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Second Track out of 3 early releases for my upcoming Album "SONATA" out on June 18th! This one is weird. Last early release before the album drops will be coming out next wednseday!

I Slowly Start To Tear Apart

Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

Chalked up driveway
It feels like an ocean
Caught me looking sideways
Provoking emotion
Ask what's the commotion
I’m stuck in place
Don't know where I'm going
You say it’s all for my sake
So I still stay here frozen
While this gap keeps on growing

This feeling I’m loving must fall
The holes and blood on the wall
Reminding why we once fell out of love
I’m tired of reads and blocked calls
Reminding me of all my flaws
Try to tell me again what to think of

Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

charmer

lyrics:
don’t be too hard to find when
you’re halfway across the sea

I’ll try to catch your morse signals
through the streams

when they’re not enough I’ll find my
stomach stripping bare

embrace my body
pretend it wasn’t even there
it wasn’t even there

the speckled splotch
in the corner of my iris
you’re always there you’re always there
opaque and out of reach
out of reach 

and when I lie awake
I can see figures in my head
(do you too)
if so can I ask
do I resemble any of them

I’ll rot below my bedsheets
and hold your gentle hand
screaming in the phone booth
forgiving cause you can

Figures

COMECLOSE2ME

sleeping by the lake on the shore, i got my sheets on the floor
spiral down, cursed to explore what i just couldn't ignore
yea you've got some shit you won't show, i've got a bit of my own
i hate the way you broke down the door, as if i wasn't alone

and something bout the way that you touch my shoulder makes my blood cold
i wouldn't have admitted i hate myself until we got close

late night, bad dream
what a fuss, whats it mean
i'm in every scene, don't wanna talk about it
call me, every day
spit it out, run away
i can't replace what you've been lost without yeah
i'm a paper stevia packet
you're cocaine wrapped in plastic
who wants another line?
don't you think that it was so tragic
remembering the things that we laughed at
or did you wanna cry?

something bout the way that you hold my gaze is like a knife fight
like every single word is a firework caught in a bush fire
something bout the way that you touch my shoulder makes it alright
lower my defense and you stab my back like you're a vampire

vampire

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud copyright issues the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

Soulmate is a track me and clayekea made last summer. It was originally going to be a part of Holy Spirit. Like Flowerfields, it's a song based around a webtoon clayekea introduced me to:

from clayekea: “soulmate” is a song based on a Chinese Webtoon with the same name about a girl getting a second chance at her youth, and her attempt to save the girl she loves before it’s too late. At the same time, however, her past self switches places with her current self, forcing her past self  to adjust to a brand new life, new responsibilities, and living with a girl she doesn’t know. The lyrics reflect the story, covering both the perspectives of the girls’ past and present selves, with both verses opening by showing their initial thoughts about their different surroundings.

produced by: makina & clayekea //
soundcloud.com/ex-makina
twitter.com/makmakmakina
open.spotify.com/artist/7sLsLUhs9QgM6lkOjGtk2G?si=SRPdZTmQRwGT2lnNgHdsyg

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soundcloud.com/clayekea
twitter.com/clayekea
open.spotify.com/artist/0ueOBT8FR3uXKLfNKhZRr2?si=beZ5SrguR9WiQZnA9HdoPw

lyrics by: clayekea //
she so goated

Who are you?
And where's my body?
I look at a familiar room inside this house
Look at you
With a brand new psyche
Maybe I can finally work this out
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different
I think I’ve woke up as someone I've never known
With a person that feels distant but yet so close
I've traveled several years and I'm left on my own
My family's not together and I can't go home
All these years felt like days
But still have the same exact face
There's a truth, I can't say
But somehow I feel the same
Now I'm back here
And I feel so selfish
I wanna change the you I know
Save our fears
And grant your last wish
For once I'm finally filled with hope
Feels like I'm drowning deep under the ocean floor
I thought I loved you then but now I love you more
I remember all the memories we had before
But somehow it feels different
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different

art by: formyths //
twitter.com/formyths
linktr.ee/formyths

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Makina & Clayekea - Soulmate

produced, mixed, and mastered by grandfather forest


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Today, Looks Brighter! (unfinished, unsalvageable)

Silent, Ruiners

find me in the graveyard searching for a truth
see me through the dirt, i was naked

needles fill my tilted toes as tepid arms embrace me
a rotting, lifeless body hanging from the branch

stare into its sunken eyes
don't be surprised when it won't fight
it fucked you, how is that comfortable?

skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone

a name without a face
you took a hammer to its grave and swallowed the rubble

nothing special, nothing new
your crooked fingers: necrotic

skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone

it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood

boneyard

spam mail

Hole in your mouth
Time comes around
Fossilized cloud
Have you been dragged down

Better I know
Better unbound
Better I hold
Some hope from the ground

Better absolve
Myself of these sins

low hanging cloud (a little better)

may14

lyrics:

take it all down 
leave the walls bear and white
look what i found 
it’s the words that you wrote they don’t sit quite right

read them out loud
i hold them up to the light
scream and shout 
i hold you just out of sight
you hold me just out of mind

your words taste sour 
when you twist the truth into lies
i miss the sound 
of you spilling thoughts on the carpet sometimes

take a look around 
i stare change right in the eyes
it consumes it devours
i hold it just out of sight
you hold it just out of mind

i want you to say
i miss you
i don’t want to say
i miss you

spare change

I need to rebuild this vessel

I can feel its hull caving in

Nine taps I’ll smack the aft cabin

Beneath the waves

But my prayers
Have been broadcast

And the flare
It has flown fast

Hand it off
To the coastguard

I’ll wash up
In a shipyard

The only water this ship will set sail in

Is the pond sprinkled around its feet

And the fog that pools under its wings

Dead man’s wave

But the pond
It is teeming

And the fog
It is lifting

Know it all
Seems so hard

When you’re stuck
In a shipyard

Shipyard

I Express, I care, I love, I matter

We express, We care, We love, We matter
 
All glory to God 🙏
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boneyard

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