@ose1y on ig

link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YfPksxPCJ4

samirah's living her best life

samirah's living her best life (prod violet) [mv in the desc.]

@ose1y on ig

Here comes the start of my story 
I just got pain in my story 
I’m tryna die before 40
Nigga I’m on fucking Molly 
I only care about money 
Yea they’re hating let them do the talking 
Hit my vape nigga while I walked in

W my grinding bro there’s no stopping 
I’m @ home I’m not inna office 
And I put that weed bruh in my muffin 
I just want that bitch to do the loving 
Watching twilight nigga I’m a Cullen 
Got a Glock and that nigga is running 
U a pussy bruh why is u running 
U a dumb hoe won’t do the cuffing

I wrote a page in my diary day one day one diary
All of my pain’s in my diary day one day one diary 
I told that nigga come find me yea come and find me
I wrote a page in my diary day done day one diary

i don't want the walking dead to end, thank u for everything. (prod meta)

changed on me

changed on me (prod lifess + symels)

@ose1y on ig


iphone ringtone #apple (prod liko)

(you’re rocking w osei)
hoe im sorry i jus use apple
lean in my cup but that shit’s only half full
you’re not a priority you’re jus a side hoe
ion fw Samsung I fw them iPhones 
she’s tryna FaceTime me on my iphone 
she’s tryna call on me she got tights on
sorry lil hoe but I don’t got, sorry lil hoe but I don’t got time

niggas b fake bro I got a third eye
I got me a Glock and now u wanna hide
got me a Glock, do u wanna die?
she’s snapping me back but I ain’t gon reply
On that mephedrone nigga u kno ima fly
On that ketamine nigga u kno ima fly

Cancun, Bahamas that hoe wanna fly
You’re mad cuz u kno that I jus b fly
She screamed when I fucked on that hoe from behind
Ion rock dickies my nigga I rock number nine
That hoe lied to me when she looked in my eyes
Got a gun next to me like do u wanna die
I moved on cuz I got no tears left to cry
I moved on cuz she only b for the side
Do u like me yea that hoe fucking lied
Crystals on me nigga they’re fucking white

Sipping on uh, ye, I got a pint 
Sipping on lean that shits no fucking wine
This money it got me so mean and not kind
Yea that hoe asked me if she could stay for the night 
I’ll make it w music got no deals to sign 
Got so many flows bro they come from inside
U don’t got bitches cuz u stay inside
U don’t got bitches cuz u stay inside 

hoe im sorry i jus use apple
lean in my cup but that shit’s only half full
you’re not a priority you’re jus a side hoe
ion fw Samsung I fw them iPhones 
s-she’s tryna FaceTime me on my iphone 
She’s tryna call on me she got tights on 
she’s tryna facetime me on my iPhone she’s tryna FaceTime 

hoe im sorry i jus use apple
lean in my cup but that shit’s only half full
you’re not a priority you’re jus a side hoe
ion fw Samsung I fw them iPhones 
s-she’s tryna FaceTime me on my iphone 
She’s tryna call on me she got tights on 
she’s tryna facetime me on my iPhone she’s tryna FaceTime 

Shes tryna facetime me on my iPhone 
Ye ye iPhone 
I got an iphone 
No Samsung 
I got a ha ha ha huu huh 
Ha ha ha haaa
Uh ye. Sorry hoe, sorry hoe 
Sorry hoe sorry hoe sorry hoe
I b sorry hoe, sorry hoe
Huh huh Sorry hoe x3
FaceTime FaceTime 
Facetimeeeeee

Y u calling me lol

iphone ringtone #apple

iphone ringtone #apple (prod liko)

Would you stay here if I still had problems? Blood’s dripping down my shoes I can’t even stop. Remember when you kissed me, we had our little moment. But then u left my soul, I’m still crying n bout that moment.

Don’t open up to ppl they’ll use that info against u, im bleeding so hard yea ill tell u I just cut on my wrist cuz I meant to. You lied to me when I asked u if u were capable of love, cuz that shit keeps hurting my soul I guess that im walking round w no luck. Got many cuts on my body, they all have taught me not to give no fucks. They’re all tryna sleep on osei I just know that one day ima go up. 

