catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

i tried at least.

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & windfield @findwield

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day 
watching all my “friends” leave me 
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long 
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue 
i’m done j being what u want 
it’s clear that i do not belong 

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then 
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake 
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say 
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain 
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

stream <3

same old me

step too far now i'm falling apart
took it way too fast took a shot thru my heart
my past still haunting me day by day
its taunting me
look at the pictures its written in scriptures
i broke my back i cant handle the pressure
took a shot thru my head this is not what i pictured
insult to injury make me get sicker

ways i try to cope hold on to what i know
im so sick and im broke been down this road too many times
burn the photographs this pain is everlasting
rip my heart in half so sad im sick of masking

its karma like a stab in the back
get it while you got it cause i aint coming back
i dont need your approval on anything
im going insane think i might just crack

i cant love another soul break my mind heart gone cold
i cant love another soul lost my friends where will i go

ways to cope (p. thislandis & emorave)

indécise (polar)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

wmyb (1D)

30.10.21

prod https://soundcloud.com/gregorgy-beats

Lyrics:

WELCOME TO SAD TOWN
POPULATION ME
EVERYONE ELSE, GET OUT!

okay

THE UNDOING DRAWS NEAR

[Hook]
fuck im gonna throw it up
but im still fiending for another bite

i feel like an outcast
i wish they would fucking write

im starting to get why they all hate me
im not worth a mention im so fucking lazy

im an exile
always on the outside
i could have been one of you 
but you cut me out of your life

i hope that you feel bad
i hope that you see me in pain
i hope that you think of me
i think of you every day

LIFE SUCKS
BUT AT LEAST I'M NOT YOU

[Verse]
like what the fuck else could i say
id rather keep my dignity than be another fake
you're a fucking slave to every single thing you say you hate

HAHAHAHA

and i know it could be worse
got a 30 in my hand
bitch im leavin a hearse

know i feel walking dead
bloody red all on my shirt
who the fuck im tryna kid
swear to god im fucking cursed okay

[Bridge]
i don't really think i ever earned it
lately all i think is that im feeling like im a burden
you can see it in my eyes you know im fucking hurtin
all i ever wanted was for you to say im worth it

but im not yea
i just wanna understand

clueless its the story of my life
cus im the idiot

[Hook]

Fin

exile (greg beats)

old tattoos (ryo + will + st jimmy)

feat. @kaixan 
produced by @prodbytoshi & @prodsoulsss

lyrics:
take advantage of me you know i like that 
in the end im going ghost like snapchat 
too much pressure on my chest i cant take it 
pull up to the party you aint get an invitation 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse 

(kaixan)
yeah these pills got me hanging on a tightrope 
leaking body red up on the screen just like a typo
all my money blue its like im texting off an iphone
posted with ur bitch im not just kaixan imma chiro-practor
and that money coming im the factor
spin that fucking building imma turn into disaster
and u can come meet me after 
what i would do for some laughter

to be honest i still wish you the best but
right now im feeling so much better 
thankful for the things that i would do when i would let her 
every time u hit my phone i just ignore it 
every time i see a pill i want to snort it 
baby ur the reason why im sticking to myself 
ive been steady smoking cigarettes im fucking up my health
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse
i pretend it doesnt matter 
fucking with your feelings now ur prolly feeling shattered 
she said im “mysterious” but really its anxiety 
i dont like commitment so im sticking to variety 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse

always w/ kaixan (toshi + souls1)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

indécise (polar)

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