Everytime that you fall

Here I stand 
Looking up at the sky
Stars gather
Gather In your eyes
We are alone here
I can burly breath
I don’t know now
I also can’t see

Can I see you 
your heart maybe bruised 
I am a time bomb
Someone please  Let me through
 
We lay here
Almost every night 
Out of sound
And out of sight
I pretend 
That we are so different 
Trying to blend 
Trying not to offend 
I wish that
I could be with you
Game over 
And I’ll see you soon
Things change
But everything still the same
Friends are lost
But no one is to blame
 
I’m here never fear what scares the most 
Being alone on your own like seeing a ghost
Your gone so long you walk out the door 
With time everything’s fine down to the core

Time Bomb

Fathers day

another time a different phase
love is hard but it cant be replaced
your still stuck in this place
mind starts to run thru my intrusive thoughts
these drug doesnt seem to help a lot
my insides feel like they are starting to rot

if i could run away id run to you
this is where i would stay
is it time to leave where is my cue
we are all on display

i cant go go on again
seems like i lose some more friends
when will this all end
days are short but the nights are long
tryig to find somewhere i belong
every time i try i just do it all wrong

Don't Give Up!

Lets go!!!

If I can hold on 
To memories that fade away 
I know it’s all right 
I’ll see you again someday 
One more chance that’s all I’ll ask 
I don’t want to run alway 
from the things that haunt my past 
I’ll make it up some day 

I tried to remember 
All the words that you said 
Thru the years now that your gone 
I don’t know what was left 
If only you can see what I have done 
And the man that I become
I swear I seen you the other day 
But the moment just fades away 

These late nights they are haunting me 
Losing my mind from the lack of sleep
last I seen you it’s been so long 
One moment your here the next your gone 
And if I could  turn back time 
Promise that it would turn out fine 
I totally would in a flash 
And id try to make it last 

One last shot of Jim bean for you 
One more toast in your name 
I am lost I’m so confused
Honestly I haven’t felt the same 
One thing that won’t ever change 
Is how we all think of you 
In a world that never stops 
With the lose of someone new

Haunting Me

We can run and play all day and stay out super late
 Say no thank you to the green veggies on our plate 
Some day we will run away when we misbehave
 Ignorant and Unbeknown The sacrifice you gave 
What if we just pretend to defend till the very end 
The thoughts to create a unique imaginary best friend 

We use to run we use to hide 
Have our dreams really big And our heads in the sky 
One day sure enough You will run out of time 
Told to stop playing around Your wasting all of your time 

We will grow up to be what we don’t want to be 
To build this new life you just have to wait and see 
That things can change so strange it’s all new to me 
We may fight make it right even if we disagree With

Echo Of Our Youth

Late night text while laying in bed 
never responds to the words that I sent 
to a phone that’s always dead 
Am I wasting your time 

Anxiety gets the best off me 
Even tho I failed to see 
That this was never really ment for me
 Am I wasting your time 

I am lost and I’ve had enough 
I am broken down, in and out of love 

Your love is hard to find 
It reminds me all the time 
of something that’s never mine
 am I wasting your time 

So I tripped and didn’t take my shot
 I was scared so acted like I forgot 
But I was always just your afterthought 
Am I wasting your time

Rebel Without A Cause

Mom and dad are fighting They should be reuniting Oh wait to late she is moving on And If it is right why does it feel so wrong To late to say that your even sorry And if we make up Rebuild our house out of luck One day could change rewrite our story When you are trying to make it work Don’t lose your self worth You lose when you chose someone above you And The years fly by Don’t even know why Broken heart torn apart from the hands that made you If you feel alone Don’t. Think you can’t run away If you feel alone it’s never gonna be to late When is it to late To rewrite your mistakes As you did as a kid you sounded so cocky As you turn your heart to stone You realize your alone You Regret what you said late night at the party

Family Reunion

Fallen Intro

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