Pascäal - Drowning In You Rap

Dying For It (feat. Liliana Sommariva)

99% (Recovered)

I Can Take It

Intro

Heaven

v(._.)z

You Can (feat. Liliana Sommariva)

Forerunner’s Foray

Knowitall

11 Not - No

09 Ox Favrit' Beat

08 Be More

i never knew a luh, luh, luh quite like this
gotta be something for me to write this
queen, i know your smile, is a image
crafted from the fields, where the neverending war on love is scrimmaged
if i reached for your hand, would you drop what you hold
no matter the size or importance, will our stories be told?
because of you, i feel new wind when im battling
merging of our souls, for this moment, ive been practicing
tryna be the one that helps you up, to the sky high limit
the one that helps you down, when the clouds, you aint feeling
lets start a new begginning, just you and me
to overcome, all that is that the world now sees 
and tune the hate, and tune the craze out
and tune everything that isn't us, out
your love is like a flower, delicate
but strong like you heaven sent
honestly, its only right we represent


yeah heaven has a height, don't be scared to fall
you can stand on my shoulders, we can be that tall
i'll never call you out your name, that is only the truth
even though, i know you would make every excuse
my goal is to make every morning brand new
a kiss, everywhere, even where you never knew 
i promise, that our love is submerged in the fountain of
youth is fleeting, like the flame of a candle does
lucky for us, when we touch it's electric
a bubble of a world, where our energy's protected
i'd like to say, sex is not the topic at hand
but we know that truth, extends further than hands
through the hills, to the stars, wherever the sky lights
ain't a structure built or made, we can't travel in flight
yeah i know, our relationship's young so far
but it don't take a whole year to love this hard
said, i know we've only known each other less than week
but its still, a hot chill every time that we speak (yuh)
 

i wanna be the one to make you happy the most
also the only one to get you upset, 
copy of a cassete, tape to my heart rhythym and beating
sounding off, every early hour into the evening
till the only calm is the crickets 
extinguishing the day, metronome to our minutes
so i pray everyday more than just the usual
a prayer to a world where our love is the usual
common sense, says not to take this for granted
so sure as the sun rises, in this love my feet stay planted
da* ti**k da ti**kuht*ikuh t**i k**a
man I'll tell you all the rest later on, peace!

My Light

writing secrets on my bedroom walls
i can tell you, we were born to fall

when i talk to, i don't feel so bad
i don't feel nothing at 

wonder now what last entered your mind, i can't tell
making short work of stealing all your time, so well
pray tell the secrets suffocating every minute
of every single day, repeat it always never finished

my heart beat from another land
with the calming grace of mother's hand
writing secrets, and telling me her plans
i don't care, cause my thesis
its well, so long as i can taste her
and get a piece of that

what

tell my several selfs, i'll never realize it
getting money out the wazoo, naked dreams she keeps supplying
i ain't focused on, nothing but the cream of the past 
and i won't shed another tear, until the next one's last


writing secrets on my bedroom walls
i can tell, we were born to fall

when i talk to you, i don't feel so bad
i don't feel nothing at 

all of these scratches that we write in the sand, 
even in company, of storms, can we stand?

when i don't talk with you, i don't feel so well
i can't feel myself

What is my poetry, if it ain't for nobody?
pistol to my heart, i guess we out here catching bodie's
short of any promise, she'd still prolly make it probly
that's why I ain't tell her nothing
stories of my other cousin, wisdom of a flower budding
you should pay attention when you listen, only hearing loving
im a student to this game, my final test im not for losing
these skunts, always choosin
is it really so confusing?

[Chorus]

Wazoo

right now wanna take you to some places
somewhere where we'll see some different faces
we can live on this love on a tight rope
like a glove we can fit and never let go
I was down, when I fell I lost my pieces
on the ground, will you help pickup my pieces

patience is a virtue as im rollin up this swisha
i was thinking in my paste tense, right before i missed her
she be running laps inside my mind , i love it sadly
visions of our spark, while she on top calling me daddy
practice on my heart, so much attention, hurt my liver
had me out late night, after hours, an active sinner
but you know you that u can do oh oh oh
whatever it is you wanna do oh 

