she told me i was hers
before she left me the same night
he told me "stay with me"
but i knew nothing about his life
i don't even know his name
but i still took a chance just to ruin it
tell me what i want to hear 
and it'll go in one ear and out the other

she kissed me on my cheek
and walked out the door
tears rolled down my face 
and onto the floor
i don't even know my name 
or what it was before
she thinks i was a waste
and now i'm just an eyesore
to her

Eyesore

prod: Flxffy_
guitar loop by jkei on looperman

lyrics:
"now im stuck in my head"

what's the point in life if i can't enjoy even a little second?
i end up feeling worse when i notice i don't know what im chasing
i convinced myself that nothing's going on so i'll just keep on breaking
doesn't matter tho cuz i gave up on life ever since that last weekend

i don't like this
everything that happens around feels like its my fault
stop crying
it'll take sometime till they know im not there no more

it wasn't so bad at the start and i miss it
i can't keep going on cuz im sick of it
oh
so i'll slowly keep going insane

i feel tired but i don't wanna sleep
help me get out i've been stuck in a dream
its too late now there's some things i won't see
i'll live my life not knowing what i've missed 

i really do not care if they forget me
i'll probably go back and do the same thing
its cuz the only thoughts i'll end up keeping
are things that im regretting
the people im forgiving

i don't mind it
they're simply just months of my life that i won't get back
i can't help it
just hope that the thougths that i have won't come back to bite

can i get a second?
i need to retrace my steps
i finally feel better
im hoping that it stays like this

i feel tired but i don't wanna sleep
help me get out i've been stuck in a dream
its too late now there's some things i won't see
i'll live my life not knowing what i've missed

(ty for taking the time to listen, it means a lot <3)

dreaming

idontwannadiewithyouagain

bring me to life

typicall

part 1

cover art my me and my irl friend

i hope you enjoy this song

someone botted this song not me

differenttttt

I ask you what you feelin
you don't wanna say 
baby this ain't healing 
when will you let me through your broken walls
you are all I want

reaching for your heart 
I'm so close but still so far away 
speaking to a ghost 
I'm always here to stay
( if you want me) 

now and then 
you play pretend and open up
but you wont let me in 
your veins are filled w cold blood
even though I give you all my love
I fear that its not enough 

I'm always giving you my time 
(why) 
baby you're messing w my mind
I'm always believing your lies 
(your lies)

she puts on a good disguise
I always fall
I'm in the wrong and I cant hide

(I'm in the wrong and i cant hide)
  


broken walls (prod. arramie & veritate)

like us w/ spellscasted

кровь на руках, отпечатки
давай не будем нормальными?
я вроде тебя забываю
я люблю тебя не в адеквате
только на моей кровати
больше ничего не надо

тебе не поможет аптека
полечись моим сердцем
знаю те нравится это
yeah

увы, те понять это
я здесь где-то
я здесь brain
я здесь свет
смысл диалога с леймом?

wow
тебе незачем любить меня
im friendly
but now unfriendly
это база вроде как

тонут как корабль
зачем их спасать?
это просто suicide
и нас не посадят никак

смотрю в твои глаза
чую боль
челы соло сейчас никто
на моем месте некто другой

некто другой
не удивлен
в sixteen
уже привык чувствовать боль

//

невозможно
вернуть назад то че забрал бог
я не уверен
то что все серьезно было всерьез

невозможно
вернуть назад то че забрал бог
то че забрал он
уже не твое далеко

тебе дать swag? да легко
3000 евро на стол
че хотел от тебя этот бро
не понять никому

внутри меня терракт
легко получить
но так тяжело терять
неоспоримый факт
ломлюсь к тебе в dm
протираю глаза
надо мной мрак
как жить тут дай гайд
я не понимал
всего дерьма тогда

lim (naggens, akkiru1)

[Verse 1]
Smoke some blunts until I cannot feel
I don't wanna play tough, but you're being unreal
I don't wanna play tough, but you're not being real
I don't wanna play t— yeah, I don't want that

Spent some bands on marijuana
But she gonna...
Gotta raise some money for my momma
My dad's gonna...

She play she peaceful, lil' hoe Obama
I tried pretending that I don't care about...

[Verse 2]
It's becoming winter, all the leaves just fall now
I'll know it's spring when you just come call now
That'll never happen, I'll go take a walk now
So please just keep me in your mind with this song now

[Hook / Chorus]
Girl, I miss you
That's an issue
Need a tissue
Be my favorite pet, like I'm not Pikachu

My bro Wasian, called him Kuru
Sorry Bojack, when I couldn't help you
I'm not Diane, but you put me in a hurricane, Bojack
What can I do when I make you feel sad?

[Bridge]
Listen to me when you get home
She gotta scream with the headphones
Felt like I put a cherry bomb in my lost zone

Why you left me so lonely?
I act like I don't care when you're around me
In reality I do, can't express it
And no matter what I do, can't confess it

[Outro]
I'll be here just waiting for you
All the days just pass us by
I'll be real, it's kind of scary
But please just know you're always on my mind

iSEKAi RE:LiNK

ovthkeepr.