This song is about losing people and pets that you love to a devastating disease ... Cancer. 
After my Aunt passed away from breast cancer, my mother passed away from Ovarian cancer , my dad got sick soon after and died of Pancreatic cancer. My dad was in so much pain he begged me to put him out of his misery ! There was nothing I could do but be there, love him, and make him as comfortable as possible! I was holding his hand as he took his very last breath! 
It devastated me to lose my Aunt, my mom, then my dad! 
It hurt so bad I stopped doing anything creative . For over five years I quit drums( which I had been playing since I was five) , I quit songwriting, baking, crafts... Etc
Then my best friend, my dog Pokey ,had a brain tumor. He too was dying of cancer ! Cancer was taking everything I loved!
The pain of watching that sweet dog deal with cancer... He was SO good just killed me.
Eventually it was time to let him go... To end his suffering! The vet was on his way to put my poor baby to sleep forever! 
The pain of his cancer, and my Aunt, mom and dad all came to a head!
I wrote this song and then and I sang it to Pokey while I stroked his head . I told him how much I loved him and cried hysterically. Then vet then put him to sleep forever .
This song goes out to anyone who has ever list someone or a pet to any devastating illness or disease!
This song is SO hard for me to perform live! I never make it through without breaking down in tears! 
I hope it moves you.
Thank you for listening!

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