bessarion

songs against self

stranger in my own home

too dimensional

valentine

false humility

unsung

deadbeat

selfish lovers

constancy

had this sitting around and i dont think i'll ever actually get around to recording it more properly given that i'm currently living at a monastery

useless philosophy
waste of my energy
mental pornography
unattainable ideology

there's no point in being wrong
there's no point in being right
and everything you've ever done
will coincide

your opinions are just desperation
place the blame on the world and you'll feel alright
nothing tangible in an idea
nothing capable of changing your life

lost our way in the farce of life and it's a shame
you wanted a change but you don't ever wanna try
incarcerated thoughts you thought you'd rearrange
it's getting late before you realize

waiting for something
caught in a pipe dream
think you're contrary
you're a branch off the mainstream

there's nowhere else for us to run
there's nowhere else for us to hide
when everything is said and done
does it matter why?

very based

i wanna believe
all the years of indoctrination
i wanna be
a normie with a vaccination
on my knees before the name of Science

i wanna see
equality and emasculation
i'll feel guilty
for being born a caucasian

tell me dreams to the CIA
cause all the normal people are turning gay
i don't want them to think im dangerous
so i'll buy the things and i won't have kids
and i'll masturbate and i'll stay inside
and i'll watch tv til my suicide
and i'll video game and i'll never pray
and i'll smoke the evil thoughts away
and i'll hate dissent and i'll stay in line
and i'll be complicit in my genocide
and i'll mutilate my dignity
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch

last branch

open wound
let out everything
false notions of what i thought i was

squeezing through
it's the death of me
holding on to temporary love

this is cruel
this is everything
cutting off my arm to save my life

and this is truth
if i could believe:
if you die before you die, you won't die when you die

bloodletting

bessarion

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