grab my board

hateage

I am but a number now
a Statistic in a file
They study me and they stare
while I just sit there and smile

so now I'm losing my grip
on a false reality
take your drugs and go away
go away and leave me be

to be anywhere but here
to be somewhere all alone
as a man who has a name
not a picture on a phone

not a number on a screen
not another employee
not to live a life a slave
to those who pay my salary

for once in my life
for once in my life
for once in my life
for once in my life

All I want
is to try
try to feel
feel alive 
All I want
is to try
try to feel
feel alive again 

(just one more time)

Clinincal Trials (demo)

from the album: https://soundcloud.com/w4str/sets/trial-and-error

Road To Nowhere

stay out of my dreams

Track5 VoiceAudio (1): Stay Just a Little While

you were talking about me you were so obsessed
back then times were different compare to now
when i still had friends and i still had you
But all of that is gone and im on the end of the road now

having the gun so close to my head, quick and easy
while this is happening you think, this is all fake
and as my brains splatter around the room, you see blood now

and you think to yourself man, he has nice effects
You ask out for me to stand back up once again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've been in call with a human body

and i wish i can go back, to warn you before hand
but its too late now, im dead at 16
i wish i could've lived, up to 17
but now my parents have to set a funeral date

and you ask yourself dude, he hasn't even moved
You call out loud for me to stand back up again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've seen a teen suicide

you were so obsessed before, what happen to that time?
now im just fading away, from your forgetful mind
its better to burn out rather then to fade away, that's what kurt once said
but now my lifeless soul lays down, finally found peace

Teenage Suicide

I SOUND SO RETARDED

spit you out

HOLLOW

might be lyrics but im drunk so ill check this out later:
i dont need to take a pill
to help me fall asleep
in the late of night
into my mind
thoughts start to creep
i shoulda worked that out
but why does it still hurt right now
time heals wounds
yeah thats so true
but how many years
will i go through
no tear drops
but im still blue
i swear these days
ive got a clue
damn i was dumb back then
now im closed up
numb
no one gets in
how am i
youre wondering
im fine
just sometimes stumblin
chokin up
like my first live show
gotta push on through
dont get too slow
cuz when i feel that drop in speed
thats when i see those memories
thats when i feel the doubt in me
im so fucked up
and incomplete
it should have ended differently
no scab on this cut
i still bleed
chin up man
you will succed
gotta kill that weakness
rest in peace
look how much youve grown and changed
you cant compare
its not the same
they snuffed you
but you kept the flame
olympic torch
hold that proudly
i can see
just what you mean
but some things
still got hold of me
late at night
they drag me deep
just turn it all off
let me sleep

Fall Asleep Prod By Shipi

showing the world what I feel through the music I make

stay out of my dreams

Owen Adamcik

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