eclipse

lil bit of a vibe i made

@shizukesaaa mixed hes amazing

mph (neverforever)

and i’ve been leavin her on read instead 
of facin reality that im only a friend 
and it’s been weeks on end
u fucked up my head
just to live and die again
i needa face my fears 
i can’t get out of here
at least i felt something like last year 
i just wanna know like where can i go
or where can i stay
needa clear my head
cus there’s shit on my mind
and it won’t go away
cus im
feelin fucked again
no times 
and i’m stuck in the end 
and im alone don’t call my phone
u should be with him
the man u want
the man u chose 
and as time 
flies by
i still hate to see it in ur eyes 
i made mistakes 
i know that she fake
but it’s just the chance i’ll take :/
god knows i make mistakes 
she’ll take until i break 



i hope, that i’m gon be here tmrw 
fake friends they just temporary 
they just like to borrow 
then they throw me away 
and then they throw me away

i’ll go out like romeo.
just waiting for my juliet.

juilet (idealism)

that’s not me
i’m incomplete 
i’m overjealous 
he isn’t me

she gon call till the day that i die
that’s why he don’t like me 
cus im stuck on the side
i wish to see
in all the ways they judge me
incomplete 
that’s why she’s with him not me

she on my iphone
wanna f- for a dime 
makin bad decisions 
i might end up in crime 

c'est la vie 
shawty race wanna die
she’s rolling blunts 
till she’s up in the sky
she ain’t wrong but she isn’t really right
but it gets so damn tiring 
without u in my life 

but i’ve been waiting 
no playing
that’s hesitating
these bitches all on my phone
but they all be feelin like clones
and ive been good on my own 
for a minute now

standing ovation
yall get so impatient 
stick to the bread
i’m chasing
swipe the card
heart racin

i write this shit 
it’s for myself
not for a cash grab
and all u artist on my line
ur music half assed

gettin the money no cashapp
she said she dable in mdma
but i doubt that 
only hit me up to cry
she don’t understand 
that i ain’t her fan
this ain’t no movie romance 
ooh and ill cya again

digital footprint (idealism)

she hit my phone when its late
ik she’s fucked, haven’t changed
got me stuck in a past mistake 
she don’t want me 
she just playing
wit me softly 
wit my body 

ppl living their lives
while i’m just staying inside 
making music just to cope 
with it all
before i fall 
last option, since u haven’t called 
she was my remedy 
and now she’s dead to me
just like the last and the last 
this shit never lasts does it 
nd i really don’t hate her 
but i guess were done 

and i’m on my edge 
it’s only been a second 
but it’s still tough
without u by my side
this shit gets real rough

so just fall
don’t bother to call 

i’m only here for a good time
not a long one
fuck ur problems 
not my problem 
and imma waste my life away
don’t need no friends imma be okay
and it’s harder to think
abt the shit that u say

cus i been so under the weather 
don’t call me ion wanna forget her 
mmm nooo noooo nooo noooo 
nd im movin on
that’s the end of the story 
the end has come

rooftop lullaby (idealism)

(me)
playing with my head
think i need to go to bed
miss those two a.m. nights
you were busy getting high
kiss her under the night sky
and i'm gonna wash it all away
all the stained tears from my face
met an angel hope she's proud of me
like think of all the things that we could be

but it's not like it was
like it was
like it was
but it's not destined to be
that's okay
that's okay
that's okay

(emptychest)
save your energy
'cause i don't think they care (no)
i don't think they care, no more (no)
you can always call me (you can always call me)
you can always lean on me when your world is falling

down (down)
when your world is falling down (down)
you can always call me
even when i'm not around
you don't even have to try to breathe
just stay here for me
and i'm lonely
and i'm lonely (down)
(casperrr)
two worlds apart
so close, two hearts
but you left and pressed restart
so i sit alone inside my apart
no numbers on my phone
i don't wanna live anymore
everybody walks out through that door
and nobody cares about my body on the floor
stargazing
stargazing
stargazing
(me)
and when the stars don't shine
will you stay by my side
until our worlds collide
can u always stay by my side

but as time passes by
passes by in the blink of an eye
it's a shame that it had to end up like this

stargazing as the world falls down (w/ emptychest, casperrr)

lyrics

i am not awake anymore
feelings love to leave me passed out on the floor
and i know that its gon sting again
god i know that's its gon sting again
i don't feel like me anymore
i feel insecure, miss ur touch i adore
but ill keep waiting here
by the bus stop on 36th street

i just tend to cry
when u look in my eyes
light up the sky
like the fourth of july
hmmmhmmmm

hope ill make it up to
hope u change ur mind
yeah
but i know u never will
but i know u never will
im sorry tht im never enough :/
id change it 
but its how the world works
some people aint meant 2 be
ur still on my mind
a thousand times
a thousand times again
and she jus like a drug
shes in my mind
in my mind again
woaaaah

ion really even think their interested in me
i can barely even speak, coughing my lungs out every week
and that's okay :/
maybe another day
ill c u soon okay :)


