all pics taken by me ;)

prod by dye ::) !!!

run away.

all pics taken by me ;)

SONG WITH MY FRIENDS @goyrds AND @k3tsu 
11/16 B DAY SONG ::)

hotel! ft. ketsu & goy (yxngi)

prod greyskies

SOUNDCLOUD: i own this beat / lease, quit taking it down.

letter4u

prod. waves 
tell me this isnt the end
12/8/21 8:03:21
mix and mastered: @osoarin

lyrics:
woah x13
(i literally hate you, in every single way right now. thanks)
you do it just to spite me
(poison)
you do it just to spite me
(in my veins)
you do it just to spite me
(i hate you so much)
you do it just to spite me

what kinda person would i be if i was by myself?
i got these voices in my head and they not good for my health
they want me gone, for good
(they want me gone for good)
she toxic, cause she rotting my brain.
i cant take it, i think im going insane.
you took a left, i took a right, yeah i stayed in my lane.
you got me hatin who i am, but you made me this way.
im nausous, but your stuck in my head.
i think im lovesick, im stuck in my bed.
im so obsessed id be better off dead x2

watch who youre talking to im the man
im stuck without you and i dont got a plan
i got a knife in my heart dont give a damn 
i got a knife in my heart dont give a damn

so when the night ends, and when the moon falls
im stuck without you, got me hoping for some missed calls
i took a leap of faith, call it a trust fall
i didnt ever mean to let it go this far

you do it just to spite me
(poison)
you do it just to spite me
(in my veins)
you do it just to spite me
(i hate you so much)
you do it just to spite me

what kinda person would i be if i was by myself?
i got these voices in my head and they not good for my health
they want me gone, for good
(they want me gone for good)

you do it just 2 spite me

produced by wetgropes
mixed by me
written by me 

im getting sick of the way, you hate everything
you need to make up your mind, ill give you some time to think

you think you're in love
you dont know what it means
so ima write all these songs
to hide the blood on my sleeves
oh yeaaa

ima show them what im made offff
you bottle up your feeling thats what im afraid of
yeaaa

ive been trying 
ive been screaming out your name
but it wont ever feel the same
theres not a way to make you change

hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna sit there and watch you bleed
hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna make you screammmm

ima superstar
with a stupid heart
im fucking sick of all these lies
fuck this shit do another line

tell mee what ur afraid of 
ill make it go away
ill take you somewhere safe
we're going far away

hating you isnt enough for me

produced by @uxbie

preformed, written, and mixed by @osoarin

cover art by @osoarin

lyrics soon

lovetape (out on all streaming services)

SOUNDCLOUD: I OWN THE LEASE / BEAT STOP TAKING IT DOWN!

diary

produced by osoarin and wisp
vocals by me 
mixed by me and wisp

dissolution (second half) vocals by wisp @46b

sinning together

quit thinking / out my shell (demo)

produced by nasu + me
mixed by me
written by me :3

lyrics:
b-b-better pick up the phone cus its ringinnn
choppa like a bird cus it left his ass screechin x33
now she on her knees like im finna do some preachin 🙏🙏

bitch i walk uppp in the mallll, like a championn
and yea my racks came in, you lame like a acronym
he think he the bestest, best believe im challengin

throw in the towel jus givee uppp
uu useless in ur life like a stinkbuggg

they either wanna bite the swag or get a feature
i-i i dont think i need her- need her
wen its cold i never leave the house without a heaterrr
they copyin my answers but treat me like a cheaterrrr
i was never one 2 snitch but ima have to tell the teacher

h-he gon learn his lesson
man of steel like my last name fucking wesson
caughtt up in my ways she like "who df u textin?"

they like "he a geek i dont need no damn protection"

(ima send a messageee and it starts with uuu)
ima send a message
now we gettin lit like a fuckin ciggarete yea
hidin in the shadows baby ima shilloute
p-put that shit in parkkk i feel like leslie knope
went 2 planet drool hop in the dream machinee
if u not with rocket then u sure not on my team
i fell in love with a bad bitchh on my fyp ;-;
knowin i could never have her only in my dreamsss

ima bottle up my tears and den pour it down the sinkkk
think i messed up i wont ever reach my dreammsss

you wash away with the blooddd
i think i miss the feelin of bein loveddd
dont get me involved
dont try to call

upset with the way they treat me
upset by the way they treat me

quit dreaming

reinterpretation / cover of jane removers "beast friend" from teen week

produced, mixed, and mastered by me

beast friend

produced by uxbie @uxbie
written and mixed by me 
cover taken by me

lyrics soon

you're the reason i hate the spring

aka sweet revenge; awaited again

produced and mixed and written by dying for the sake of art (@dontmixloveandhate)

lyrics:
sweet revenge, yea its all i ever wanted
sweet revenge, yea its all i ever wanted

her mom is a saint and she's daddies' little girl
i wonder what'll take to ruin her world
that precious expression on your face just says it all

maybe its a bad joke or
maybe i just lost hope or
maybe you just do not feel the same
i wonder why you came
don't come back ever again

you garner up your feelins then put them in the bottle
her dad makes her feel like a burden
and her moms just treats her awful
yet you love makin me scream
i guess you are your fathers daughter

