leave me aside w/ angelicxmei (diligence)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

@owtiss
prod @neohnq

dont come any closer please just go away
losing my composure i think i need a break
just wanna give up i dont wna stay awake
i cant open up ab the things that eat away

take it all for granted im not safe
wish that i could turn around and say it to ur face
come to my dance and we'll see who breaks! ;)
did you really think that it wasnt too late?

if i keep going like this i wont make it
gimme all this time but i think that imma waste it
you looked so happy but i knew u always faked it
told what i wanted but you'd never understand it

is it my fault?
you dont answer your calls
all you ever want
is someone that im not
dont ask if im alright
ill tell you that im fine
i dont wanna cry
i can't say goodbye

my dance (neohn)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss yeaaaaa first time solo prod :D

accidently remade a melody from omori when making this beat and kinda just ran with it lol
here's the source btw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POMNynMVTk0

ive heard it all before
its easy to say things u dont rly mean
but its not easy to take them back
i can promise u that!
say goodbye its the last
i never wna see u again

its always stuck on loop in my head
it plays again again and again!
now i wake n i feel like im dead..
cuz at night in my bed
all the thoughts they dont end
plays again and again and again.. ;(

ive had about enough
u only believe the things that u wna see
so when it gets a little painful
when im feeling hopeful
ur always so hurtful
how could u say that?
it is what it is..

i just wna see u 
the way that i used to
cuz now when i see u 
i just cannot be true
its hard for me
it hurts to breathe
so honestly
just talk to me :(

u dont mean that (me)

@domerrz
@owtiss 
@77mending
@yashio20k

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think it's the right way
but it's the wrong one
I couldn't mask it
I know it's all dumb
It's really difficult to ask you when it's all done
so I'm doing what I want...
what do I want?

when u see it
would you believe it, on the worst day of our whole lives?
I'm barely breathing, but you don't see it
I'm in the right place, at the worst times...

and I don't feel okay
stuck on the floor again
it never goes my way
I'll try to play pretend
can't find the words to say,
I try to run away
think I can change my fate
there's no other way

got a hole in my chest, got my heart in your arms
if you say it then mean it, I'm falling apart
it's the first in a long time, I've been feeling scarred
it's the worst day I know it
it's feeling so bizarre

u dont mean that (me)

owtiss

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