Verse 1:

I lost myself when you dropped me
Put my heart on my shelf when I party
Now here I stand 

With your hands on my neck and your hips all up on me
Gotta keep myself in check and not fold “origami”
Wow this wasn’t planned

With my eyes on my shoes like a fool
Look at me now cryin by the pool
Now here I am 

With my vomit on my pants is this who I am
A little teenage boy who’s in still in love with you, ma’am 
Wow love is a scam

Chorus x2:

I don’t want you here you don’t belong here 
Get out of my ears
You’re getting too near

Get off my chest I know you’re tryin your best 
This feels like a test
You’re a fuckin pest

Verse 2:

Crystal eyes like fractals in the sunlight 
Lips that always gave me butterflies 
It’s all in vain

I didn’t know girls like you existed 
Your beautiful smile had my stomach twisted 
Just to give me pain

Your hair has way too many colors
You got my legs feelin like butter
Girl you’re making me strain

Moonlight skin that has these boys starin
Hourglass curves that has these girls comparin 
You’re just like cocaine

Chorus x2:

I don’t want you here you don’t belong here 
Get out of my ears
You’re getting too near 

Get off my chest I know you’re tryin your best 
This feels like a test
You’re a fuckin pest

Instrumental

Chorus:

I don’t want you here you don’t belong here 
Get out of my ears
You’re getting too near

Get off my chest I know you’re tryin your best 
This feels like a test
You’re a fuckin pest

Outro:

Is this a test
You’re a fuckin pest

Pest

Verse 1:

I’ve been walkin all alone, stuck on my phone
You’d think I’m happy, but I’m all on my own

There’s no hope in sight, I can’t win a fight
It’s been like this for so long that I can’t even cry

Chorus:

Maybe it’s all a lost cause
Of clinging to my thoughts that hold me up tall

Instrumental

Verse 2:

I’ve been runnin from myself, stuck in a shell 
Of this person that puts me through hell

He tosses me around, been losing pounds 
So misunderstood that I feel like I can’t be found

Chorus:

Lately I’ve felt as if I’ve died
Daily, this thought comes into my mind

Vaguely, I fight with my own head, but to put it
Plainly, I’ve fought enough to feel dread

Instrumental

Alone

Verse:

Tv static in my head in my head
It feels dramatic in my head in my head

My sanity is on a thread on a thread
I can not see up ahead through the dread

Chorus:

Hey mama I’ve been trying, I can’t catch a break
Hey daddy I’ve been lying, I feel like a fake

I’m rotting alone with bad thoughts in my brain
I want some hope to keep me sane

Outro

T.V. Static

Verse 1:

Waiting each day to see your face
Intoxicated by the way you taste
I’ll never set eyes for another my love
Chasing your heart into the next sunrise above

Pre-chorus:

Nothing compares to you
Perfection's favorite muse
Wrapped around your finger I’m here
Don’t ever worry about that my dear

My darling, my dear
My darling, my dear 

Chorus:

I’d shout your name off every roof top possible
The stars could never shine as bright as you it’s impossible
My heart stops beating when you look at me it’s phenomenal 
Your eyes locked on to me I’m feeling unstoppable

Instrumental 

Verse 2:

You’re everything that I want and more
An angel like you, a perfect score 
Please stay for a while, don’t fly away
You’ve captured my heart, it’s on display

Pre-chorus:

I’m tongue tied when I hear your voice
There’s no control I have no choice
Stuttering on the words I say
Lucky you havent walked away

My darling, my dear
My darling, my dear

Chorus:

I’d shout your name off every roof top possible
The stars could never shine as bright as you it’s impossible
My heart stops beating when you look at me it’s phenomenal 
Your eyes locked on to me I’m feeling unstoppable

Instrumental 

Outro:

I’d shout your name off every roof top
The stars could never shine as bright as my darling, my dear

My Darling, My Dear

Verse 1:

I watched you fall from the skies, though you’re nothin but trouble
Why do I stay here
Maybe it’s out of fear

Now I watch you lie, you’re livin your life in doubles
Please just disappear
I cant be anymore clear

Pre Chorus:

Oh baby, we both know that you move slow
It’s crazy that I don’t go, and stay below
Your cloud of faces and deceit

Why can’t you hear
How much I don’t need you here
Why can’t you hear
How much I don’t hold you dear

Chorus:

And I don’t love you anymore
It’s time that I walk out the door 
And when I reach for that knob, I freeze in fear that I won’t fall

Baby I don’t love you anymore
I don’t need closure, I’m sure
And I’ll reach for the knob, on my knees 
Hell I’ll even crawl

Instrumental 

Verse 2:

This is a waste of my time, I wouldn’t call this games anymore
You know I know your plan 
It’s more of a scam

You’d probably cheat on a dime, maybe done it before
I didn’t stand a chance
I had strings tied to your hands

Pre Chorus:

Oh baby, we both know that you move slow
It’s crazy that I don’t go, and stay below
Your cloud of faces and deceit

Why can’t you hear
How much I don’t need you here
Why can’t you hear
How much I don’t hold you dear

Chorus:

And I don’t love you anymore
It’s time that I walk out the door 
And when I reach for the knob, I freeze in fear that I won’t fall

Outro:

Honey I can’t love you anymore
I don’t need closure I’m sure
Now I’m reaching for the knob, one last tear, my mind is finally clear

Anymore

Verse 1:

I see right through your facade 
I don’t mean to say you're fake 
In your voice, I hear the scars
Everything is gonna be okay

Pre Chorus:

I can’t sit and watch another moment when you say that you’re okay
I know your ways

Let me help you find something to look forward to and mean it when you say
“Hey baby I feel great”

Chorus:

Do you feel numb
When you look into your past and fall ever so silently
You know you can’t run
The future’s comin’ fast so please, don’t feel any anxiety 

Verse 2:

Please just reach your hand out
To the rope that I’ve tossed down to you
There’s no shame in feeling doubt
But give me a chance to show you this view 

Pre Chorus:

I can’t sit and watch another moment when you say that you’re okay
I know your ways

Let me help you find something to look forward to and mean it when you say
“Hey baby I feel great”

Chorus:

Do you feel numb
When you look into your past and fall ever so silently
You know you can’t run
The future’s comin’ fast so please, don’t feel any anxiety

Black Cat

I make music with just my ukelele and mouth :)

Oscar Kilday

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