People who love themselves think kindly

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oh make it stop
these words are caught 
up in my throat
I wish to god
that you could be
the antidote.

why's everything I do
feel like a threat
i feel like when I talk
that it'll end
oh my god.
will i get over you

all summer's weed
brought winters pleads
I'm sober now
I made mistakes,
I learned. You don't care
anyhow.

Why do I not do things for myself?
why'd I ever think that I could help?
Oh my god.
Will I get over you soon?

messaging messages that can wait
expressing regrets of what is innate.
Oh boy resist
Fate doesn't exist
go leave him now.

Will I Get Over You

Complete me.

I want direction
I want a golden arrow
Sat above my head
Oh Athena
I’d be blessed to see.

Please give me something
A word of advice coz (for) I’m not satisfied
With night and (or) starry skies
I’m scared the light might (may) be misguided

Sweet stipulation -
That I must be wholly in my heart 
a better person;
Unfazed and determined

No bitter nothing.
I need defined the (what’s) right,
For I am blind
To what my mind
Seems to be(deem) complete.

Complete me.
Complete me.
Complete me.

complete me (draft)

Unjustified (D1)

This Is A Midterm Worth Half Your Grade

cellophane

He’s got a place of his own now
He’s got a man on his arm
Why not go back to your home town
Not like he can do you harm

Not like you’ll ever be lonely
Not like you’ll ever fit in
It’s not like he’s listening closely 
Don’t give a fuck about him.

I’m stuck in limbo
My jobs nearly gone
If I haven’t studied 
Then what can be done

Just one step forward
And two steps a little bit back
Just one step forward
And two steps a little bit back

One little day at a time
One little day at a time

One Little Day

Echoing

Seconds minutes
Hours taking 
Everything you had
Say it’s not so bad
Say it’s not so bad

Save your worry
For the moments
You can take it back
For now you can laugh
For now you can dance

You can be a part time diva
You can be what ever you believe
You can be a part time diva
You can be what ever you believe

You’re so tame now
You’re so tame now

So Tame Now

You make amends ‘cause someone said
That everything gets to your head.
Please. That’s sad to me.

Hold me closer Take my hand
Settle down like sediment
You see Who’s floating

You’re falling in love
Don’t call it a landslide
Because I don’t mind
Who calls you mine

Becoming alive is being alive
And
Falling in love is being in love

To call it a landslide that’s a lie.

Don't call it a Landslide

picturesque sunny day

Sleep Play love.mp3

All sounds are done with my voice and with editing on audacity, I unfortunately do not own a good quality microphone yet. But hopefully one day I'd like to continue making songs quite like this one. 

This song holds a lot of what I've learnt through depression and experiences. About the stress it can put on friendships and relationships. I hope people can create their own understanding of the song too.

LYRICS:
"You haven't called in weeks.. It seems like you don't care anymore, i really like you and I'd hate to see you go. Can we still be friends? you should let me know..."

We could climb to the mountain tops and see how far we could fall
Nobody's there. Nobody's watching. We're so small.
Take a leap, we'll go down down down
We'll go down down down...
Down we'll go.
We'll go down.

You used to laugh
You used to care.
Thought you'd stand up. I took you for granted.. Well fair's fair.
We can't all be heroes. We go down.
We'll go down
We'll go down
We'll go down

("Is it what I put you through? If you were feeling pain, it wasn't me. It wasn't me. It may have been the depression but it wasn't me.
Please come back. Is it because I was too upset?)

And everyones watching, they're waiting for us to go home!
("was it that i put you through too much until you couldn't feel anymore.")
And you'll never be like the one you were before
("Did you leave me a message, did you speak to me at all? I've been waiting.")
We'll go... We'll go down. We'll go down.
("i don't know what to say to you.. I miss you, and i'd do anything to be back with you...")

"I'm sorry I don't love you the way that I used to. I have found someone else"

We Go Down

Backstroke

Oh, look what you've done,
You passed the time away.
When everyone is gone,
they'll love you all the same.
They say "everyone gets older"
but you still feel the same,
and though the rain feels warmer..
I just hate the change.
The change.
It's all about the change.
The change.
It's all about the change.

Osi

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