Would you stay here if I still had problems? Blood’s dripping down my shoes I can’t even stop. Remember when you kissed me, we had our little moment. But then u left my soul, I’m still crying n bout that moment.

broken and forgotten

SPOTIFY

broken and forgotten (prod flynnseasons + vasken)

At this point I'm scared to open up and fall in love, cuz I don't wanna be in broken fucking pieces. My blood it hit the floor as I was praying to Jesus, like please help me like can you tell me... I can't even eat today nah and i puked too, nigga as a child I had a dream and it was YouTube. Yea I still got dreams yuh, yeah i gotta chase them. 

I wanna go up w my friends I gotta rest up, wait wait wait I don't even got that many friends. I don't got that many friends, cuz I'll die a lonely man. I'd rather be lonely than to hang with all these fake guys, shoutout to my dad cuz that man taught me much about like. Gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler I can't give up I'm a hustler. 

My dad went to the Netherlands from Ghana and didn't die, yea that nigga saw so much but he's still standing tall. Yea lil boy I got many cuts, but I'm still alive now. They're wanting me to fail yea they're wanting me to fall. I don't owe nobody shit get out ion gaf. Ion owe nobody shit no I don't give a fuck

can't eat (prod 77mending)

I’m surrounded by these people but I'm still feeling isolated, all these niggas wanna sleep on me they all know that I'm underrated. Why'd she kiss me on the lips she knows that she's not gonna see me later. Why'd she do this shit to me she's playing guess bro I’ll be crying later. I don't wanna go to  college I wanna do what I love, I thought that she was the one but I guess that girl she gave up. 

These girls ain't shit they're all the same they're all the same, cuts on my wrist I went thru pain I went thru pain. You tried to kiss on my bro you're nothing but a hoe. Blood it dripped on the floor oh no, oh no-oo-oo.  

I'm tryna make it cuz I wanna give back to my parents, I wanna make it cuz I wanna live life like it's my last day. The only reason I'm still breathing's cuz of my nephew. Whenever I see that lil kid I tell him I love you. I want nothing but happiness for you. 

[osei... 'hello osei'] <3

I hope that you're not gonna go thru what I went through, if u wanna talk ill be there bro I gotchu. niggas is all talk yea they're lame I gotta block u  

Mm-mm-a aa I'm alone

caged

why i'm still breathing (prod backxster)

[I'm dying you know that? I'm dying here.]

I just dunno who to talk to, you lied to my face when you said Osei I love you. Ion think love exists I think that shit is fake, hoes they stay on tinder they can't get away. Am I good enough? Idk. Bitch why'd you leave me? Those times were a lie, yeah I know, the times that you kissed me.

Stop looking at my body and please look at my heart, I'm not made for lust I got pain and I got scars. Whenever I love, I just be loving too hard. And that shit hurts me all the damn time I should do better. I stopped cutting on myself I’m doing better, it's almost been a year yeah I hope I don't relapse. Loneliness follows me everywhere, used to cut my wrist yeah my blood it was everywhere. 

I know that there's something wrong with me, I should try to sign up for that therapy. But last time it felt like no one was helping me, there's no hope, oh. I don't think I wanna go. I got no one left like oh.

hopeless romantic

hopeless romantic (prod dimpleb)

https://youtu.be/o5K3_s2GStE?si=LU9I8ubFo75li8MT

I can't even be myself bro around everybody. I'm tired of putting on a fucking mask, bro I wish that I could disappear and not come back. Because all my life I've been somebody that I'm not , I can't even tell everyone bout my cuts. Bro I've just been somebody that I'm not, but they always tell you that time will resolve all pain. I'm in my twenties but I still feel all that teen pain. 

Child self my child self yeah he's so hurt, cause that nigga he never wanted to reach 20. My child self could not even talk bro to his parents, all my life I've been disappointing my parents. I'm sorry that I'm this way, I swear I hate myself too. I wanna die I wanna disappear , why am I here? I'm like why did you put me here? I’m suffering like everyday it doesn't stop. Once I’m dead you'll hear my songs and I'll be bro in your thoughts.

No one gives a fuck about my music cuz I'm alive, let's see bro how you think about my songs yeah at my funeral. Oh now u care, oh now u care? But u never cared about me. Nah u never even texted me, no u never checked up on me.

