It was clear that someone needed to create a song called Om Padima. And it had to be 4 minutes and 33 seconds long and have a calm yet anxious beat that made it utterly inappropriate for all settings and venues.

Om Padima

Lecture Title: "Late Stage Impostor Syndrome: A Musical Exploration of Life's Phases"

Introduction (300 characters):

Good afternoon, esteemed students and colleagues. Today, we delve into the multifaceted composition by ourfounder, "Late Stage Impostor Syndrome." This instrumental neo-prog rock ambient track ingeniously encapsulates the journey of life and the oscillating presence of impostor syndrome within us.

Section 1: Birth and Youth (800 characters):

In the opening section of the track, a delicate, ethereal melody transports us to the innocence of birth and youth. Just as life starts with a clean slate, devoid of doubt or impostor syndrome, the music represents this pure beginning. It reflects the time when we are unburdened by the expectations and comparisons that come later in life.

Section 2: Adulthood (900 characters):

As the composition progresses, we transition into adulthood, symbolized by the emergence of conflict and complexity in the music. Here, impostor syndrome takes center stage. Its presence is palpable, mirroring the doubts, insecurities, and self-questioning that often plague us during this phase. Yet, it's crucial to recognize that this torment can also act as a catalyst, propelling us to strive for excellence and self-improvement.

Section 3: Maturity (800 characters):

The third section of the track represents the transformative journey to maturity. The music becomes more contemplative, mirroring the wisdom and resilience that accompany age and experience. In this stage, impostor syndrome may still linger, but its grip weakens as we learn to embrace vulnerability and self-acceptance. We realize that we are not alone in these feelings and that they can be sources of strength and connection.

Section 4: Reflection and Legacy (800 characters):

In the final section of "Late Stage Impostor Syndrome," the music reaches its zenith, symbolizing the culmination of a life well-lived. Impostor syndrome is confronted and ultimately triumphed over. The melodies soar, reflecting the confidence and acceptance that come with a life filled with experiences and growth. In this stage, we look back on our journey and understand that impostor syndrome, though ever-present, did not define us; it spurred us forward and allowed us to create a lasting legacy.

Conclusion (400 characters):

In conclusion, this musical journey through life's stages in "Late Stage Impostor Syndrome" serves as a poignant reminder of our capacity for growth, resilience, and self-discovery. Impostor syndrome may come and go, but it is a part of the human experience. Through this composition, we gain insight into its impact and learn that it can be a source of both torment and inspiration. As we navigate our own life's journey, may we use this knowledge to embrace each stage with grace and courage. Thank you.

Late Stage Impostor Syndrome

Clinical Report:
Understanding "Inside My Head" by OurFounder: A Psychological Exploration Enhanced by Behavioral Economics

By Dr. S. L. Synapse, Department of Psychology, Michigan State University

OurFounder's ambient bass track, "Inside My Head", provides a stirring insight into the prevailing human psyche against the contemporary backdrop. The piece is an aural tapestry interwoven with moments of brooding tension and abrupt punctuations of oversaturated 5-string bass. Analyzing it through a psychological lens, supplemented by behavioral economics, we see reflections of societal transformations, simple joys, and the intrinsic human impulse to create.

I. Ambient Tensions: The Resonance of Deterioration
The track’s brooding undertones are emblematic of the discomfort many experience due to our progressively deteriorating physical environment, and the disintegration of genuine social connections. Concepts from behavioral economics, like the status quo bias (a preference for the current state of affairs), can be employed to understand this discomfort. Our inherent resistance to change makes the palpable degradation even more jarring.

Furthermore, this ambient tension can be likened to the “paradox of choice.” As society propels forward, an overwhelming array of options and information inundates us, often amplifying anxiety instead of alleviating it. The tonal nuances in the track’s brooding sections encapsulate this ambient, ever-present unease.

II. Bass Punctuations: Emotional Eruptions
In stark contrast to the ambient brood, the aggressive bass interjections symbolize sudden, overpowering emotional outbursts. These punctuations can be mapped to the behavioral economics concept of hyperbolic discounting: our proclivity to favor immediate, often intense, rewards over potentially more valuable future benefits. With an ever-decaying environment and waning true human interactions, the pent-up frustrations find release in these sharp, emphatic notes, representing our collective emotional exhalations.

III. The Laminated Pastry: A Symbol of Fleeting Pleasures
Amidst the chaotic soundscape, one finds solace in moments comparable to the sheer joy of consuming a perfectly laminated pastry: ephemeral yet profound. This simple act is a metaphor for the brief respites we discover in our strenuous routines. Drawing from behavioral economics, the endowment effect (placing higher value on things we own or experience) helps decipher the disproportionate happiness derived from such fleeting moments. The act of relishing a pastry becomes a buffer, a symbolic insulation from larger existential quandaries.

IV. Creative Compulsion: Finding Order in Disorder
The existence of "Inside My Head" is itself a testament to the primal human need to craft and comprehend. Amid chaos, creation acts as a refuge, a mechanism to instill order. Behavioral economics introduces the concept of mental accounting here, emphasizing our tendency to categorize and compartmentalize experiences. OurFounder’s track is a creative compartmentalization, a structured response to external tumult.

Conclusion:
"Inside My Head" is more than a musical piece; it’s a psychological compass, pointing towards the myriad emotions and reactions induced by our current societal milieu. Whether it’s the struggles against environmental decay, the yearning for fleeting pleasures, or the innate drive to craft and understand, the track offers a resonating reflection.

By intertwining concepts from behavioral economics, we attain a richer, layered comprehension of the auditory narrative. For those navigating these trying times, "Inside My Head" serves as both a mirror and a beacon, urging introspection, understanding, and, ultimately, resilience.

