she'll know this song by the time she breaks my heart 

Bourbon [Prod. by Jah Ras]

This song is about reclaiming what makes you feel insecure and anxious and seeing the beauty in the struggle, " the beauty of it all." 









Produced by: Chop Diggy


Original composed and arranged by: Jemarcus Bridges

Recorded by: Chop Diggy

Mixed by: Donnie Domino

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"Decay" ©2018
Music and Lyrics: Akenya
Production: Akenya
Live Bass: Akenya
Additional Live Drums: Luke Titus
Additional Production: Teddy Jackson
Engineering, Mixing/Mastering: Jayson Rose
Artwork: Samantha Fuehring

*This song is very special to me, because it details and personifies my battle with lyme disease. A percentage of proceeds from streams and sales will go toward the LymeLight foundation, which helps children and young adults pay for lyme medical expenses, and has helped me immensely in my journey toward healing and recovery.
Learn more about LymeLight at www.lymelightfoundation.org

Lyrics:
Verse 1: You keep my feet high above my head
And my spine is tucked between my knees
I thought I would only know decay when I was dead
You make wilting something of ease

Pre-Chorus: I never wanted to be twisted up like this
I think my body might get sick enough and quit
I never wanted to be twisted up amidst all the prey that you claim for the taking 

Chorus: You wanna defeat me
You’re trying to play me
(Got me) acting like I’m crazy
But frankly
I don’t want to be around this
I don’t want to stand for your bullshit
My energy isn’t feeling you, you’re not healing me you just
wanna defeat me
You’re trying to play me
(Got me) acting like I’m crazy
But frankly
I don’t want to be around this
I don’t want to stand for you
My enemy, I keep fighting but you keep killing me, you just

Verse 2: Turn my insides outside one by one
Dim the bright side of my attitude
Shatter any matter of the woman I’d become
Take my breaking bones as gratitude 

Pre-Chorus 2: I never thought I would be twisted up like this
But I know my spirit hasn’t given up so I persist
And resist the urge to sit and reminisce
of the days when you lay unawakened

(Chorus)

Bridge: You want to see my spirit dissipate
You want my body to disintegrate
But I refuse to just wither away
I won't succumb to this decay 

(Pre-Chorus, Chorus, and Outro simultaneously)
Outro: You want to make
me decay, but I won't, I won't.
And you want to break
down my faith, but you won't, you won't!

Last line of final chorus: My enemy, I'll keep fighting 'til you stop killing me.

Decay

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closing a chapter and making it matter,
matter of fact I'm just faking the funk
treat you as if your love wasn't a factor
when really I feind for a fraction of love
drunk off distractions
I swerve on my passions
like who the fuck am I here trying to be?
how can I wanna inspire the masses 
when I can't find shit to inspire me
damn...
maybe I'll write it out and understand
maybe I'll find out just who I am
I'm just hoping that the proof in the paper
I'm just hoping that it's sooner than later
I'm just hoping patience inching towards greatness
cuz granted I want it
granted I know I'm the shit and I'm on it
know I'm ANOINTED
spirits surround me 
I'm tryna decipher if that means 
I'm blessed or I'm haunted
know that your thoughts are important
and everything you think today
could easily manifest your tomorrow
if I tell you whats real
would you be there to defend me?
if I tell you my deal
would you be there for pretend or as a friend?
I need to know these things
because if you bout it, I'm bout it
lets play no games
no games, no games
no games no games
no games, no games
we used to chain smoke black and milds
Carlo rossi while we roll the tree
eggplant parmesan, wilding out,
reciting poetry...
young and dumb and beautiful
ascending to a higher plane
too young and dumb and beautiful 
to see beyond our own mess
yes...
I see the growth
but I feel the pain
we all know that in the end
we're all alone and try to compensate
so it goes
we all scared
feelin' this and say another thing
just be true, yea
true to you, yea
you can win without the race
but who am I?
who am I?

who am I?

@yanimo_ // anointed (prod. EVNB)

If you have yet to hear the beautiful voice of Ethiopian-American siren, Marian Mereba, here’s a treat for you. Her new video, “Ride The Wave,” ( LINK HERE: vimeo.com/46815280 ) premiered at midnight on Aug. 17th, and not only is she singing in her new video, but she’s also spittin’ bars! And don’t sleep, “your girl nice.” The video is directed by Abstract Elements, and the track is produced by Rob E. Genius. “Ride The Wave” is the first release from Miss Mereba’s debut album, Big Green Ocean, which is scheduled to drop Autumn 2012.

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Mixed by Josh Applebee at Château De Palestine
Mastered by Chris Longwood at SugarHill Recording Studios
Artwork by Robert Hodge

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