@nikm1998: haha that is the line of my life :|

Otimo trabalho, Suas musicas me deixam mais calmo e me mantem vivo sem pensamentos estranhos, Obrigado :)

Yeah

lyrics:

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

i left another note on the nightstand
im sorry that i left 
i know you thought i was the right man
you were crying i was holding your right 
still got photos of you printed on my nightstand

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

dont even got you in my phone as a contact
you always try to hit me up but i dont want that
i saw your number in my texts and i blocked that

dont even got you in my phone as a contact
you always try to hit me up but i dont want that
i saw your number in my texts and i blocked that


dont even got you in my phone as a contact
you always try to hit me up but i dont want that
i saw your number in my texts and i blocked that

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

but now you never hit my phone when im relying on you
you never check your texts when you got some replying to do
im mad you lied but now im crying cuz you told me the truth
and everything that ive been doing just reminds me of you

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

goodbye for now (prod. maybe)

LYRICS

Drinkin on some soju now 
I’m calling for some company  

Talking wit this Asian chick 
She eat it up like jolibee 

Tell me how you doin
maybe we can spend the day 

Type of shit gone make her fall in love 
But I ain’t on that wave 

I’d rather be alone 

Every night 

Got me feeling done 
I can’t tell you what is right 

I’ve got plenty more 
don’t need a hoe 
But I just might 
X2


Bitch I’m cold blooded 
I don’t have a heart is what I lack  
Rollin up a fresh one 
You that we smoke it out the pack 

What I’m living for 
Tryna get myself up out the mud 
Then we drinking more 
Everyone around here feeling stuck 

If you want it 
We all sell it 
Baby you can come and get it 
Ain’t no talking 
Lately walkin 
Keep the meds up in my pocket 

Hoe I don’t care what it’s bout 
I don’t care what that shit be 
Drive the whip and running lights 
We keep it modded keep it clean

Ace of hearts (prod.hypnotize)

Tell me who you're fucking
Shrouded on your sweater
Shame, you wear it like a necklace
I'll tell you that I'm okay
But you've been dancing in my dreams
Wish I could erase your face
I'm trying not to call you
But you're the only girl I've loved
Remember every freckle
I'm lying to myself still
I found a shirt you left in my room
Still smelled like my everything

And I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die

never,forever. - i wanted to cry i wanted to die

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow

i wanna be the last one
wanna be the one stumblin with u in the dark
and baby im a bad one
but ima settle down and give u my heart
ima be a sad one 
if i let u run off and leave me with a scar 
but baby u a bad one 
i just wanna be ur last one <3

Wanna be ur last one (Prod. 4evr)

MERCH:
https://lilxlotus.storenvy.com

Prod:
@jakemarkow
twitter.com/jakemarkow

Art:
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

Prod.
@4evrgone
twitter.com/4evrgon3

Art.
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

Highschool (Prod. 4evr)

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
-------------------------------X3-----------
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

Solonely - Foryou

Prod. By OUTHR

[Chorus]
All alone, yeah
I hate me for that
It burns my soul, yeah
I try to run fast
I try to hide my past
I try to run fast
I try to hide my past
I cannot change that
Faces on me
How could I sleep?
Scratching my skin
I cannot breathe

[Verse]
The sun is dead
I wish it lived in my chest
I can't live in my past
I just lie in my bed
I know I've been stressed
I swear I'm trying my best
You know I've been stressed
I'm just trying my best

Yeah, I can hear the silence
Yeah, I can see the dark
Yeah, I can fix the broken
But I can't feel my heart
No, I can't feel my heart
Now I'm falling apart
No, I can't feel my heart
I'm just falling apart

Yeah, all of the weight
Yeah, all of the weight
Yeah, all of the weight that I have in my chest,
That just leaves me depressed
Yeah
And you know I'm a mess
And you know I still care
For the most part is less
But you know I still care
I just wanna run fast
Run fast from my past

Press, fast
I hate being last
It's funny at the first time
And I don't mind when you die
But press, fast
I'm trying my best
I hate this game
I wanna end it fast
I hope you just don't mind
If I let it die

It Burns My Soul (Prod. OUTHR)

lil hapy lil sad - take me home

enjoy this beautiful song with me and OUTHR

Didn't Mean to

Didn't Mean to (feat.OUTHR) [Prod.YVNG AX$TN]

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luv u when ur dead♥ (prod. useless)

before i go (prod. HXRXKILLER)
hopefully this song...(prod. HXRXKILLER)
you look stupid (ft. Jackie Platinum)

you look stupid (ft. Jackie Platinum)

Ghostboy : https://soundcloud.com/lucas-whitaker

Lyrics

Paradoxx
When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
I'm Always Tryna To Find Things To Do
But There's Nothing To Do
I'm Just Alone In My Room
And I'm Missing You
Always Missing You

And I've Been Tryna Find Piece Of Mind
But I Find Myself Inside Overthinking Life
What Will I Leave Behind?
Which Day Will I Die?
I Don't Want The Truth , But Keep On Looking Inside

Cause I Got Nothing Left To Hide , No I Don't
I Just Wanna Find Some Answers But I Won't
So I'll Stick To Making Music, To Clear My Chest
And I Will Keep On Making Music With My Final Breath

When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Ghostboy 
You Left Me Broken So I Guess I Left You
Fucking Wasted On This Dark Cold Afternoon
I Don't Care, I'll Sell You Out Anywhere
I've Given In Now, I Guess I'm Losing Myself

Slow It Down, I'll Take You Out Another Night
I Guess You're High Now, I Guess You're High Now
Starry Vision On The Brink Of Fucking Dropping Out
I Guess You're High Now, I Guess I'm Losing Myself

Paradoxx
When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

My Spotify

Losing Myself Feat. Ghostboy (Prod.Diamond Style)

Beautiful Things

Não posto mais minhas as músicas aqui, mas elas estão saindo em outras plataformas (Spotify, Deezer, iTunes, etc). então me acompanha por lá c:

Brazilian, musician and producer. I don't really use soundcloud, so it's better if u listen on other platforms <3

It Burns My Soul (Prod. OUTHR)

OUTHR

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