‘THE ILL’ album, by orrionn, out on November 11, 2025. Project produced by orrionn. Voices of artists being featured on the album, such as ROSESIA, casperrr, and llREIVIAS. 


The 16 songs on the album is a representation of orrionn’s sorrow, depression, and adventure through pain to recover from a heartache, and a long story about and of a not so easy life. This project is featured in orrionn’s first feature-film ‘inane fecit’. 


The project is named “THE ILL”, often stylized “the ill”, or “病人” in Japanese (meaning “sick person/sick people”). 


Graphic Design, Art: orrionn 
Production, Mix & Mastering: orrionn 
Featuring: llREIVIAS, ROSESIA, casperrr, Yurie Hoyoyon 


THE ILL – 2025 
© 2026 INANE FECIT
©℗ 2025 orrionn

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THE ILL

encore

produced by mousy and orrionn

lyrics:
when they reigned to the end of time
will the sinner in the end of me would ever agree to be?
we’ll all die for this to feel like you’d bloom
from the inside of all them to grow and die
grow and die (gosh)
god
just bloom, bloom for every of their soul
and you might not end up dull, end me
end me, end me, end me now
why did you lie to me, can you end me whole?

bloom

original song by radiohead (exit music (for a film) - 1997) 
cover/flip in french by orrionn, translated and re-prod by orrionn 

lyrics: 
réveille-toi
il te reste la trace de tes larmes
aujourd'hui, on s'en va, on s'en va

fais tes affaires et habille-toi
avant que ton père nous entende
avant que l'enfer se déchaîne

respire, continue de respirer
ne perds pas ton sang froid
respire, continue de respirer
je ne peux pas y arriver seul

chante-nous une chanson
une chanson pour nous tenir au chaud
il fait si froid
il fait si froid

et tu peux rire
d'un rire jaune
nous espérons que tes règles
et ta sagesse t'étoufferont

maintenant nous ne faisons plus qu'un
dans une paix éternelle
nous espérons que tu t'étouffes
que tu t'étouffes
nous espérons que tu t'étouffes
que tu t'étouffes
nous espérons que tu t'étouffes
que tu t'étouffes

if exit music was french

if exit music was french (cover)

produced by orrionn 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sia-k-660300603
feat. https://soundcloud.com/yurie-hoyoyon
feat. https://soundcloud.com/mxusy 

lyrics:
[orrionn]
i'm thinking about whatever clears my mind
i'm ok, at least this is what makes me die
literal meaning to the end of me, is to decide
whether or not i chose to die, it's a blessing
however the hell i choose, it's always that hard
it's never my duty to pay someone else's dues
but i've been wherever it truly aches
i've been my worst enemy
i've seen demons and angels fight right
in front of me & inside my soul inside the soil
begging me to stop overthinking because
i never thought it would bring me to an end
an end of me

[rosesia]
i don’t wanna be me
i'm still here in six feet under
just like an underwater
i can't breathe
bless me, god
am i out of luck?
bless me, god
it's the end of me

people are not born good or bad
human beings are highly social creatures
so they become mean to be
more highly valued creatures
i am evil, me

i don’t wanna be me
i'm still here in six feet under
it's the end of me

i can't breathe
am i out of luck?
end of me

[orrionn]
i'm suchlike
would you change to speak into a mic?
i wouldn't try, because i'm authentic too
i know everything about me is due to
a lot, a lot of things concerning you
but would you change?
would you change too?
i wouldn't dare, since i'm true
i'm such a broken record
i feel like repeating myself
i'm feeling like not beating my record
except every single time i do
when talking to you

when talking to you, when talking to you
when talking to you, when talking to you
when talking to you, when talking to you

[yurie hoyoyon]
胸に変な感じがする。吐きそうだ
ごめんなさい、でももうあなたを愛することはできないわ

[rosesia]
all of those words
it's too much to take
word comes over
feels like i'm over
nobody will get me
anxiety inside me
in my chest

i'm so overwhelmed
i'm so overwhelmed
in my chest
there's a space
there's a space