(dying for the sake of art)

shes good and im bad (right ear)
im rotten im evil (left ear)
shes good and im bad (left ear)
im rotten im evil (right ear)

im rotten she's perfect this feelin wasn't worth it
i know you but you don't know me
so tell me what it takes to watch you bleed
i got cuts under my eyes it hurts when i cry
i know you i just wish you knew me

im better than the rest
im better than the rest
im better than the rest
im better than the rest

i know you but do you know me?

something short and sweet.

lyrics:
the look on ur face did someone trample your flowers again?
again? 
you cant ever win

i cant ever win you're a girl from the spring
and you bloom from the ground and the site made me sink
you took my words and you told me to singgg
i said i loved you but you said it dont mean a thing

you said to act on my words
but my thoughts they would hurt you
and im missing my curfew
to throw rocks at your window
im spillin my heart out
does it hurt now?

i bleed on the sidewalk to get you to notice me
can you just notice me?

did you change your hair?
did you change your makeup?
theres something different baby
your the only thing i think of

winters coming
and you wont survive
is there something that i did?
you got hate in your eyes

i trip on my words
my thoughts are absurd
i wanna be hurt
i wanna be heard

do i cross your mind?
my body is aching all the timeee
oh you lieddd u lieddd

i cant look you in the face i hate it
and all the time i spent on you it was just wasted
and that look on your face its been the same since i met you
my feelins have changed so baby yea i resent you

hate the way you make me feel
make me feeelll

did someone trample your flowers again?

fka i want you in my room
out on all streaming services
https://open.spotify.com/track/0xX3kfs05F0QrSialgCQ4o?si=7d4f165bcaa74886

produced and written by me ; demo originally released on @dontmixloveandhate

lyrics:
i know you see me in your room
dont you hate it in that room
you're all alone up in your room

and ive been passive aggressive
and i dont mean to be hesitant
tell me did you get my message
that i left right by your window

its cold outside and i hate it
dont keep me waiting
dont keep me waiting

i know you see me in your room
yea i fucking hate this room
dont you hate it in that room
you're all alone up in this room

and i got your blood on my hands
dont say you love me if its all pretend
dont wanna be the one to get in your way
i just want you to stay in my room

its not real, it never was
i was begging for attention
just wanna feel your touch

your stuck up in your room
is that the life you live
you fucking hate this room
you wanna tear off all your skin

room

glo glo glo glo 432hz

lyrics:
nd u dont gotta be my friend
js dont call me gang if we rlly not gang
nd u can hate me js take it to the grave
cus i dont eva wanna see it on yo face

they dont wana see me win
but ima do it and ill do that shit again
yo ass was hatin but now suddenly im twin
im smokin fat woods fuck ab a pen

2nd place is js who ends up losin last
nd that aint eva been me promise u that

in tha club i told dat dj turn it up
turn my bread into sum ice cus lil pussy im burnin up
fuck yo shi i burn it down
i got yo bitch up in a gown
u wont see my ass again
u wont see my ass around

he tryna make the team he tryna be wit me
and erry time i cash a check u kno it grow repeatedly
n enough ab my money that shit get borin quick
n u kno my ass is cappin when i say i toat that blick

*dying for the sake of art*
nd bitch im dyin for what i love
like rip yo ass get sent up wit da doves
oj his shit but i dont need no fuckin glove
back da fuck up promise i dont need no hug

i dont

guitar by uxbie
drums by me and @uxbie 
mixed by me and @uxbie

lyrics:
ill walk alone with nothing but my shadow
and soon ill grow out of where the summer is cold
and they want me to be the best that i can
just feel the pain of my fellow man
and please dont cry you're better than them
wash my sins in the glorious pit
just be there when i fall
am i stuck up in your head
should've gave my all
cus hunger kills us all

hunger kills us all

aka scary monsters

mixed , written , and produced by me

lyrics soon

i think they want me dead

a song ive been sitting on for a while ; enjoy

prod mixed and written by me

nate took this pic of me btw @tqye

lyrics soon

dying for the sake of art

my instagram

greed and fate

produced by uxbie
written by me 
preformed and mixed by me 

lyrics:
broken picture frame 
it still feels the same
the same 
and i wanna feel again

i got glass in the palm of my hand
when the photos gone i wont ever live that day again
stitch my hand but i still remember when i bled
tell me why you voice still echos through my head

and she changed her hair 
she wants to fit the role
broken picture frame 
want you to feel my pain
(im gone)

ill have to think twice 
or else ill have to pay the price
lover please dont go 
i want you to be there at the show