[chorus]

switching up these lanes so fast, im pouring up
i started with a bag of kush, smoking lunch
no i can't operate while sober, that's the whole truth
you can't even lie, you know this topic runs the youth
when she was feeling down, i'd be first to try lift her
even when i struggled, she would hide me from my liquor
that's why i stay recording and doing all thes shows
im just hoping i can see here one night at the front row

Places

you don't have to go alone
there more room us to grow
i will know that you are well, without my touch

we don't have to keep the time
with a love that's so divine
we know there's no such time to get out

you know all my heart secrets
you know how just how it feels
you know just where it it goes from here

i know you way more better
the least we'll do is prepare
the worst is always never
your out

i just wanna throw hands aside
i just wanna spread your legs out wide
i just wanna feel you memorizing me

i just wanna tell you such and such
i just wanna hear your breath in french
i don't wanna see you go, alone drowning

i still smell you, even though you're gone
never thought that i would be so sprung
a little water coulda kept me alive
i won't miss you, just come tonight

let's snuggle, i can brush your hair
lose sight of everything and where
i don't wanna see you go alone drowning

How can I make your day the best
lets go where there's no more stress 
how can things grow so obsessively

i just wanna throw hands aside
i just wanna spread your legs out wide
i just wanna feel you memorizing me

[repeat]

i just wanna tell you such and such
i just wanna hear your breath in french
i don't wanna see you go, alone drowning

Water

i just hope that you never retrace your steps
got a spot for the apex sense
moving lakes, planting tents
see im doing everything at rest
while you dragging around with the stress
when ontop of the world there is never really contest
contested never content, thats why i don't take you outside
apple of my eye, stay singing me lullabies, so i never cry

from beyond where your finished, beyond any prison
my mind keeps replaying every second and sentence
i don't mind if you was infatuated with your own feelings
i don't care if you were unable to finish any thought, 
stuck pending, everytime that we ever tried to talk
i could wait, i could take, all the time you would need
basically there's no place in this world i would be
other than by your side, till days that we're free, i will stay 

wishing now you wouldn't forfiet, now im all sad

i still think about you always, running through my head

oh, i don't know if this normal but it feels ri righ- right

yeah its just the price, we gotta pay for us to be all right


there's no cure for depression, left myself read

oh it'd be easier for all of us, brains filled with lead

oh, idk if this is normal, but it feels right tonite

yeah its just the price, that we gotta pay to be all right

Apex Sense

RIP MAC MILLER

heart racing
i can't stop thinking
middle of the night
maybe one last drink

out of time, ya im running out of time
out of time, ya im running out of time

heart racing
i can't thinking
middle of the night
and i might just sink

out of time, ya im running out of time
out of time, ya im running out of time

time and time again
im losing all my friends
all around just a bunch fake people, with stupid grins 
is it the greed of trade, or the gathering of towers?
or this plastic cushion of hate i sit on hour after hour?
show of strength, who can hold their breath the longest
as our cities grow, our lungs become the next conquest
im too scared to ask for forgiveness, murder on my mind
and my gun is my witness, slayin
pray tell, know my wings long fell
memories in mind, waiting trial in a jail cell
on the brink, time is close at hand
for all the dreamers, open ears for my brand new plan
prepare a bath, u know water and soap, something simple
play some sad songs or some sad instrumentals
and just when you feeling clean, and wanna get out
don't, just fall asleep, and make sure that you don't
float, and if you wake, don't panic little baby
forever in the fountain of youth, you're life is lazy...

[chorus]

Worst Day Ever

I wanna shake these covers off
swear they weigh a 100 pounds
would you help get them off of me
never before have i been so secured, with my fate of drowning in my sleep
and it's killing me again
the same old tale
i've been murdered a thousand times
yet once more, I awake to find
there is nothing, no reason to survive
the ebbing of existence, onward and forward
i struggle just to fit in, life is getting shorter
I’m stuck all alone, at the edge of the universe
jumping isn't practical, waking life, i'm forever cursed
the day i have the nerve to author my own epitaph
i hope to have as many syllables, as prescriptions that i've had
and idc if anybody takes notice or recognizes
i've gotten used to being left alone, my life's compromises
it goes onward and forward
hungry desire
scratch at my eyes, i am lonely and tired
i slap at the waves, my hands graps nothing
in this bed, i am done with all the fussing

wooden ships on the water rescue me (x 4)