[mousy]
the same way (way, way), same
my heart, it slowly bleeds (slowly bleeds)
i've ran out so far (far)
we both die to suicide (suicide)
too much on my chest that i'm turning possessed
the knife goes deeper down, it's in my flesh
and i dig, dig down
the same way (way, way), same
my heart, it slowly bleeds (slowly bleeds)
i've ran out so far (far)
we both die to suicide (suicide)
too much on my chest that i'm turning possessed
the knife goes deeper down, it's in my flesh
and i dig, dig down

blessing

blessing (feat. ROSESIA & mousy)

produced by orrionn
feat. https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy 

lyrics: 
[orrionn]
i'll regret regretting trying
i die but i'm stylish
i'll reboot resetting tempting
i die but i kinda be stylish, though

bellyache
bellyache from the butterflies, i ache
butter though, feels like she's a hoe
butt on my crotch, butter on her lips
blowing kisses to actually f*cking me
brainwashing my every move, like i was

playing a role
petty though, i'm not gonna lie
pretty, yes she's pretty i feel like i'll cry

pendant qu'je nage (nage)
plongeant, dans ses nuages
plutôt charmante, mais je
pense que j'me fais manipuler
p*tain, ça m'fait chier

(reboot, reboot, reboot)

how are you like this?
and why do you hurt me?
why do you try to eat me alive?
why do you break me?
and why do you taunt me?
why do you try to kill me?

[casperrr]
under, what's around me, are getting closer
about to crash, we'll soon forget it
i'm sick of the hate and i think i've awaken
i've turn on this time, i've rebooted
i've changed the way i am
what i think is getting bad
i've been a different person
but they love me dead
or maybe when i'm down
all the shit you did is sad
killing all around me
you know the way you act
even though i tell you
you chosed to haunt me

[phone call, in japanese]
【日本語の電話スピーチ】

[orrionn]
i'll regret regretting trying
i die but i'm stylish
i'll reboot resetting tempting
i die but i kinda be stylish, though

i cut myself again (reboot)
i'm killing more than i'm liking, myself
i might reboot my whole life
i know, i never mattered
i'm sorry, i'm this slow to die
i simply lost my fucking knives
i die but i'm stylish
i've rebooted

turning around the warzones
they used to fight in
thousands of years ahead their timezones
these battlefields are burnt to the ground
with the fires from their hearts
turning into rocks from the hell they conceived
in the deepest parts of their souls

what a horrific way to go
i'm finished, i've flinched
my heart aches, it could be you but
time makes me think it's a poor way to jump
into conclusions, like jumping into a pool
you'll drown, as much as you want to go deep
into things that don't concern your yesmen
or yourself, so it will remain a battle of pen
writing a story that would be destroyed
like a wonderland, like a fruit decaying
and rotting onto the infested soil
i'm intoxicated by the smoke from the fires
of their heart burning in the sand
making it turn into glass breaking at each step
we're not making it back, to our great purpose
i'm convinced i'm “touché” but you gotta be
careful of the “alizé”
oh, oh

don't seriously care about what she has to say
i'm mesmerized on her body, stuck in her eyes
as her tears are forming a miniature ocean
ready to drown my soul piece by piece
what a selfish way to tell them you care less
be careful because the winds of her storms
can throw you about and away from her
like she was controlling the “alizé”
to neutralize you
oh, oh, oh
storming here and around
the lightning is striking from my head
to my dead eight feet deep down the ground
as the dirt burns under my feet and
makes me a pessimist for a second
for the luck i'm lacking
as the rage i'm seeking
always has to build up and be packing
the wrong way like it's ready to destroy me
fire winds from the chaos of my heart
save me, clean and purify my soul
so i don't feel like suffocating under the rain
so i don't feel so so under every drop
drowning me into the abyss
the alizés are throwing me around
like a puppet, can't do much about it but
to reemerge like any would do
to survive a purge

