sad!

lyrics: 

feeling so shit
but it dont matter cause feelings a bitch yuh
banana clip
hoes in the whip with a pound of the sniff ya eh
look what i did
i just got blood on my louis and all on outside my whip ah
choppin your bitch ya she on my head like i copped at lids
double my piff, i cannot focus with smoke in my lungs
double my cup, i swear i listen when im on the mud
level me up, im off a mushroom and i dont know what
i am a mut ay, but i been a beast ever since I's a pug
she fall in love ya , the way im on white bitch you think i was uggs

splifferent (prod. excedi)

it was all the same (prod. KAYVXN)

leave me alone already ft. poppy tears (prod. constant)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

shy - the last bar (prod. jay vee)

produced by yusei (twitter: twitter.com/junkiewill )

lyrics:

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

blue jay fitted
i been pushed around and now im super fucking livid
once i found my sound
some somebody attempt to steal it
every time i kill it
study how i dit it

dont lie
acid rain from the sky
free ride
ordered the uber outside
unwind
blueberry blunts and red wine
drive by
everytime i link im on time

ay
get it
hit the mic and i shred it
get a bag and i spend it
wet like camelback on my pendant

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

woo
red bottoms on the bottom of my shoe
no margiela ive been draped inside the lou
levi jeans in buckled denim feeling blue

easy target 
i could smell in the fear in you
tactical controls no default like a noob
im sensing feelings off of you
i dont fucking care i swear id love to trigger you

bombeii
in the cup
spit flames on the track
pompeii when im done
new god on the run
top 40 when im done
im ready now
i swear on based god
and his son

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

acid rain (prod. yusei)

prod. by @lilsadeyes
feat. @lilsadeyes

lyrics
--------
sadeyes
------------
juliet i miss you so
you were my angel
now i'm all alone
one more scar
i've grown so dark
push that dagger straight
through my heart again

guardin
------------
stab me in the back again
blood stained polo cardigan
wasted fuck it i'll relapse
burning all the photographs
i can remember the smell of your hair
the smoke on your clothes lingers throughout the air
he doesn't love you like you think he can
fornicating in the back of his van

follow sadeyes

codename juliet (feat. sadeyes)(prod. by sadeyes)

lonely thoughts + flooded tents (prod. killedmyself)

miss u haven't met u tho

produced by 9TAILS

I don't wanna say this twice
I'm gonna need to draw out the boundaries
I don't wanna get too middle man
I don't wanna get too nice

clothes look not so nice
right hand got a green vice
black tracksuit pants
Kappa girls on the side

my main chick in a chauffeur whip
suicide on the side
when I start living life
I'll appreciate all I survived

living life on the edge
all because of my time inside
all my accounts got my face on em
man I'm really not tryna hide

really not tryna hide
really not tryna hide
chilly evening I'm under ceilings
but I'm really not tryna hide

really not tryna hide
I'm really not tryna hide
pale as fuck in my room all weekend
but I'm really not tryna hide

green eyes
cry a little
a dream is shot down
but dreams are fickle

baby when you're tired of life
the pain's a tickle
the deepest songs
double up as windows

and the wind blows
but I am stiff now
when I tap out
there's little I will miss now

his mind grows
as he digs the mold out
the evil's all gone
but all he's left with's bone now

as time flows
I get tired out
I been worn down
it's freezing in my chest now

it's so cold
his heart froze
girlie make him feel good
but his soul is metal

really not tryna hide
really not tryna hide
chilly evening I'm under ceilings
but I'm really not tryna hide

really not tryna hide
I'm really not tryna hide
pale as fuck in my room all weekend
but I'm really not tryna hide

hide n seek

je ne baise vraiment avec personne

done with feeling tired 
sick and lonely its a list
all my problems fell away
when both my hands were on her hips

and i know that you got issues
but i'm better when i'm with you
if you tell me that you love me
then i guess i've gotta kiss you

i'm a loser but you trust me
i can tell you like to fuck me
are you in it for the musc
are you in it for the money?

are you in it cause you hatted
every person that you've dated
i'm alive i fucking hate it
got a life now let me waste it

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

take me, away
to a place where i can be happy
take me, away
to a place where i can be safe (x2)

you're breaking me down with every moment you frown
and if you tell me that you love me
i might drown in the sound

and if you tell me that you hate me
i'll just pack up my shit
i'm a broken mother fucker
with a spliff to my lip

i'd put a gun to my head
if i could find me some led
i might wander through the garage
and give that engine a rev

they say love isn't dead
but if that was the truth
why would ever single sorrow
draw me back to the noose

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

moi (p.xtravulous)

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@syndrome-beats

Life is a fuckery
People that you used to be
Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy
Earn your stripes
Get em swiped this world don't have no referee
Treat their friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece
It does have a moral code
You fuck up you really gotta let em know
Accept the negativity and let it show
They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go

Getting out of bed my body got more heavy
Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady
All this fucking power from the ones who love me
Despite the ups and down I never been more ready

Eating alphagetti 
In the morning ‘fore I leave
Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east
And all that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat
For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe

That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's
Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze
I was was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed
Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs 
When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed
Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
What vibe am I on
I'm just tryna accomplish something
I'm just tryna accomplish something
Before I die before I'm gone

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
Do not know what vibe I’m on
Music will stay when I’m gone

When I’m stepping on the block
See I’m gliding to the top
Call me Deku, I’mma drop
Anyone trying to talk

Breathing heavy in the wild
Lips sweet like black and mild
Nothing brighter than her smile
I’d run mile after mile

Deceive what I see like the shape of a column
Fear stems out from all of my problems
Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn
I don’t think that I ever will solve em

youtube

solemn - ft. 9tails (prod. syndrome)

i don't know

ＨＯＷ　ＤＩＤ　ＷＥ　
ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
--------
whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

follow jay vee

all alone (prod. jay vee)

single off my EP

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@taxpurposes

9TAILS:
When I'm winding down
On my own at night
I think of the things that I control in life
I really hope majority I handle right
I shit out what to do and cross my fingers tight
Can I reserve a halo
Based on how my day go
If we talking whole life
Then send me to the charcoal
Send me to the devil
Stripped of all my medals 
It don't matter my credentials 
I'm stuck inside my mental
Like woah
Lemme out lemme go
Got a five star meal out in west to
Ion even got no shoes no coat
Cherry coke and some dominos fuck a dinner I can see frosty roads
I'll freeze 
Camping out in the east
Shit was a crazy 2018

I'm a cozy soul
Living in my cozy room
Bumping cozyboy
It got me in a cozy mood
In a lonely mood
I got some friends that's lonely too
We got each other though
We love our little lonely crew
Somebody loving you
I know your scared Cause you don't understand what lovers do
I know your scared cause usually they stay away from you
But hey theyre picking you
I wouldn't be surprised if they  might know the feeling too

Lay down
I know you got family problems 
But they not around
Let it out girl
Pout 
Cry, breakdown
I'll be here to help out
I'm concerned for ur health girl
We should eat out
You been skipping meals
Trust me I been down that road I'll make you stop the wheels
Calories are hourly with me you know the deal
Talking bout depression girl i just got off the pills
Questions bout prescriptions I could answer em for real
The headaches and the therapy you know I know the feel
Sitting up at night I keep on praying that you heal
I know you'll win my baby got a skin thats made of steel
Wonderwomen type deal

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

download

zzz (ft. 9tails & taxpurposes)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

sad!

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