just take it all away
poison in my veins
baby say my name
woah
take it all oh all

pictures

a demo ; i cant be bothered to finish it 

lyrics:
i peel my blisters before they choose to heal
i choose to love you before i love my self
darling come look my way
darling come dig my grave

if i cant have you dont want anyone else
pull me closer till i learn how to feel
and im a weapon of mass destruction
and shes the queen of inducing seduction

dear spine eater you took my heart
shes gonna break my bones and tear me apart

i peel my blisters fell in love with the pain
and the fog of war between us fucks with my brain
i fold my cards until i split into two
cus i know you better than anyone in this room

darlin dont look my way
come join me in my grave
you said you love me but you dont know my name
you love the summer heat i hate when it rains

spine eater

produced mixed mastered and written by me 
cover from mi beloved

lyrics;

i wont be the same
imagine how it hurts
when im the one they blame
you cant take it back
whats said is done

just feed me to dogs
and leave me out to dry
and when they clip your wings
cant teach that bird to fly
and everytime we kiss angels seem to cry

they cryyy they cryyy

i found your arms
in someone elses heart :(
and youll die 
in my head
i wanna stay 
just stay with me 

make it worthhh 
all my precious time
i wanna have you to my self
nobody else

and i found your arms
in someone
elses heart
and ill die 
my feelings all the same

i found your arms

aka i hate this song more than i hate you
a short little fun drop

nectarine

a song about me and her 

produced by bugdillinger

written and mixed be me

lyrics;
i wanna see her the way that she sees me
and she wants to be like the girls on the tv
and i think its stupid to be someone else
and you drown out your feelings with pills from the shelf

your holdin your breath till u forget to breathe
and you need a shoulder well how about me?
she calls me angel and i call her satan
im closin the door cus im tired of waitin 

do you miss him or want to pursue me?
oh i love your smile he looks at you like meat

oh dad a girl i love her shes from down the street
what could i do to get that girl to notice me

id love her if she was a worm 
id build her a house made out of dirt <3
but she'd squash me if i's a bug
im the spider on the wall she runs from

i think i hit my headddd
cus love makes you stupid

i love her more than anythingggg
went to the pawn shop got a golden ringg
i hold her in my arms until i bleed
i need her more than anything 



shut up

a song about worms and spiders <3

something i wont finish

lyrics;

i’ll stitch your lips 
if that means you can’t lie
don’t bite your tongue
it makes it worse

and all i wanted was this
would have done it all for a kiss 
and i’ll trade an eye for an eye

cus ur the splitting image 
of what i see in my head
and i’ll sink in your arms 
cus u said it’s fine

and ima real crybaby
so what you gonna do
see right thru yo lies baby 
so u gon have to choose

that pit in your stomach 
it’s in my heart
i’m fallin apart
i’m fallin aparttttt

she was a dream

produced mixed mastered written and sung by me

lyrics;

i dont wanna talk if u dont know
its getting cold so hold me close
you said you wanna walk alone
you said you hate me i know you dont

lipstick stains on my new shirt
baby dont touch me youll make it worse
your scent so damn intoxicating 
cheap perfume dont keep me waiting
i went and dug a grave for two
ill push you in and join you soon

lipstick stains on my new shirt
i wanna kiss you and make u hurt x3


machina

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

@imfromthetrenches @osoarin
produced by uxbie
performed by me and uxbie
mixed by me and uxbie

something simple and short

lyrics soon

magazine girl w/ uxbie

guitar and drums by uxbie
instruments and vocals mixed by @osoarin
written and preformed by @osoarin

lyrics:
this summer things will be real different
just close your eyes and keep on wishin
you think things will never change
and she wished for a different face

we talk all the time 
and i think thats a sign
that we could be something more
but loving u is such a chore

you think im such a headache
but the thought of you makes my breath shake
how could i be such a fool
cus loving you baby its cruellllll

thinking summer will be different is stupid
just close your eyes and keep on wishing 
i know things will never change
but darling i miss your face

she wished for a different face
she wished for a different face
she wished for a different face
she wished for a different face

girl of many faces

make the call w/ ozzy

produced by uxbie 
written and preformed by me

lyrics:

skin
(skin and bones)
feel your skin
(i wanna feel your touch)
oh lord i sinned

breathe
for me
cus i cant
bleed
for me
cus you can oh
cus you can

you taught me a lesson
in self perfection
and ill never be the same
the next time you call my name

ohhhh

burn it all to the ground
restart what i built 
wont put it past you
to die on that hill
to die on that hilll

in that dream
we both died
a clay bird
too fragile for eyes
oh i tried

skin
(skin and bones)
feel your skin
(i wanna feel your touch)
oh lord i sinned

breathe for me
breathe for me
breathe for me
breathe for me

breathe

skin

dying for the sake of art
#tweakn
18
vocalist
heartwrenching rock

osoarin

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