It's funny how things could change once you're deceased, 6 feet deep. 6 feet deep, uh uh.

At least I'm with my best friend now.

teen pain (prod sennai + 77mending) [mv in desc.]

"I've got some bad ideas in my head, I just..."

I'm in the New York skylines, I'm lonely while I pretend that I'm fine . I stack my days like they're unread books, I'm tryna fake a smile I got hidden looks. No record greets my hallway steps, I meet people and they forget. I leave the city for who had saw but no one comes to meet me home.

I'm in manhattan walking on the streets I'm by myself yea I'm on my own. The city sleeps with headlights on, I used to have some dreams but they're nearly gone. Took a walk on Brooklyn bridge, that while I'm staring at the world I don't wanna live. There's blood on our old pics on god it's burning burning.

I'm in the New York skylines, I'm lonely while I pretend that I'm fine . I stack my days like they're unread books, I'm tryna fake a smile I got hidden looks. No record greets my hallway steps, I meet people and they forget. I leave the city for who had saw but no one comes to meet me home.

new york, new york.

brooklyn bridge

brooklyn bridge (prod sake)

ALBUM 17.08.2025

NYC VLOG: https://youtu.be/EHnk6ezC3HI?si=msxLvl9RCtPWzwhL

[Elani]

Gisuseppe kicks on me you broke can’t kick it with me bad hoes all up on my D pop xans like lil peep panties drop when I speak all the hoes want my kids fanned out boy just ate my dick osei told me lock in fuck dat fin go up my gen slept on they hate my name fast life I put in pain McLaren speed in the rain twin turbo I spit flames in the green room smoking on dank this a bad cough need sum drank 


[Ova]

On the southside you know where i’m at 
arp flip em it make his shit flat 
no i cant party ain no kickbacks
the opps so mad cuz they can’t get back
we steady serving we all get racks
I pop 2 percs before i catch this hat
you gone crazy thinking ill kiss yo ass
My twin got power like goku black 
My twin got power like goku 
I asked around they don’t know you
boy you a bitch I’m gone show you 
told her do what i told you 
because i’m a king bitch i’m never below you 
We on fl not the protools 
Niggas watching me like a roku 
I think i see why they hating, because fast life we’ll outgrow you.

[Osei]

They're watching us like we're on TV we're in Central Park smoking that big gas. Y'all do way too much nigga I gotta laugh yea these niggas r my brothers u can't talk shit bout my brothers. I'm too quick to block people they're calling me toxic, toxic. 
But I can't hang with no dick rider or no bitch, no bitch. Told Elani yea u gotta lock in. Brother we gotta get rich to flex on all these bitch niggas.

[Halo]
wat my bruddas tryna get to the city
the train so packed godamn its busy
me nd osei smokin onna spliff like goddamn im dizzy
this bitch, she check my lo she see im in ny she miss me 
but u gotta catch up w me
standin tall w my bros u kno wassup w me
im w elani, we in ny looking for opp making em bleed
look at my guap dis shit all blue u thot a nigga was cracking real c’s
catch fat boy, imma catch me a b 
catch fat boy, imma put em onna t
pass me ball tryn hit me a green
up in ny not tryn sleep
say u up we x3
tryn find love in times square
im w ova he got blatt he dont play fair

fast life

fast life ft. elani, ova & ihuhalo #newyorknewyork (prod 1h1jaxk)

Person 1: We have all the time in the world, take it...
Person 2: Yeah I guess so, but today I just wanted to see your face. I missed your face and besides you were the only one who always had my heart, you know?
Person 1: I'm gonna see you again, aren't I?
Person 2: Yeah, you want to...?
Person 1: Yeah, yeah!

Person 2: Uhh...
Person 2: You are the one, you were the only one... And you are amazing...

new york, new york introduction

new york, new york introduction (prod 77mending)

"Thank God for the rain which has helped wash away the garbage and the trash off the sidewalks. I’m working long hours now. It’s a long hustle, but it keeps me real busy."