reboot, rebirth

reboot, rebirth (ft. casperrr)

produced by orrionn

lyrics:
once upon a time, you hold me
accountable for your crimes
this story was as old as the time
we both flee from this abusive lifeline
we couldn't get a chance to run away closely
lost you that day
everything from there gone away
my chemicals were boiling off my whole body

feeling so sick around you, it's getting repetitive
i'm feeling so down i could throw it all up
in a minute, forgive me

one
two
three
four

you hold me accountable for your mess, you waited for me to know how to descend the mountain you were climbing so easily
once upon a time, you hold me
accountable for your crimes
this story was as old as the time
we both flee from this abusive lifeline
we couldn't get a chance to run away closely
lost you that day
everything from there gone away

(god)

no war ahead
we're feeling dead
however, it's not mine
moreover, i need time
please go ahead
and kill those who helped you out
see how screwed you'll end up
the rain never stopped

descend

produced by orrionn

lyrics: 
skies above skies above rods
the bars i'm spitting
time's slowing down for me
am i ascending to see gods?
or am i just levitating?
too many people look down, to me

gifted kid, then fucked up human
gifting thousands of you, but not even myself
grief and losses are tormenting me, man
goner, forgiven because gifted since birth
godly energy to feel, godly energy to feel

gifted

produced by orrionn

lyrics: 
i've been missing much but it's because
he's been switching to us when he had issues
idk who to trust, idk who to trust
believe me, it's been a while since he did it
and you still trust him, don't be this gullible
please, you're so nice with them
when they did you wrong
this kiss is a blessing, from your lips to mine
obviously caring about what's the point
you're hurt and i can see it, and i can see it
and i can see it, and i can see it (oh)
and i can see it, and i can see it (oh)
this kiss's a blessing, and i can see it (eh)
this kiss's a blessing, and you can't see it
and i can't see it, and i can't see it
and i can't see it, and i can't see it

kiss

produced by orrionn 

lyrics:
(i'm affected by gravity, so, of course)
(but my body doesn't though… let me just…) 

(i'm usually, really, like… i am…)

what do you want from me?
who do you wanna be? 
i'm struggling with envy
i'm trying my best to get to the point 
to the point of dying from thinking much
just want my skull crushed to death, today
please let me jump under this truck 
like she’s hiding under this desk
full speed so i fuck up my own spine too
do this for me, don't bring me the worst but
take the work i've done with them
and burn it to ashes now 
take it to the south and never come back the other way around 
fight for whatever is for your ways, against whatever is on your way

preventing you from walking forward 
please, make sense 
perish with sense
it doesn't feel like you do
let me help you out, with truth 
don't be stupid, make it work for me
‘cause i am struggling with you
with everything 
with everybody else than just anyone 

wish you'll wonder why i'm fleeing
this isn't so healing any wound whatsoever 
take my heart, not my soul, i'm in whenever 
devotion whatever this context, on contracts
you sign anything at this point 
you sigh when it's not the right tone
for any word you breathe in and out 
you would take me down and see me weird
you do not take the wheel
please don't let me crash 
i need to live long enough to make it so real 
for them to realize butterflies make us fly 

are you about to crash out?
do you know anything, i doubt it
making everything worse for me 
fuck you, can't even tell why i do this for you
take the blame, just as much as i carry it
please die with me, unless you wanna do this
something doesn't make sense anymore 
and i don't make sense 
and i don't make sense
that's all because of you 
so please go fuck you too, please fuck you too
vile monster, you get to crush my mindset 
vie, girl, what are you waiting for?
what are you waiting for? i'm right here
please fuck me up, all over the ground 
i'm waiting for it 
vie comme tu slay, tu finiras par te faire slay

(what do you think she deserves?) 
(are you ok? are you hurt?) 

