my first album is almost done but i was told i should put out a few singles first, haha. so here's the opening track off of the album. enjoy, thanks for listening. 
bandcamp made me upload this as a wav so if you download this from my site, i have no idea what the metadata will look like, so have fun with that.

lyrics:
i know, circumstances not withstanding 
this shouldn't be that difficult 
my new circumstances are demanding 
so i find it hard to apologize 

i just left the morgue, covered in my own blood 
a suicide attempt that was successful, and then wasn't 
this ain't rock'n'roll, this is my attempt 
at creating catharsis, and moving along 
(... onward ... get outta here) 

(i feel like a nervous young man fingerfucking a girl that he met in junior high school, because that's the only way he can get her to shut up) 

this isn't self-control, it's incongruence 
between what i am, and believe, and choose to believe 
somersaulting bodies, falling down onto the pavement 
had better chances of getting back up 

(by the way, nice to meet you. i'd shake your hand if i wasn't just a disembodied voice that you're hearing through your headphones or whatever you're listening in on) 

i cram too many words into most of my songs 
because i have too much to say, and too much time to work with it 
i don't talk very much, and half of my words are "um" 
but these overflowing thoughts make up for it 

(they say the more vocal you are about your opinions, the more likely you are to stand by them. actually, they don't just say shit like that, apparently it's a scientific fact, and i'm soft spoken. This is the last of these) 

i know, circumstances not withstanding 
this shouldn't be that difficult 
my new circumstances are demanding 
and they sparked bad habit genocide 
i know, in a year I'll move on again 
but for now, this will be how i cope 
when God made man, he didn't say "this is perfect" 
he said "it can improve, but this is good."

Genocide

Genocide [buy=free dl]

a song about being sad, getting happier, and then being sad because of the same things that made you happier.

lyrics:
i've found myself in an Indian Summer, it seems
the leaves are crisp, and the snowing is over, for now
so it's nice outside, but my head is killing me
both metaphorically and physically, don't you see that
i'm used to sleeping in the autumn and winter
(i used to feel)
like i could not trust anyone
(but deep down, i still feel that way)
but now it's summer for a minute
(hold that thought, we're leaving town)
but i'm afraid it could be almost done
(i don't want to hibernate again)
i don't want to fall asleep again, again
again, again

just as the sun comes out, you find it can burn your skin
just when you're finally done, you have to start again
just as the sun comes out, you find it can burn your skin
just as the sun comes out it burns

i used to really like that last song
but then i listened to it more than once, and
now i hate it, just like everything else i've made
though if you've heard it now, i guess i left it on

oh! cycle through those feelings through the weeks
it's supposed to be alright when the sun comes,
but it just burned my eyes, my eyes

(i'm alright, it's alright)
(i'm alright, it's alright)
my head is homicidal, trying to 
kill me, because the sun came
out, so i must retreat, away from these 
things that cause my pain without a
doubt, pound on the door, let them all
know, scream at the top of your 
stairs, or hide in the corner, shielding your 
eyes, and praying that no one sees you 
there
we'll circle back around tonight
the sun comes out and hurts your eyes
we'll circle back around again
the sun comes out to burn your skin

It's Nice Outside, but My Head is Killing Me - Single

It's Nice Outside, but My Head Is Killing Me [buy=free dl]

The album "Group Therapy for Imaginary Monsters" is now on sale on bandcamp 
go to ourfastesttypist.bandcamp.com to check out the rest of the tracks!

Ctrl+Z (album out now!)

from the album "Things Aren't Changing, We Are" https://ourfastesttypist.bandcamp.com/album/things-arent-changing-we-are

Slow Down (new album out now)

another song from "Things Aren't Changing, We Are"
https://ourfastesttypist.bandcamp.com/album/things-arent-changing-we-are

Geriatric Ward (Older and Older and Older and Older)

indie rock multi-instrumentalist/artist based in Houston, TX.
i sing what i can't use speech to explain.

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