Idk why I'm the one saying sorry, I'm not noticed I am one with my surroundings. I'm drifting in another room among these shadows, they don't care about me I think I'm part of the shadows. I’m hearing echoes of u saying u love me, I don't wann be sad I want someone to hug me cuz life could get really lonely sometimes. I know I’m Travis when I’m losing my mind my mind, I’m uptown looking at the buildings . I'm so wounded I'm wounded I keep on bleeding, thank god for the rain which has helped me which has helped me wash the garbage and trash off the sidewalks.

Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain

"I can take in three, three-fifty a week, sometimes even more when I do it off the meter."

thank god for the rain

thank god for the rain (prod sake)

"I told you mane, I told you! Don't fuck with me!"

Bro I always knew I'd be the last out, they wanna talk that shit while they don't got no cash out. You a fanboy like lil nigga I had blocked you out, why'd you talk behind my back without confronting me? I cannot wait til all my music's on some cd's, was in Jersey smoking loud I know they see me, u can only talk that shit when it's on pc's.

Yeah my life's a movie bitch my life's a movie, ur a side character u don't even matter to me. If u talk shit bout my brother then you're talking to me, you better not be talking down on elani. I had my racks up in New York that shits divine , the moment I distanced myself they all declined. Go talk go talk nigga go and cry, why tf do niggas cap rap bout cutting themselves, make ur own shit be yourself . Why can't niggas be themselves? 

I smoked a vape it's bad for my health, but fuck it nigga we're all gonna die one day. I’m grinding hard I want more out my life, I'm grinding hard to fucking rest one day. I told these niggas you're now out my life, I told them you'll not see me one day.

be yourself

be yourself (prod 77mending)

I'm not scared to talk about my life in my songs, it's my real life my real life. In New York City I was listening to my songs, I got a sad life a sad life. I'm full of sorrow cuz my uncle had just died now, we got the news from the telephone. It hurt my heart when I saw my mother break down , yeah I wanna change my life now. I wanna give her everything in the world, that's why I'm in the attic making music everyday. Like I said I ain't made for the corporate world, bro I'm not made to go to a job like everyday. 

I got to go to Ghana again, cause my grandma she miss me. Cause it's been 8 years and she just wants to hug me, she said I don’t know how much time I got left. She still wants to see her grandson, got some smoke lil bro it's in my lungs. I'm still here bro call it providence, gotta keep going lil bro I got perseverance. Niggas wanna hate on me yea that's that stupid shit.

Each time I record I make sure I don't miss, cause one of these days one song's gon blow up. Once that happens I'll give my mom a house, I hate this struggle please just get me out my house. I know that Serb is spreading his wings, I know that Serb is looking down on me. How's heaven, please just tell me? We'll have this conversation nigga when I pass away. When they find my body they're gon be shocked, cause I spent way too much cutting it up. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I’m sorry, I'll tell you I’m sorry. I never, I never, I never asked to me here. Asked to be here, I never asked to be here.

sorrow

sorrow (prod mxtdog)

I know that I don't got a good mental health, help me please cuz I'm bleeding. Your number still sits on my phone, your ghost haunts me whenever im alone. I typed I miss you then I deleted the message, it was different after the honeymoon phase. Am I game to you? Is my heart a game to you? Is it a game to you do u want me to hurt myself?

Cuz I swear you're making me feel like I'm not good enough, these love songs weren't good enough for you I'm not good enough. I'm getting older but I'm still unhappy when will I escape? I keep getting into conflicts my life is a cluttered disarray. I cannot sleep nights... I miss it when u were holding me tight , are you Betsy? You don't want me alright. Ima b in New York driving all the nights, like I'm a taxi driver driver. Like I'm a taxi driver, eh eh eh.

nightlights

nightlights (prod sake)

I just landed in New York City, I'm at JFK bro with a backpack. I was sleeping on the flight just to pass time, cannot use one flow my nigga I gotta switch mine. They're tryna pick and choose they do that while they blackball, but I'm osei bitch I'm gonna stand tall. My ego is too high to fucking dickride, shoutout halo he just came in from the Bronx' side. 

Can't believe I'm with all the buildings, bro I'm finally living my dream. It's been a dream since I was 9 years old, I kept asking my dad could we go. But then I took my matters to my own hands, I gotta go away I need to escape the Netherlands. Cause I don’t belong in this country, no I don't belong in this country.