(if you need anything, just let me know. ok?)

produced by orrionn 

lyrics:
i read crazy tweets from insane people 
no idea what to think of me, they seem worse
though, there is no escape for me, can't die 
my heart is heavy as i'm being watched 
eyes on me, 5% battery and i'm in the woods
i'm utterly fucked but not a soul cares about i 

heard seven trumpets and bells in the sky 
i saw myself dying with you in dark clouds 
we levitate and flew as the sky was velvet 
no need to get a hold of me, i'm processing it 
over and over, just so they don't 
over and over, just so they can stop watching 
i'm dealing with an overdrive 
emotions are seeking and thriving, overflow
they're crushing my mind, as they break me
velcro from her shoes getting dirty as she goes
walking away, on red carpets made of velvet

my heart is heavy as i'm being watched

velvet

produced by orrionn 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sia-k-660300603 

lyrics: 
[orrionn]
i'll die someday, i can't deny it
i'm making so many songs
not sleeping for this
man
can't help but save myself from my fall
could've decided to end the call
could hear me end my bones on the soil
can't realize i did it to myself, to my soul

caring about the shell and about what
carries it, my spirit is numb from what
correlates with yours and its beauty too
calling it, i'm selfish, making you
cutting yourself again, concluding to
cooperating with my existence, too
copping out of ignorance is voodoo
crop the pic, focus on my dreams too

(my dreams too, my dreams too)
(my dreams too, my dreams too)

[rosesia]
i can't believe
i fell apart
my dreams broke too

you know i always
kill me i cut myself again
my thoughts are always numb
no, i can't forget
the day i died

i lost myself
inside my veins
i lost in time
inside my head

kill me i cut myself again
my thoughts are always numb
no, i can't forget
the day i died

you know i always
hate me i hurt myself again
my thoughts are always fucked
no, i can't forget
the day i died

dreaming

dreaming (feat. ROSESIA)

produced by orrionn

lyrics: 
as to fall, one must fly
this is the one i be hittin’ like one
bitch’s a gnaw, god’s sake is gone
i’m one to know since i’m yours
somehow this shit isn't
take some time to breathe
take some to grieve
ash fall in a place like home
god, why did they start killing?
on a run since you start flinching

as to fall, one must fly
this is the one i be hittin’ like one
bitch’s a gnaw, god’s sake is gone
i’m one to know since i’m yours
somehow this shit isn't
take some time to breathe
take some to grieve
ash fall in a place like home
god, why did they start killing?
on a run since you start flinching

ashfall

prod by orrionn & noa 

lyrics: 
i'm the master of mayhem (uh, uh, uh)
tell about this to your men (uh, uh, uh)
get your shit together
i'm not sure you know her, bitch, i'm her savior
you didn't get to start over, started from scratch
still didn't fail like you did, breaking her in half
you fucking knew it but didn't want to act

stupid cuck, can't get along with another person
can't even fuck yourself right, you're a bitch
can't even comprehend the fact that i'm him
you call me a bitch, but i'm that bitch
don't name me shit you never interacted with
your existence is a goddamn whore
get the fuck up off my dick, you are dead to me
you're a waste of everything imaginable
get a grip, get your funky nose out of business
and of shit that doesn't concern your bitchass

you're inferior? i'm just too good at everything
you're a little p.o.s, fucking cuck, can't even cook
you're a madman and can't be mad about her
skill issue, you suck, unmedicated micro-dick
motherless bastard who keeps on sucking
mainly taking advice on yourself but ain't shit
stop taking advantage of them, you are a nobody

i'm better than you
your existence is in cuckoldry you can't control
i'm fucking you up, let your bitchass get up
setting you locked into the worst mental state
fuck off my face, facefuck, imma die on purpose
frequently dreaming of the biv feature
for fuck's sake, take me with you if wanna die
'cause i can't stand this shit

i don't wanna have to be you in any way
everything is so important and pointless so fast
they always have to be just like you tried to
and everything is meant to fly into voids
just like you mean all the time
just like you said, it is alright
just like you were going to fight
to fight, the light you were supposed to wear
and i was aware, of the things you were
and even witnessing and experiencing
i'm sorry for this all along and whatever
whatever makes a great you is what makes
whatever makes us true witnesses

witnesses

produced by orrionn 

lyrics: 
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)

i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)