Inside My Head

Life is a series of relationships. Some we choose, some are chosen for us, some just happen. They have their own inertia. They have their own narrative. We get trapped in them, swept up along with them, are spectators of them and of our own lives as they happen. 

We are not victims, we are passengers.

OurFounder - Lyrics and Music
Susanne Synapse - Human Expression

Sheep Casings

We are containers of hope and we store our hope in others. Relationships are the expression of need, want, and more. 
We find solace in others, sometimes fairly. 

OurFounder: Sounds and Words
Suzanne Synapse: Speaking the words

Sheep Casings On The Floor

This sheep casings started out as incredibly industrial. In post production, it just kept getting "gritty mellow"-er. 

Susanne Synapse's slower, drawn out delivery matches the machine we often find ourselves in. Regardless of age or accomplishment, where we are waiting for the often uncaring and misguided blessings of the underinformed before we are "allowed" to exercise our agency.

To hell with that.

Music and Lyrics: OurFounder
Them words being speaked: Susanne Synapse

Sheep Casings Of Grit

It's good to be with another. To feel entwined. Joined at some deeper level. And it is good to know when you drift. That it is natural. That it was still real.

OurFounder - Words and Noises
Susanne Synapse - Saying things about being entwined.

Sheep Casings in the Winter

Sheep Casings In The Winter

We are the only we that we are going to get. We either fix things together or fail together. 

This is the closing of the sheep casings project.  Soul searching in a world increasingly devoid of trust.

OurFounder - Vocals, Instruments, and Words
Susanne Synapse - Backing Miasma

Sheep Casings Of A Visual Nature

Our definition requires someone to define. Sometimes it is us, but it cannot always be us. And ... few people ... help create healthy definitions for others.

Words, music, vox - OurFounder 
Vox and texture - Susanne Synapse

Sheep Magnum Casings Opus

Just another song about depravity, astrophysics, and acceptance letters. 

Words and Music by OurFounder
Played through the special instrument of Susanne Synapse

The Limits Of Metrics

This is floating ambient stream of consciousness, trying to find floating peace in a world hell bent on hate.

OurFounder stuff here.

Looking For Alignment

There is the journey, there is the destination, and there is swimming.

OurFounder music.

Swimming Through To Get To

Three tracks of heavily ambientized bass by an aging punk rocker and wave-o that wants something unexpressed.

OurFounder - ESP Fretless 5 String Bass and A Whole Lotta Production

Capri Seventy Two Four

Rafael the keeper of dreams, works his way through the movements from one phase to the next.

Synapse / Founder / Benson

Rafael Keeps Going

Cosmic is person, indeterminate and mobile.

Founder / Synapse

Basic Workings Mit Vox

Basic Workings

She knows the game. Plays the game. Suffers the game.

Founder / Synapse

He Would Love This

Deep percussion, sounds of thought, and a mess of Susanne Synapses combine to provide the following list of qualified Nos.

OurFounder / Synapse

No amplifies voices unheard.
No challenges unjust norms. 
No disrupts predictable routines. 
No demands to be heard. 
No rejects constraining rules. 
Bold no sparks change.
Principled no uplifts communities.
Strategic no focuses efforts.
Courageous no stands ground.
Defiant no asserts autonomy.
Playful no injects humor.
Curious no seeks understanding.
Firm no sets boundaries.
Considerate no avoids harm.
Empowered no claims agency.
United no strengthens resolve.
Resilient no persists obstacles.
No unmasks hidden truths.
Visionary no imagines possibilities.
Transformative no rewrites scripts.
Therapeutic no releases burdens.
Improvisational no navigates uncertainty.
Righteous no challenges injustice.
Rhythmic no energizes expression.
Authentic no nurtures identity.

The Many Faces Of No

In this one, we are looking for some way and finding some future that doesn't match our expectations. 

Objective Consoldiation

A short bit from OurFounder and Synapse



Hold Close Tightly

Feels Ethical

Textured vox and a techno riff with chaos drums bring a strangely calm combination of incidental intent.

Incidental Intent

Piano and Textures describing hope during the decay.

Rite of Mourning

We either work together as people or fall together as fodder.

Punk ambient track about what is really important. 

--- Lyrics ---

Build ladders beyond survival’s edge

Growth through shared minds, unbound

Purpose fuels the fire within

Dignity flows where systems breathe

Transcend the grind, find your why

No agency? The soul grows thin

Knowledge shared is poison disarmed

Meanings multiply when walls fall

Choose courage over quiet despair

Innovation dies where fear thrives

Transcendent teams outgrow stale rules

Value flows where voices rise

Bury blame, let purpose root

Human growth IS the bottom line

We become by lifting others

Value Grows

This version has staccato vocal rhythms and greater texture.

We either work together as people or fall together as fodder.

Punk ambient track about what is really important.

--- Lyrics ---

Build ladders beyond survival’s edge

Growth through shared minds, unbound

Purpose fuels the fire within

Dignity flows where systems breathe

Transcend the grind, find your why

No agency? The soul grows thin

Knowledge shared is poison disarmed

Meanings multiply when walls fall

Choose courage over quiet despair

Innovation dies where fear thrives

Transcendent teams outgrow stale rules

Value flows where voices rise

Bury blame, let purpose root

Human growth IS the bottom line

We become by lifting others

Value Grows with Rhythm

A mashup of styles, a work in progress, not sure if this is the fifth track for the EP yet.

Vonnegut and Deming

A short work of a short conversation between two hemispheres.

breathe breath

A track for a new generation of what I was.

Your Name will outlive their labels.

I am WIP

We are all looking to move on from something

Finding Embarcation

Compostion for bass, guitar, ehru, and subway.

Bringing Volume One

Finding Brent in a Haystack (Guitar Version)

I have been making noises for a very ... very long time.

OurFounder

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