fantasize

You Can Rest Now

3 of 9
@nishitht
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[the nishith section]
i pinched myself, it's all too real
shattered the silence, no one noticed
echoing screams across the fields
was paralyzed and hyperfocused

accidental masochist
i’m not much of a strategist
i stood in place while watching you bleed
and after it had been evinced
ive sat and watched for hours since
and i don’t really cry but i might succeed this time

this light
did it paralyze you straight to your core?
have you ever felt that mesmerized before? (i’ll sit here and we can rot)
cause i don’t really cry but i might have to this time
so good night
it’ll go away if i just go to bed
and if it doesn’t they can take me instead (you didn’t deserve what you got)
and i don’t really cry but i might have to this time


[the quedronol section]
your body's implanted in the grass
and your shape is still engraved into my irises
I haven't been since you left, watered down all the lakes
and all that's left now when I look is your face

(you said that you wont go) the air's been
(youre the only one who knows) colder since you left
(I told you i miss you) I found you
(you toyed with me until i broke) in the snow, you said
(I cant be the person) don't want to
(id die a thousand times before) lose your tracks again
(but i always kill what i want most) but I won't run after you, not then

your body's implanted in the grass
I shot you in my sleep, you didn't notice it
I haven't opened my eyes
I watched you burn alongside
I thought i fell, guess it was a trick of the light

you could've fell into my open arms
you know I never wanted this to happen
I know ill pass it
and watch you fall, with open eyes, another time, with open eyes, another time

the air's been cold enough to breathe
I can't believe you're next to me
you always will be more than me

Fawn (with nishith)

No Way Out

6 of 15, Together

Waited around for him to come get me
Pull up to your house
My tongue cant find the words I want to hear
The world above you is so saturated
I feel like when I open up my door all of my december air will disappear

I would tie your shoes if you asked me to
Peppermint tea tell you Ill love you by tomorrow
Whys everything look so small these days
Arent pictures supposed to last forever

Not even the arms of creatures out to swallow you all up
Could make me unremember you
Or make me look away from the orange glow around your body
Or even the sun crossin the michigan horizon
Could stop me from loving you
Your head on my shoulder in the backseat
Cuz Ill always look
Cuz I love you

Together

Deruta ricco

POLLYANNA

glue trap

Racing Mount Pleasant

Emily

SLEEPWALKER (feat. brakence)

Warbrained

Paperweight

never finishing

https://papercuties.art

50000 dollars and a cash drawer in my head
you could give it back in december
and when i found that something, something bigger than my head
it all collapsed on my shoulders

i dont wanna be that again
i dont wanna be dead again
i dont wanna be that again
i dont wanna be you again

i think that ill be dead again
i dont wanna be that again
i fall to the ground and i pray over nothing
it dosent make sense why you want me
im a brand new friend with my mouth pieced
all alone all day where you left me
picking up all thats dead in my bed sheets
i just wish that my mind will find some peace

poltergeist

No Way Out

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