أنا فخورة بك جدًا، ابق قويًا يا صغيري أنا فخورة بك يا فلسطيني، أنتم جميعًا في قلبي الأمور ستصبح أسهل، الله يكون معكم جميعًا. أحبكم جميعًا

i’m so proud of a stranger

so proud of a stranger

produced by orrionn 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/llreivias 

lyrics:
[llREIVIAS]
you can’t save everyone

[orrionn]
i never wondered why you were hurt
i’m a “nowhere man” and can’t even make sense
drained from my emotions
you’re as fucked in having devotion
you’re no god to me
it’s like i’m losing patience
you lost empathy
now i know, you’re all dead inside
please make this right, for you and i
god, where were you?
fuck
please, i don’t know what to do without you
and your guidance, with no soul to guide then
for all of us, i’m now here hearing what’s hurting you

i never sat down, and asked deeply enough why you died
how you ended up bleeding in the first place
what’s with the time you spent and wasted around me, i’m so sorry
i was a burden to you and us, because i wanted to become you so bad
you were so flawless i got into problems, when i, when i tried
it was so easy to see, to pick up the debris
it was so unfair to me, but especially to you, dear
my love was something i’d see, too deeply
i’m sorry, again
take time to send as many messages as you can
my heart is open, i know your energy is still around sometimes
somewhere, in the universe or in nature, i can’t tell yet
i just know i’m joining you soon enough, love

be alone, time barely passes when you are
and lonely as i am, you’ll see yourself dying slowly
i’m feeling weak, so do you
please allow me to reach your soul, please take care of me when you do
i’m already reassuring your heart since i knew about your existence
you know that i can’t really stand what i’m being forced into
i have no choice to die, when it comes to you
need to sacrifice myself once more to save you
please don’t fuck up this time at all, i know you do not so, you’re all good
please, just don’t ruin things like i did before, now and then
fake anything and it won’t be working for you, i want your real self
so i can heal you properly, your wounds are so bad and deep
make sure you’re not so sad, such a fucking time to take and live through
i’d die for it
make me yours just so i can do anything to be your last hope
it’s not an ultimatum, it’s just a sign to give you until i give up end up gone
i’m a ghost, and you know
i’m fine, trust me
ok?
like you would trust him, i beg

[llREIVIAS]
in the shadows where you linger
i hear whispers of your name
every heartbeat feels like thunder
in this lonely, endless game
i’ll reach for you, through the darkness
hold on tight, i won’t let go

beg (ft. llREIVIAS)

produced by orrionn

lyrics:
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void

you are destruction to me
i’ll be your light even until the last second of my demise
i’ll be destructive to your soul until you beg to keep out
since you want me to slay you so bad, i’m death, i’m dead

(uh, uh, uh, uh) (oh-oh oh)
(uh, uh, uh, uh) (oh-oh oh)

your void is now full of guests
take me out if you don’t want to stress this enough, i confessed

what do you want? feel something, or make a change?
break the ground as you push yourself up to fly
but don’t end up falling because you think i made you
your void itself is going to make you fall to nowhere to be fallen from
you’ve failed to make us realize, stop trying to be your own void

i realized it’s not too late
to fill up the void with your love

void

produced by orrionn 
enjoy 

lyrics: 
every man for himself
fuck you, if you thought i’d let you be
i would kill without hesitation
who had me in such anger? you did
you? don’t believe in anything
you told me to kill myself, so
i’m returning the favor, you can’t ask about shit
i’m just a bird flying against the wind

