REAL 2 ME

US (CRYING IN THE CLUB REMIX)

look for the right words
wait for the right time
these days went by too fast
when ive waited such a long time

looking for something in these words but i don’t know what it is
here we are again 
saying nothing
feeling something
i don’t think i’d think i’d trade these hours for anything
looking for something in these words but i don’t know what it is
here we are again 
saying nothing
feeling something
i don’t think i’d think i’d trade these hours for anything
i don’t think i’d think i’d trade these hours for anything

2K_T

play dead for a year now
hide away and tell me what you find out 
never leaving your house
as you recover from the fallout 
where every bruise and scratch are just reminders and incisions of self-doubt 
trace the contours of my face and let it all out
hand on the back of my neck 
can you tell me how you feel now?
wasting our time again because i don’t want to leave
(can you) 
tell me that story again
just so i can hear the end now

it’s been a month since i heard you speak 
you’ve only been there on my phone screen
i’ll sit and hope that i see you this week
i’ll do what i can and then take my leave
it’s been a month since i heard you speak 
you’ve only been there on my phone screen
i’ll sit and hope that i see you this week
i’ll do what i can and then take my leave

can someone tell me where the time goes?
blink and you miss it 
how you spend it 
only you know
like every year i trip and i end up in free fall
and every year i take a seat and write a sequel that nobody asked for 
had it all and i want more 
burning sage to rid myself of all the ghosts that are still living in my walls
pack it up and fall asleep with the sunset
overthink about what i said when i left 

so write this down before you forget 
and check it quick before its unsent 
the kind of stuff that i won’t re-tread
and i can’t remember what i just said 
it’s been a month since i hear you speak 
you’ve only been there on my phone screen 
i’ll sit and hope that i see you this week
i’ll do what i can and then take my leave
it’s been a month since i hear you speak 
you’ve only been there on my phone screen 
i’ll sit and hope that i see you this week
i’ll do what i can and then take my leave

back home same ground i’ll re-tread 
i’m in over my head
i’ll play dead and think
well was it something that i said 
back home same ground i’ll re-tread 
i’m in over my head
i’ll play dead and think
well was it something that i said

Contour

it’s gonna take me some time now
i’m learning how to walk again 
it’s gonna take me some time now
don’t want to let you
don’t want to let you down 
the expectation takes a hold of me now
i’m scared to let
scared to let 
scared to let you down 
let you down
let you down
let you down
[break]
it’s gonna take me some time now
i’m learning how to walk again 
it’s gonna take me some time now
don’t want to let you
don’t want to let you down 
the expectation takes a hold of me now
i’m scared to let
scared to let 
scared to let you down 
let you down
let you down
let you down

let the words fill your mouth
bite your tongue 
don’t let them out 
there’s no time now
try to find words to say 
but you’re gone anyway
sit alone, stare at phone
think i’m going insane 
bury head in the sand
hope it all goes away
nothing else seems to help
let it all go to waste
try to find words to say 
but you’re gone anyway
sit alone, stare at phone
think i’m going insane 
bury head in the sand
hope it all goes away
nothing else seems to help
let it all go to waste

Intro (2022)

There’s something in the way with how we talk less
Around this time of year when we wait for the sunset
Staring at the wall when I can’t sleep in this bed
Staring at my phone and the messages I’ve sent
There’s something in the way I blink and the time’s gone
The room begins to fill and I start to feel so lost
At home in the crowd when we start to move as one
Where are you now? Please don’t tell me that you’ve gone
Home
This was meant to be one we’d remember 
now I’m standing out here on my own
was it something I said?
Or something I didn’t get
(have to accept I don’t know)
Tell me where the time goes
[tell me something I can hold close]
Tell me secrets that were unspoke
[I’m not above it because]
I need to feel special
Tell me something only you know
Zero hour comes around again
Another year spent
I’m seeing stress start to show 
And god only knows what I’ll do
And if I do it for me am I selfish?
And if I do it for you is it worth it?
I don’t want this moment
To ever end
Because everything’s nothing 
Without you
[I wouldn’t change this for anything
Now times have changed and I don’t even get a mention
It’s getting hard to breathe and I don’t want to share what I’ve done
It’s kinda sad that I’m still stuck on this but I can’t move on
I still don’t know what I want 
But I don’t want this to stop
So lay your head to rest on my chest 
I could die here I don’t care what happens next
No complications when I think about the time we spent 
I’m never happier that I get to call you my friend
So please just]
Tell me where the time goes
[tell me something I can hold close]
Tell me secrets that were unspoke
[I’m not above it because]
I need to feel special
Tell me something only you know
Zero hour comes around again
Another year spent
I’m seeing stress start to show 
And god only knows what I’ll do
And if I do it for me am I selfish?
And if I do it for you is it worth it?

Zero Hour

[first person]
yr in everything i do
everyone i see is you
so scared to tell the truth
cus i knew it would hurt you too
so i just made things worse
and now the damage done
made everybody hurt
what did i expect from that
all the shit i cant take back
but i still live in the past
what did i expect from that
all the lives I never had
wish i was living that
still i can't try forcing that 
can't forgive myself for that

[third person]
you're never coming back now
it's all your fault you tried to keep in the background
you thought that you  could have your way and they wont find out
keeping a secret's still the same as telling lies now

NEVER COMING BACK

send me a sign that you're alive promise I'll hear it this time
promised myself I wouldn't cry I guess it feels right this time
haven't spoke in 3 months but you're still on my mind
and every night i fall asleep to wake up with the sunrise
wish i wasn't there that night
I'm so scared of the truth i just wish that i could hide
never gonna go outside
stay outside of the spotlight
stay inside on my own time
holding on to what we had cus it feels like a lifeline

s/o bloc party s/o Richard linklater

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