lets go bowling (camera obscura cover)

just want it over with 
some fucking closure 
i feel like you dont want me around any longer 
and now we’re older losing composure 
if you cared i’d hold you down i wouldnt hold you back
but when you dont make a sound 
you make me drown 
im out of breath now 

i’ll never really know you 
i feel it in my veins 
somethings calling me in solitude away 
but i still wanna hold you 
if you’d tell me “it’s okay, i can really see you now, we’re clean on old mistakes”

i'll never really know you

@killerboof production

and theres a space in between my hands
i cant hold you like that 
i made a promise it snapped 
i felt my wrists turn cold i felt my pulse turn slow 
heart stepped on the floor i cant take anymore 
had to take like so much to feel i cant take that back 
the antonym of what i’m dealing with im giving you that… 
it was only a feeling all spent but im making it back 
all this time spent missing don’t forget me like that…

you had your arms crossed then i crossed out old letters sent 
i wasn’t at home in my head there was no roof over it 
i don’t wanna waste again i don’t wanna waste this time we have all i really want is a friend all i really want is some type of amend 
i’m sick of wasting my eyes i’m sick of spending my days 
listening to rewinds i’m reliving old pain 
it’s like i’m tied to this masochist healer in me it hurts and i’m sick i think i’m sick of me 

fade into me slowly 
my bloodstream spills softly  
on the floor where my dreams are out of reach 
im falling like stars away from your galaxy 
im scared it’ll always be part of me 
this burning and bleeding thin i’m feeling it

chemicals and a constant goodbye 
complications in trusting i’ll wait this time  
like all i had to give lost intentions i miss like everything was demanded i love you though

other self

Popular tracks