god, forgive me
goddesses, protect my soul from detractors
thing is i might be addicted to her, and
might not happen twice so, i’m enjoying the time
i’ve got with her to do anything
from a birdseye perspective
can’t see much of you

you broke me into pieces
and i don’t think i can repair myself
it’s fine though because i loved you to the core
you can’t replace a heart like mine

remembering the times you gave me hope
our enemies couldn’t stand a chance
but now that you’re gone
i feel like it’s been an eternity since
i loved you to death
i loved you to the core
but you had to go
i even thought about whеn we would get to go
from eachothеr’s home to meet up or, to
find out what we meant to us both

goddess of the loom, speak to me
give me a chance to spit
what i had in mind but especially
what i have on my chest
because it’s hard to believe
all of what happened lately
we spread apart pretty quickly, and
it was something i’ll never heal from

you break me again, while you try to repair me
you always tried your best and i appreciate it
missing the good times together
oh, you will be missed
oh, it’s you i adore
i loved you to the core
i love you to the core

amongst the men who take easy demand
alongside the road, for the people i know 

AMONGST THE MEN

produced by orrionn 

lyrics: 
no disguise, you're out in the wild
anyone could disagree with you
anybody could recognize you, so
you started breaking glass
you start running late
away from all bullshit
tell me you got framed by yourself
see the bigger picture and stop the gibberish
you couldn't take me alive, even if you tried
give me one of your best tries, let me feel vibes
don't want the crappy noises they make, and
make me hear the raw sounds 

raw sounds, in my ears
don't wanna be here
clear enough for you to set the world on fire
don't wanna go to let you too
i haven't told you yet to let go (oh, oh)
the world's on fire, the world's on fire
no disguise, you're out in the wild
anyone could disagree with you, eh
anybody could recognize you, so
you started breaking glass

こんな音、聞いたことある？
オリオン座が私の一番好きな星座なのはなぜか知ってる？って聞いたけど、答えてくれなかったから、今あなたが聞いているこの生々しい音について教えてあげる。それはあなたと私のことなの。

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck your attitude
and give me a break, unless you wanna do that to a window
i'll take a breather, leave me baffled
because i needed you to break glass 

i wanna see you break glass
so you can't walk past my dreams
you can't let me trace your façade
so you tried to scam my freewill
no disguise, you're out in the wild
anyone could disagree with you
anybody could recognize you, so
you started breaking glass
i wanna see you break glass
so you can't walk past my dreams 

BROKEN GLASS

produced and remixed by orrionn

lyrics:
la poupée qu'avait donné ton âme à la mienne
s'est dite creusée par l'anxiété car tu le sais
fais pas comme si c'était pas de ma faute
si tu avais compris, ce serait pas comme l'autre 
je déprime encore mais je te l'avoue et t'es mal
s'il te plaît, merci pour tout j'ferai pas d'connerie 
je te le promets, je craque 
mais, qu'est-ce qu'j'ai envie qu'tu reviennes 
c'est dingue, c'est dingue ça 
mais je crois que gudjencio est mort 
c'est fini pour cette enflure, encore 

encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore  

encore (ultra slowed)

encore (super slowed)

produced by orrionn

lyrics:
la poupée qu'avait donné ton âme à la mienne
s'est dite creusée par l'anxiété car tu le sais
fais pas comme si c'était pas de ma faute
si tu avais compris, ce serait pas comme l'autre 
je déprime encore mais je te l'avoue et t'es mal
s'il te plaît, merci pour tout j'ferai pas d'connerie 
je te le promets, je craque 
mais, qu'est-ce qu'j'ai envie qu'tu reviennes 
c'est dingue, c'est dingue ça 
mais je crois que gudjencio est mort 
c'est fini pour cette enflure, encore 

encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore
encore, encore  

orrionn

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