Name: No Holy Win.wav by Orren Janis Sr.
Duration: 3 min 15 s
Description: A man looking back at the child he left behind.

Dark streets. Dim lights.
A piano plays while the smoke curls upward.
This is “Two Sides” – Foss at his most noir.

Spoken groove meets jazz noir.
Trompeter og trenchcoats, elegante trusler, og en kvinne med røde hæler.
Et sted mellom Piaf og portvin.
Two sides to every story. This is one of them.

Two Sides

Hell’s Coming with Me

You Wanted a Monster, You Got One

Dark Country Boy Dark Country Music | Angels Back To Heaven.mp3

A brooding Southern Gothic blues ballad, "Dirt Road Crossroads" revisits the classic devil's bargain twenty years later—fame's hollow price coming due under a harvest moon, with mournful fiddle requiems, weeping slide guitar, and raw gravelly vocals painting fateful regret and inevitable collection. Rag'n'Bone Man depth meets Tyler Childers storytelling in this ominous tale of sold souls and borrowed glory.  #SouthernGothic #DirtRoadCrossroads #DevilBargain #DarkAmericana #BluesBallad #OccultFolk

Dirt Road Cross Roads

Crossing the River

[Verse]
On the other side the river flows
A cabin waits where the pine trees grow
Simple walls but they feel like gold

[Chorus]
Crossing the river
I’m coming home
Crossing the river
No more to roam
Crossing the river
Where I belong

[Verse 2]
The water’s cold
The current’s fast
But my longing pulls me
I’ll make it last
Each step closer
Shadows are cast

[Bridge]
The moonlight dances on the stream
Feels like a memory
Feels like a dream
Oh this is more than it seems

[Chorus]
Crossing the river
I’m coming home
Crossing the river
No more to roam
Crossing the river
Where I belong

Crossing the River

This song is a cozy winter love ballad about finding warmth and peace in a partner’s arms while a storm rages outside. It captures the contrast between the cold, snow-filled world and the deep emotional and physical warmth of being together, celebrating gratitude, intimacy, and the feeling of home found in true love

I Look At You And Sigh

As many people probably don’t realize, Alberta where i live is going through a transition. We are trying to separate from Canada to become our own Nation. I wrote this song for the people of Alberta to keep the fire burning until we have our Referendum. God Bless Alberta and may she be Free on day.

Born To Blaze Our Own Way

Energy I Miss is a quiet, deeply personal album that unfolds like a late-night conversation you didn’t plan to have but needed anyway. Each song lingers in the space between love and absence, where memories don’t fade cleanly and feelings don’t resolve on schedule.

This album isn’t about getting over someone. It’s about learning how their absence becomes part of your daily life. The songs move through devotion, doubt, tenderness, and self-reckoning, often slowing down enough to let silence speak. Love here isn’t loud or dramatic. It’s patient, complicated, and unfinished.

If you’ve ever missed someone so deeply that they still feel present, or carried a love that never fully left, Energy I Miss will feel familiar. These songs sit in the fog of nostalgia and loss, not searching for closure, but acknowledging the truth of what remains.

This is an album meant to be lived with. Played quietly. Returned to. It doesn’t promise healing. It offers companionship, recognition, and the strange relief of knowing someone else understands what it’s like to carry the ache forward.

why do you miss me

A reminder rather than a revelation.
Internal strength remembered, not created.

Ascension is the opening chapter of The Internal Alchemist series.

This EP explores the moment internal power comes back online — when attention turns inward, pressure stabilizes, and presence replaces force.

These tracks are not designed for distraction or background listening.
They are built as internal environments — to support clarity, grounding, and composure.

Each piece reflects a phase of activation:
awakening, containment, authority, and integration.

Listen in order for the full arc, or return to individual tracks as needed.
Nothing here is rushed. Nothing is accidental.

This is music for those who value calm over chaos, structure over force, and depth over noise.

If this music resonates, it’s because it’s pointing inward.

The Internal Alchemist is the written framework created alongside this project — a grounded guide to rebuilding internal strength, clarity, and presence in a noisy world.

Read slowly. Apply simply.
→ Get The Internal Alchemist Operating System here: https://sovereignsurge.gumroad.com/l/xmurt

The Power Was Never Gone (Awakening · Remembrance)

A man looking back at the child he left behind.

No Holy Win.wav

(14) Offline Lullaby

Redstone Bear makes story-driven music rooted in real life — survival, love, loss, addiction, recovery, and the long road back. His sound blends raw emotion with honesty that doesn’t flinch, built for late nights, long drives, and anyone still standing.

This isn’t music made to chase trends or approval.
It’s music made to tell the truth.

Music. Story. Survival.

No Holy Win.wav

Orren Janis Sr.

Related tracks