unaware
so, within past two decades 
no one  did not know why
she gets some nightmare

© Orkhan Efendi 2014

Nightmare of the belle

Music and Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi 
Guitars, Keyboard, Vocals: Orkhan Efendi
Recording, Mix and Mastering: Emil Minyashev

Lyrics:

After the death,
Will we feel ourselves?
Will I perceive that I’ve died
Or get lost in the oblivion inside?

After the death
Is there any way to know?
what comes  then
while turning to be just nothing
and existing no more?

It is not being here or there,
but nowhere, the moment 
that we  disappear
being drowned in eternal dream
and back to where 
we were before
Existing no more!

Until the birth of mine
I was dead throughout the time
Over the billions of years i wasn't sensing me
and telling me that:
"wait, my life-turn will come!"

the same scene with after the death
which is the end of temporary journey
and leaving for the permanent infinity

but there is not any likelihood that 
we will not die one day
Death moment at the end will come 
with no out from this way
and we all will die!

© Orkhan Efendi 2017

After The Death

Music and Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi

Lyrics: 

Since the day you’ve gone from my life
Everything around is gloomy and pale
Just the memories are left behind
Where now I’m rambling to read again this tale

There were the times 
When she was raising up her eyes
At once
With those bewitching sights
Smiling on me in that brilliance
Spreading her fainting smell
She’s just left on me the trail
And moved away

Now that freezing shine
In the heaven on dreams of mine
Is brightening its flare 
But I can’t see there 
Your tender smile fondling my heart

Let your pure delight
Become close to my eyes
My life is so far from you
with billion miles

You're like the winter Sun 
in the open and serene sky
Sparkling in the distance
Yet still keeping the ice

Just one single time I 
Want to hold her tight
But maybe this chance not
Will be given to me entire life

Being lost in this love
Befuddled in your eyes will be enough

Come back my beloved
Come back little girl
The life will be lonesome without your
Tender smile fondling my heart

Let your pure delight
Entwine my every side
But she is staying so far from me
With billion miles

Beneath the  freezing shine
I’ll be drenched in your dawn
Under the pouring rain of the stable calm

If the clouds cover the sky
It will still shimmer the light
As she beams on my mind
While being out of sight


© Orkhan Efendi 2018


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Winter Sun

Music&Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi

Lyrics:

Once upon a time
I hit upon a girl who can blow any mind 
She was wondering why
All the people are craving for her love behind

Calm down, it should be so
Coz you’re just too beautiful to us
That no one could resist on
The magic of this beauty
This loveliness, see
is searching for to steal our heart
And lock up in its chain, so 
where ever you go 
All boys are dragged to that charm
But I’m not special 
just one of them
don’t put me aside
for being in your life
Let’s be just a friend

Now you can snuggle on me tight
I’ll take your scent tonight to my inside until the Sun will rise
scratch your hair while looking into deep eyes
But doing this just as a friend

One step 
And it will ruin this stage?
Or is there any chance?
Make a hint and help me to decide

One step ahead
I feel the  dread
Of being pushed to the far distance
Away from your glance

Then what would I do
How to carry on without you
When that sweetheart is not around?

So  keep those boundaries
And put again the frames
It’s better to hold myself before her
Just a friend

While waiting for the right  time to finally reveal my love
which  should be done then, but not now
you’ve started talk to me
about your man suddenly
Unbearable to listen and see

How I’m losing her completely
She belongs to me no more
My love is overdue
No reason to continue
To stay in your chain
And be just a friend
Your dear friend




© Orkhan Efendi 2018


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Just A Friend

Music&Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi

Narration:

Before the universe there was nothing. Doesn’t mean the empty black space, because it would be something. Nothing is before everything was ever created which is voidness.