They're talking shit bout Osei on TikTok, keep on going bitch ion gaf about no TikTok. That nigga's popping percs like tictacs not on my watch, you should go to fucking rehab and get yourself watched. Cause these drugs they're not cool bro they'll kill you, man these cuts on my wrist they all healed too. Last year I was sipping lean and I got off the seal too, eugh ugh fuck lean bitch I'd rather eat food.

I just ate some fucking Chick-fil-A bitch, but I ain't have no sauce on that shit. I could compare that to these motherfucking rappers, you ain't got no sauce nigga you're not one of us. May the best man win, ima grind now. I'm unique but nigga am I lying tho? I'm in Chinatown it's 4 am, eating pizzas with the bros yea it's 4 am. 

Real shit nori is that nigga, I don't cap rap bout no tb pulling triggers. I don't cap bout no tb dropping bodies. Guess that bitch a hoe she had too many bodies, they're tryna spread these narratives and blackball me. I'm made for this shit nigga go head try me, keep on talking about me. Keep on talking cause I'll make more songs.

a bronx tale

a bronx tale (prod madollac)

At night I drive to clear my thoughts, I can't believe I've come so far. I don't want them to send me to a ward. But they know that I'm a real hero, I cannot sleep nights. I hope that one day ima be alright, man I've been hoping for years. I've been crying for years, bleeding for years. 

Then I tried to numb all my emotions... I'm a real human being. Sorry mom and dad yea I did y'all wrong, I'm not a perfect son because I got my flaws. 

African households they can be toxic, I can't talk bout my feelings in my house it's toxic. If you got parents you can confide in you should be happy in life, I wish I had that...


Thank you for listening to my project, ilysm. <3 - Osei

real human being

real human being (prod madollac)

[I just wanna go out... I really, nah I really wanna... I've got some bad ideas in my head, I just.]

It's raining in the city, and I just got nobody with me. Will this last forever I want her to hug me, will this last forever I want her to kiss me. But she left my soul, don't know if I wanna do this anymore. No one wants me, I'm too much to handle. I get it I'm too much to handle...

Ever since my friend died it hasn't been the same, I really wonder what death looks like. Will I go to heaven if I commit suicide? I'd be forgotten and gone no no no oh, I already feel like that bro while I am alive. Why tf am I breathing why am I alive? 

I just too much on my plate, music is the only thing that I make. Cause after my head's laid to rest, they are gonna hear me. Don't think that no one would come to my funeral. Don't think that no one would come to my funeral, I'm bleeding bleeding bleeding bleeding I don't know. I started cutting at 13 yea had to cope, and I still talk bout it. 

You don’t have no idea what it’s like to live with 50 lines. I always pretend lil bro that I am fine, gotta smile I gotta smile I gotta smile bright. 

Cause they can't see, I don't want them to see the real me.

burden

burden (prod osei)

''He's a dog, he's a pig, he's a con. A bullshit artist, a mutt who doesn't know what he's talking bout, doesn't do his homework doesn't care.''

Idc bout the way u tried to look at me ''doesn't care'' man u niggas are some bullies. I would never deal with all that dick riding, keep on talking down nigga u are promoting. Used to sip on lean, I called it my purple potion. I had to quit for my health, you made fun of me cuz I used to cut myself bitch, but you still in my plays bitch. At least I try to better my whole life, fuck them drugs and fuck that nicotine. I'm going through withdrawals, what is my life? I quit smoking on that nicotine. I quit smoking, I quit smoking on that nicotine. If I wanna keep living I should be healthy, but I can't lie on some days it's hard. I don't want no pills, bitch I won't go far. 

Sober, I'm sober nigga, yea I'm sober and it's October. If you talk that shit bout Ciz, yeah it's over yuh I'm in New York with p5 that's the bro yuh, I'm fitted up like ova these niggas got no motion. Posting on the stories shut the fuck up , no one gaf no one gaf. I'm here with my bros they'll not switch up, had to unfollow niggas are so sus go. Idgaf like halo, idgaf no. Nigga u not my bro.