(i am not awake anymore
feelings love to leave me passed out on the floor
but i know that its gon sting again
god i know that's its gon sting again
i don't feel like me anymore
i feel insecure, miss ur touch i adore
but ill keep waiting here
by the bus stop on 36th street)

three am (idealism)

the return

i missed u guys :)

(lyrics)


and i been drowning in emotion
get me out of here
all these drugs up in my system
till my senses clear
lately feeling fuckin numb
i can't tell what ive been on
imma ghost wit a phone
nd lately ive been feeling alone
i watch the time pass on by
every night
feelings fucked in my mind
will i live
will die
how can i feel alive
when im with her its just like ecstasy
i couldn't picture a world without her next to me
hard to sleep
think bout u like every night
i lie awake
in my bed like every time
nd every night aint feeling right
just wanna wake up right under the sky
and i been drowning 
nd im hoping
ill get out of here
all these drugs up in my system
will my senses clear
nd when my senses clear
ill fill it with more tears
all this smoke up on my lips
fuck class
id rather dip

clear (dominus)

not my beat 
jus someones song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuWbPQG23Nc
dont sue me pls


(lyrics)
look into the sky
look back down to ur amber eyes
told a couple lies
hand in hand
gonna watch u cry
watching u say goodbye
im not sober anymore
feel the leaves fall
in october 
when it pours 
and i miss ur lips
on my pale white skin
feel the pain within 
go away
inhale then i exhale
then i cough till my lungs fail
six am
its still dark
rollin a spliff when i spark up
im so afraid to go out
i only come out at night
ion like seeing sunlight
throw me away when its time :/


i dont care that its acoustic
i dont care if its mumbly 
i make my own art

six am (salvia palth)

mastered wit the help of hero!!

lyrics:
gold eyes
i get lost in ur lips
and i miss u a thousand times
stars will die
and there's a time 
to fix what i 
have done with my life.

she said
im always in her head
words that ill never forget
just a chapter in my life
but its over now
kinda sober now
i won't come back down
what am i supposed to do?
rarely get uncomfortable
and i don't like telling u
but fuck its lets just 
look up at
the shooting stars
stars shining, they're passing me by
didn't like the real u
just liked the idea that i
that i made 

it won't be the same again
im sick of all these games again
im hoping u won't change again
but ill never know if u do

chorus repeat

constellations interlude (imxone)

title track!!

lyrics:
i can't
be what u want but that's fine
ill just keep wasting my time
round and round again
i think were playing pretend
but who am i to judge
I've always just fucked it up

call me back
when ur having 
a better day
ion wanna push u away

drift along the coast
take me to an open road
walk across the sea
let's go to a place
we shouldn't be

climb a couple trees 
watch the leaves fall on 
u and me
but im still a mess in the head
did my best.

beat change

and im drunk and confused
i don't know what to do
like what am i supposed to
lashing out on everyone
really just is no fucking fun
and imma keep doing it till 
i got a g--
point it right at my chest
im in debt
from all the shitty things 
I've done and I've said
tried my best 
that's why they left
sign an autograph 
on my wrist look like the scars 
all up on my neck
dont forget

starfall (neverforever)

prod neverforeverrrr

ill meet u there before 8pm
swear ill call u back i promise
well at least im being honest

peel my skin
cus were all nothing in the end
so why would it matter to me
dont leave me where i belong
i try my best to show i care
but i never get my point across

(i can feel the 
ground beneath my skin
slowly collapse on me
and i dont know why 
i stay inside, i ruin my life)

you can breathe
without me
you can see 
more clearly
is it better out there
is it better without me
cause i dont know myself
you keep me safe
and warm at night
am i hurting you for keeping myself alive
ill never know when i needa lifeline
just hope u have my back

im not the one
guess ill be going soon
u had ur head all in my lap those late afternoons
but i feel myself sinking
i dont think ill make it past here
i don knoww i dont knoww woah

lifeline

prod.vozdan

i dont wanna be
what u wanna see in me
make my limbs go weak
break me bones till u can feel complete


wake up talkin to myself
psychadelics, oxycontin, dont need more they said were worried bout ur health


paralizyed im lockin up
shit is killing me 
but pour more in my cup
is this all real or am i still dreamin
cant think i can hear u screamin
"dont go alone"

wake up talkin to myself
psychedelics, oxycontin, don't need more they said were worried bout ur health