Lyrics:

What the dream
It is just one kiss up to the heaven
When your delightful charm 
Is rising up in my dawn

What the scene
Standing in the heart of my thinking as a queen
Expanding the splendor
And covering my entire own

Don’t live just inside of my mind
But also come close to the sight
Glow in my dark empty space
With the golden light
And entwine me tight

You are melting my heart
With every dance of pure sight
Life without your love is void

In the morning when I open my eyes
She wakes up in the mind 
With her shadow beside
The most splendid star in the night
Turns out to the brightest sunshine
In the dark sky to rise

Look, again she is now posing
What the beautiful posture!
In the mist of dreams in my head
As just a myth

But I’m just dead outside
Where deep in the dark
You have only settled down 
In the universe on my mind
Keeping me there alive

You are cuddling my thoughts
Bringing billions of stars 
to my sky 
and making me lost 
in the cold 
and dark paradise

In the eternal night from the far distance
Sparkling and keeping my heart 
beating for the hope 
That she’ll come one day 
to the existence
In my dark sky to rise

You are melting my heart
With every move, every sight
Life without your love is void

In the endless beauty of this space
There is no escape,
No way to touch the borders
So I stay


© Orkhan Efendi 2019


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Universe In The Mind

You are leaving this country and leaving me
Before making all the memories 
That are shaping more “We”

Here is the final sight
And the distance will be our boundary
I’ll be dancing with you in this music in my fantasy
But send me some those sweet vibes 
Through the “Dividing Sea” 

The days are turning
Time is running fast till that town
And I’m waiting for the moment
To look at you
I’m just waiting for the moment

She will come to the real life again
And there is nothing to hinder me here
So I’m waiting for the moment to look at you
Waiting for the time
To see you

The sunkissed hair was the shine to my life
The tender sound was almost stopping every drum of my heart
Tell me, will I ever live it on without having your beautiful smile?

The strangers will see it in their around
While I’m just having you in my mind
Just some months are left to bring it to the life

© Orkhan Efendi 2020

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Waiting For The Moment

Orkhan Efendi – Walking on the Way

Music: Jamal Gurbanov (harmony), Orkhan Efendi (vocal melody)
Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi
Arrangement: Jamal Gurbanov
Mixing and mastering: Emil Minyashev
Artwork: Emilia Hasanova

Lyrics:

When we started our life in different pathways
There was no chance that they would meet in the story
How the things were built and made
As no one chose the route 
But followed the trace 
That you just came along and embraced me?

In the middle of the lonely wilderness
She came and gave breath into my heart
Came in and but walked away
Before we’ve been lost though
Then I found you
And didn’t let us be apart

Come over girl
Let’s walk the way together
We just came to be the one

Let’s walk the way
Leading to the mountains to climb
To touch the clouds and the heat of the sun

On the way will be seeing beautiful places
So many beautiful memories will be the share
To our life
Don’t see further on the road as flat, plain and smooth as it seems 
We couldn’t see every place by standing here

Sometimes we’ll walk at the edge of precipice 
There never look down
Keep your eyes ahead to survive
Sometimes the wind can blow that hard
Take the tree out of the root
But we’ll stand
As long as our love is alive

Come over girl
Let’s walk the way together
Listen to your heart

Let’s walk the way
Give your hand and squeeze
Don’t be scared
I’m just here for us

© Orkhan Efendi 2020

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Walking On The Way

Music and Lyrics: Orkhan Efendi
Drums: Polad Murtuzayev
Bass guitar: Anar Aliyev
Electric guitars, keyboard and vocals: Orkhan Efendi
Artwork: Emilia Hasanova

Recorded by Anar Aliyev
Sound engineer: Emil Minyashev

Lyrics:

I can't be the person
that others exactly want
So please leave me alone
and let my self be its own

Your preferences cannot mean mine
Coz everyone has in the lifeblood a separate line

This being belongs to me
and no one has the right to restrain
the liberty to be free

It's not all in all compulsory
for the sake of rest
to shape the personality

If you are in the depth of one faith just go for it
But I am not obliged to do the same on that belief
All feel as the most brainy yet we are dumb
But one’s truth is one’s fiction or the other way around
coz It is relative

This being belongs to me
and no one has the right to restrain
my liberty to be free

It's not all in all compulsory
for the sake of rest
to shape the personality

If you have in the day some spare time
That does not mean that whole the world is alike
No one is the core of humankind 
coz every soul is unique
Everyone belongs to his mind!

© Orkhan Efendi 2020

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Separate Line

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Release Yourself

Indie blues rock musician and songwriter in the genres of blues, blues rock, rock’n roll, rock ballads, progressive rock.

Orkhan Efendi

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