#fastlife #fastlife

#hateme #hateus (prod sarri)

It scares me whenever I think of the future cuz idek where I'm gonna be, got lines nigga on my wrist ppl have seen me as a loser, where I'm at is not where I wanna be. I've been betrayed way too many times, got cuts nigga on my body I still say that I'm alright. I might watch me a movie tonight lil bro I might, rip Serb rip Serb I know that ur now alright.

Ur last wish was to come home but then u died on that hospital bed, cried way too hard cuz I'm upset I'm so alone I don't no friends. No I don’t got no friends to depends, no I don't even got friends bro to talk to. I feel like I'm cursed by that juju , my life is a curse I'm tryna die too. I wish that I met you last year, I wish that I met you last year. I've changed so much ever since that day , had to quit these drugs for a better way. Quit asking me if I'm ok you're being rhetorical . You know you know.

It scares me whenever I think of the future cuz idek where I'm gonna be, got lines nigga on my wrist ppl have seen me as a loser, where I'm at is not where I wanna be. I've been betrayed way too many times, got cuts nigga on my body I still say that I'm alright. I might watch me a movie tonight lil bro I might, rip Serb rip Serb I know that ur now alright.

Ur last wish was to come home but then u died on that hospital bed, cried way too hard cuz I'm upset I'm so alone I don't no friends.

your last words

your last words (prod 1plugsoon + 1h1jaxk)

link: https://youtu.be/kRz8kxpUc4o?si=R-3f-hYwMjR-zm9V

(Wait a second wait a second, I have to go, wait a second..)

While it was raining I looked at the sky, I’m alone again I thought u were mine. I cannot help it I’ve bled all night. Will heaven be waiting for me, or will hell be waiting for me? Wanted to kill myself since a teen but this music’s stopping me. She’s is saying that I’m too vulnerable but my story it made me cut to cope. I’m tryna remove all those traumas from my memory, used to sip on lean pop pills and drink Hennessy. (This is a dirty movie) 

Ever since I quit I became a better me, nigga fuck these drugs I’ll remain the sober me. I’m in Ghana now and my grandma hugged on me, fuck these pedo rappers nigga we’re not locking in. Why’s u talking shit in the comments u should be clocking in. When I’m talking niggas don’t wanna do that listening, was in Times Square smiling like a tourist, (taxi? Can I talk to you at least?) u use one flow come up with some new shit. Cannot understand ur songs bitch stop speeding it up, used to pour that codeine now I pour water in double cups. 

Fuck ur cap rap nigga stop tb bleeding cuts, man these niggas lie bout life n that shits obvious. I just spoke my mind nigga I’m letterboxd, I still gotta watch that one movie with Megan fox. My neighbor doesn’t fwm idc bout him, (why? Idk why I came , I dont like these movies) got another noise complaint idc bout him. I love music too fucking much I can’t fucking quit, nigga get out my business; bro im gon travel again i bought a ticket. They’re preying on my downfall yeah they’re wishing.

wait a second (prod sennai + 77mending) [mv in desc.]

I just wanna hold someone wanna hug someone, cuz I've been cold during all these nights. U could call me lonely call me lonely, I don't think that any girl would fucking like me. I'm so damaged I'm fucking damaged, I don't wanna show my body in public, I'm not tryna swim it makes me anxious. I'm ashamed x3 nigga my blood it covered the way; I hope that I'll be happy someday bc rn I don't fw my life, I wrote a message bro with my knife . 

That was the demon inside of me I can't control it, yea my life is full of pain I'll make u feel it. I know it is but pls calm down, ur full cuts now u can't get out. It's a conflict like everyday I got my good side and I got my bad side, but either way nigga I'm still tryna fucking die. How will ppl describe me after I'm gone after I'm dead , nigga I'm counting the days until I'm gone until I'm dead cuz I don't wanna be here.

damaged goods

damaged goods (prod 1h1jaxk)

Right now I'm living with the consequences, I've never met a girl that wanted to listen. These rappers lame they're in my mentions, I feel like Tony nigga I don't got a friend left. I almost died nigga 2 weeks ago, lil bro remember u should always be grateful. When that boy crashed the car I was bleeding, nigga I rly thought I was dying . Could not believe that was happening, my grandma prayed for me that's why I didn't pass away. I still wanna see the whole wide world, but sometimes I wanna escape the whole world. 