baby i dont need no help
i stay doing what i wanna 
imma ride by my mf self

two cigs rip em both just to feel something
my brains full of dead thoughts there nothing

mymymymymy vocal chops

ego death

prod xv1va
lil alt pop

think im rotting
find me in the ground 
ill be laying in my coffin
when that day comes
i wont save myself no no no
14 missed calls
i needa get out ur mind
watching the hours
think im running out of time

im at the point of no return
and i know it hurts to think about
ill still be here just wont be the same
ill still be here every night it rains

my reflection is slowly going pale, cant help it
ima shadow in ur back porch, where we last kissed
dont get tired of me
swear i need u all the time

haunt

prod neverforever the goat

lil ambient song

ill climb and climb forever
forever again
forever, together
together, the end
wil i let the mountains
take me where i belong
will i let my soul rest
in the comfort of my own backyard
i wont go out before u
if u can come here with me
we can hold hands
and make history
at the bottom of the water

let me drown

prod my homie the goat blocktaaaneeeeee

and i miss how we used to talk back then
i can’t pretend
i know you’ll always c thru me
i’m like a ghost in my skin!!
this story doesn’t end

shoulda listened to ur friends
they were right all along
thousand things i never said
shoulda said fuck it and yelled ‘em all
too many regrets
is it too late to say i don’t really want shit
don’t need a thing, just hand me the bottle
drink till i’m hollow
drink till there’s no tmrw
will you?
love me after u see my flaws
and get a little concerned
when i take time to respond

im not that kinda guy
wont judge u when u cry
raised on “god has a plan for u”
im done with believing 
im done with pretending it’s all true

ill show u my scars

prod grayskies
lyrics >:)

wrap me in plastic ill fit ur design 
you changed you left and i guess its a sign of the times
when the poison hits my skin
just know ill be thinking of you
i break my bones
rotting away for you
say what u need
let it all out for me
let it all our for me
let it all out for me
give me a reason
or ill be gone like last season
slipping fall into the deep end
woaaah
(brecken)
i hear you
whisper so softly
im here
as long as its so clear
that doesnt sound like a whisper to me
screaming out loud
how long will it be
try me right now oh i dare you
i always dare you
and i guarantee that
itll be the last time that u do
so what will u choose
lightning in a bottle or falling to ur doom
i do i do
is that what u will say
maybe in another lifeline
for now ill lay right at bay
(akira)
said this time we'll work it out
this time
ur supposed to be with me
cus i cant let u go

poison (w/AkiraDoves, brecken) (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

violent taste (skele cover)

p. neverforever 
lil interlude type thing

lyrics
if im back at flamingo park again
ill never leave
the street we passed by 
sunlight spots from the trees
and i cant go back in time
so ill retrace the steps all up in my mind
and, sleep on the curb
till i smell the pines again
take me down the road
northwest 24th
grew up with no snow
ill never be what i dont know
ill never be what i know either
x2

flamingo park

prod blocktane and nate2timez :)

lyrics
(overtired)
talking to myself cus i need a friend
i can’t save myself from the bitter end
and i can’t pretend
i can’t pretend
that i was better off back then
numbing all that’s left
till i don’t feel a thing
forget and move on
they’ll miss you when ur gone
i will watch you burn
in front of my eyes
i lie and i lie
to keep myself alive
why do i try 
nightmares 
stuck in my bedroom im feelin paralyzed 
and i can’t breathe without u
(brecken)

i cant fight for you if you dont want me anymore
i want to think its true but i know you dont know your worth
chop it up then well be loose and chillin on the floor
walkin out ur room like how the troops do in the war
i think its awful if ur missin me
too many problems with my enemies
i dont want you guys to leave me in the background 
so ima stick around until i find some flat ground
oo
i knew it was over from the get go
but i just couldn’t let up off the pressure
if i have to let you go its for the better
its whatever

cold weather 

short temper

ill forget her

dither (w/brecken)

p.shvde
(lyrics)
tryna pick up the pieces
ik baby they don't think ill be shit
fuck this world I want off it
top shelf baby ill smoke till I'm falling
bitch I'm living
fuckin my decisions up
on a mission rather die before i take the prescription
numb the feelings
used to being not enough 
on my third refill ion even feel a lil bit drunk
who have i become
ive become
mess of a son
I'm a fuckin mess of a son
(liveleek)
i take this pink 50 now i feel alright
need you to stick with me 'cause im by your side
i know this world ain't fair
my best advice for you is just to live it without care
my world froze over when you left, you left
encounters with my demons yeah i swear i feel so dead, so dead
i can choose to never be you instead, instead
but none of it could matter 'cause i know that we're dead

overtired

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