If I didn’t hold back for my families sake
I would have quit a long time ago
I would have marched up to the boss and spoke from my heart
mam i'm sorry but i have to go
summary of life's existence, endless repitions
i've been murdered a million times
yet once more, I awake to find
there is nothing, no reason to survive
it was a whisper at first, but now i felt it clearly
the light of each thought, painted the ground around and near me
it was as if i was i took a breath for the first time
no resistance, this water's now caressing my mind
it goes onward and fowared
hungry desire
scratch at my eyes, i am lonely and tired
i slap at the waves, my hands graps nothing
in this bed, i am done with all fussing

wooden ships on the water rescue me (x 4)

why sleep when i can drown
is that all you got?
i think too much, im exhausted
is that all you fought?
i want peace, i deserve it
of course, why not? theres better options available, there no need die and rot

i only have myself to blame
there's plenty that say the same
im all alone, i don't exist
if that's true, then this is it
i want so bad to be rescued, so bad to be free
i want nothing in the end, let alone the will to breathe

wooden ships on the water rescue me (x 4)

with life, there's death
no wonder why
many of us are scared inside
i wear my heart on my sleeve, ready to die
because a last day, means no tomorrow and no surprise x3

Wooden Ships (Rare)

March 29th Freestyle (KHRXME, TBD, NOVA, ZACH, VALOU$, OX, Thurty, NES)

lost it.

https://soundcloud.com/kingtbd <- go check tbd's page for more music

Binary - Not The One

Miss me

I met this super fly shorty last week, at the subway
introduced myself with confidence, you know the flyway
told that she's looking real good, im digging her style
so we chopped it up and spoke about our dreams for a while
she was very smart, really impressing me
told me about some different things I never thought of G
but I ain't fibbing at all, you know I lowkey
fantasized about her body laying up close to me
and so I took to the old faithful theater
barely peeped the flick I was merely tryna reason her
to come back to my place, she made a joke and stink face
i took her by the hand, and we left early for some cheesecake
she said she heard of me, and I was taken back
was she playing me all along, what kinda of tea is that
she said "heard through the speaker", all my mixtape cd's
I told her I spit like a choppa, but I come in peace
she didn't laugh at all, instead she crossed her arms
and asked what's my purpose, besides talking so much trash
I told hold up chill, you don't know me yet

she laughed and teased, gassed how she made me sweat
yeah aight bet, made her pay half the check
the day was getting old, the sun about to set

I took her back home, and once inside the room
I got myself freshened up inside the bathroom
I blew her back of course, some prefer intercourse
yes we had sex a lot, some would say falala
and it was damn good, I can't even lie
I got her number right before we both said goodbye
texted her that night, but I got no reply
I figured she was sleeping, I went to sleep myself
and things were really good, for about the whole
we met up ever couple days, and it was lovely g
started getting heart feels for this woman
I know I always say this type of shit be my ruin
NO i am not tripping, and neither poliking
bet I'll keep my head straight, but this one's a bit different

and so the other day, like any other day
we was talking for a while, but she stopped to say
that she gone be away, for bout a whole week
on a business trip, i asked her what's the business b
she said just normal business, I didn't hear a lie
so we went our own both ways, she said she leaves 5

I went to sleep that night, thinking bout her flight
figured I would go and meet her, so that we could say goodbye
woke up in the morning, went to the airport
i walked inside and asked the front desk where's the red resort
she pointed me directions, but I thought to myself
I look kinda crazy, i should go back home and just chill

but right before I left, corner of my eye 
I saw my shawty she was really looking super fly
but right there on her arm, i saw some other dude
i could recognize him, he had some shoes

Super Fly

1st single from ep Binary. Binary is me and TBD

Binary - Brand New

Prod. Credit to:

Jiai - https://soundcloud.com/just-kurisu
Jalen - https://soundcloud.com/couchdreams

Forerunner Freestyle prod. Jiai x Jalen

Fools - Fools prod. Taurs

Fools unite again

Check 1/2 fool Angelo: https://soundcloud.com/user-6449601

Fools - Death Sonnet

Follow my binary brother: https://soundcloud.com/kingtbd

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*Update 10/21/2025 - Back for a lil bit

Goodbye people

I have come to the understanding that this is all an elaborate escape. One that I no longer wish to elaborate upon. If I ever return and this bio changes, I have lost. So long as this message remains, so will I.

If you read this, stop listening so much, stop talking so much. Do more.

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