Ghana taught me a lesson about life, your family matters so much in this life. Even tho I'm misunderstood nigga I gotta find a new outlook, that's why I'm on no damn drugs; that shit ruins you. Niggas fucked up all their bodies just to look cool , the world is yours as long as you're alive. Had an epiphany cause bro I almost died, I wanna get back to New York I'm just tryna see the skyline. I just gotta make another song to pass time, now I pray to god I'm living right. I went to the cinema on my own, I got no friends I'm all alone, I got no friends I'm on my own but it's ok I need myself. 

near-death experience

near-death experience (prod maxim + xangang)

I'm tryna save my mental health with vacations, I sometimes don't want to exist please erase it. Nah I don't fw this damn system you're slaving, got many cuts on me bro there's no saving. I want to escape the shit I'm in , bro fuck a job I’m tryna make music. Please help me from all the shit I'm in, I’m tryn be happy it feels too late. U could lose your life at any time, I remember when I thought I was gonna die, I saw my life flash right in front of me. I won't stop music bro til I'm on your tv, I'm living for my friends and family and loved ones. I love my niece and nephew so much they're the ones, whenever I see them I ask for a hug; bro I was smoking on that gas in Central Park.

Tell your family you love them asap, I got no hate in my heart I'm not that kind of man. Last year I was looking for ways to die asap, I was on the bathroom floor bleeding from my veins , I can't believe that I'm alive I’ve been through so much pain . Shoutout fast life they're my twin flames, would not be here without my bros they mean a lot to me. Ciz he motivates that nigga is my twin, Ima work in silence I know we're gon win. Movies have saved my life I'll say that again, movies have saved my life I was about to lose it. Cause I got no friends irl, I was on so many drugs these movies made me quit pills. Ima need a fucking hug you know I'm gonna cry still, bro there was a fucking chance I'd die a few weeks ago, at that moment I wanted a chance to keep growing. I'm smiling hard I’m smiling hard I can't show it, I can't show the pain that I'm in, I can't show the pain that I'm in. This fucking mask is tiring...

I really.... nah I really wanna.. I've got some bad ideas in my head, I just.

god gave me a second chance

god gave me a second chance (prod 1h1jaxk)

I'll die alone who gives a fuck about a friend? Like the CIA these niggas are just keeping tabs. Quit smiling at my face cuz I'm seeing the mask, that's why I took some steps back bitch I’m not ur mans. Yeah I was holding a gun they called it contraband, next time I'm in New York Ryan he will be the camera man. Bands on bands on bands these niggas know that I got multiple , I cannot trust a soul oh no oh no I'm just like serpico, these cuts they're on my wrist cuz in the past bro I was bleeding more. If you talk shit bout my brother we will both  Be in a fucking war. I can't even stop watching movies, cause I'm tryna forget bro I'm tryna forget. 

I gotta find a way to cope with all this trauma, im a lone wolf I don't deal w all this drama. I'm not a sheep a follower bro or no lama, bro u wanna talk that shit you'll get your karma. I know I wanna die but for Serb ima keep going , bitch I'll never stop until I know I've made it. I have lost count bro I got so many haters. Haters my haters bro they're my motivators, I'm walking in the streets of New York bro just like nori, if I don't fwu I'll block u w no warning. I'm not tryna get high I'm just tryna get money , cause that matters more yeah that matters more. I don’t even mind being sober , cause that shits giving me a chance so I could focus . I’m taking all my shit bro w my focusrite, they wanna blackball me but they can't get rid of me. I'll always stand my ground idgaf about u, bro they're all temporary idgaf about you.

serpico

serpico (prod isiah + octo +  maax)

#fastlife 

''That's what I think of you: a jerk-off. You're smiling cause you're a jerk-off. You're a fucking jerk-off! I'll tell you something else, Mikey. I fuck you right where you breathe, because I don't give two shits about you or nobody else.''

I am the nigga that they envy, I was in New York smoking that tree. Dgaf bout what a nigga gotta say about me, stole my aesthetic nigga u know that ur my fucking seed, I feel like Negan bro I'll make a bitch out of you. You're fucking slow that's why ur friends are laughing at you, look at your circle man these niggas talk behind ur back. Nobody fwu lil nigga ur fucking wack. Go laugh bout my traumas, bitch. When u record yourself you say "bro how did osei do that?", yall follow me like yall are zombies from the walking dead. But you're on season one, nigga I'm on season ten. Tryna act like ur the good guy, ''warning him''. Don't talk bout my mental health, you're still the same nigga singing bout cutting himself. The difference between me and you is that I did go thru shit, nigga I don't cap rap my supporters know it. I'm smoking gas in New York bro with halo, we'll be on your tv that's why you're hating. Shoutout jdif yeah that nigga's British, they're tryna break us up nigga cause we're winning. 

Nigga I don't do no ass kissing , it's crazy how u hang w niggas that are laughing. U cannot handle feedback and that's why you're so trash, go watch the walking dead nigga u are so ass. Ur making trillers with a BB gun you're pretentious, and u were on my dick bro on my priv twitter. That's why I got u out, nigga I had locked you out. Always talking to me, nigga I had got u out. U tryn get noticed, u tryn get noticed. And ur the store runner, ur tryn get noticed. Ur friends are laughing at you , u tryn get noticed. Can't handle feedback, that's why you're a bitch. Spreading my lyrics everywhere I know I'm an author, niggas are looking at my stories with instagram stalker. Hanging with my opps them niggas don't even like you, they were all on vc laughing at you . You're my son go do your homework, you're my son go do your homework. Yeah I'm the founding father, go steal my flows lil bro I got unlimited, u talk shit then u delete nigga ur a bitch .

johnny boy

johnny boy (prod 1h1jaxk)

Had to glo up on these bitches, had to glo up on these niggas. Idgaf bout friendships, when they end they act like bitches. Nigga I feel like elani I'm on the field w Glocks and switches , did u drop a diss lil nigga idgaf I won't even listen. You wake up thinking bout me, go to sleep ur thinking bout me. I don't think about these hoes bro, all I think about is money. Can this bitch get over me now? She's talking bout me in college. I don't wanna talk bout rumors I just wanna talk bout deposits. Bitch I'm w fast life we're like the goodfellas, you're tryna laugh at us while nigga u got no rank bruh. 

Yall should go to toys r us cuz that shit it matched ur age, nigga we cannot be friends if u fw Andrew Tate. How tf are u a homophobe your producer is gay, y'all niggas tried to steal the sauce but back then it was way too late . Stop tryna live bro in the past this shit is no nostalgia bait, I promise you nobody cares bout what happened back in the day. I feel like Ryan whenever I tell a nigga u should pay, idc bout u bro ur blocked pls get tf up out the way. They wanna see me on the ground like nigga no I'll stand up, no no no I don't need a gimmick cuz I know I’m better.

Had to glo up on these bitches, had to glo up on these niggas. Idgaf bout friendships, when they end they act like bitches. Nigga I feel like elani I'm on the field w Glocks and switches , did u drop a diss lil nigga idgaf I won't even listen did u drop a diss lil nigga idgaf I won't even listen

college (prod 1h1jaxk)

I know that everyday I gotta live w trauma. I’m tryna take a flight and go to the Bahamas, no we don't fwu I guess that is your karma. Got many lines on me while there's still a smile on my face, I wasn't serious with her that bitch was just a phase, fuck these assignments nigga I just wanna graduate. I’m watching movies lil bro I'm not watching anime's, I used to bleed so fucking much I'm glad that I've stopped. My life's a story bitch ass nigga u should not talk, that girl was like osei can I have your letterboxd? I'm in no fights these niggas wanna talk to brick ass walls. 

Movies saved my life because I can distract myself, I remember when I used to fucking cut myself. Nigga all those pills, all those pills made me lose myself. But now I'm fucking back bitch, idgaf I blocked you I ain't see your message. Fuck these racists (x3) I know ima go up but rn I'm losing patience , patience. I used to be on pills but I think that they laced it, nigga fuck my locals when I say that yeah I mean it. Mean it (x2) when I blocked those niggas they were in their feelings, feelings. Cuts are on my wrists I know bout bleeding, cuts are on my thighs I know bout bleeding. U don't know real pain, you've never felt real pain. Ur pretentious, and ur not traumatized, why tf do niggas lie in their songs? Bitch I'm sober idc bout getting high.

osei

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