October 2024

My putrid rap career

may was the month i realized its not worth it
keep it pushing 

5. ima be okay i think

1. springtimesuicide

2. strange

3. bury me

wat u thinking @w8me

ion think this is working @sprintworldwide

be urself @ash58

2. u_not_on_nothing

ashes in a fucking bong

5. not new 2 dis

4. wtvr

3. ion wana hear it

1. yoshie

doing 222 much

like yo mama

prod me
sample : https://soundcloud.com/quited1/nthngsreal-ep?si=a957a4d06dc34a69bbd66585ac9782a7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

u kant sk8 wit us xp

i was on my own

as mush as i h8 the fact yall ditched me i understand

im sorry the frens i let down @sprintsaver

produced record mixed and mastered by springtime 
just had 2 play my part
how can tht 
be so hard?
idk
but now i bleed thru my art
screaming at microphones
as im scratching my arm
grinding my teeth 
just wanna rip it apart 
no idea 
where 2 even start?
im so fucked up
but dnt wanna cause harm 
even more than i did
wish i didnt do it 
oftentimes i wish i didnt exist 

i know u think tht ima piece of shit 
and i know u think tht i just didn’t care 
i rlly wanna fucking grow from this 
but all i do is just be self aware 
pulling on my hair 
tryna relieve my stress 
know tht im at my worst 
rest in peace 2 my best

know its all my hed 
just like u said :(

1. just had 2

evrythng made by springtimesuicide 

running as far u can
the demons find u
ur shadow holds ur scars from past
its right behind u 
the devil likes how fucked u are 
he doesn’t mind u 
what way u hurt tells me of ur psych
 its what defines u

boy dont be dumb 
u know theres no escape 
u know u’ll nvr change 
u’lll always be this way
2x

4. no escape dummy

evrythng made by springtimesuicide 

i got a lot 2 know 
i got a lot more 2 show
and im on my own 
but ima be okay 

its ok 2 fall 
just dont stay there 4 so long
dont stay there 4 so long
or else u’ll get lost

5. a lot 2 know

evrythng made by springtimesuicide 
crying in the shower 
cuz deep down i know it wouldn’t be enuf 
crying in the shower 
cuz deep down i knew tht ur love was a bluff 
strip me from my power 
take myself out and return to dust 
mourning from some hours 
cuz i know ill just nvr be loved again

and i barely have any fucking friends
who cares for me like how u did back then 
why the heck am i so evil? what even happened?
to me, i dont know, but i been lacking 
in bout evrythng i do 
i know tht im doomed 
i know tht im screwed
not single exit 
damn im such a fool
use me like tool 
this world can be cruel 
springtimedepression
can’t leave a message 
bleeding thru my lyrics 
i just cry for help 
but they pretend they cant hear it 
when my head gets cowered 
i cant hear myself the clearest 
boyfail singer 
at the bottom of the tier list

2. crine in the shower

evrythng made by springtimesuicide 
i lost my mind 
tryna fit it with yall
it fucked me up 
now i crashed myself 
into a brick wall 
somehow survived 
i can’t tell if i should live or die 
cuz ima prick 
but i try my best 2 change at times 
but always fail 
i wanna 
be human 
before i 
kill myself some day
but im so 
damn putrid
and foolish 
i should just rot and decay

its so painful tryna be what u want 
makes me rebel 
evry fuck up just sit there to taunt 
go fuck urself
i can’t shake it all these feelings they haunt
it feels hell 
i don’t know if i should strive or be gone
i just can’t tell

3. oh well, try again

all by spring

walking down the avenue
where we use to be 
u her and me 
laying low smoking weed 
now im all alone 
and i still hear ur voice in the trees 
see us walking down streets 
whyd it have be me 
u don’t know 
how much i regret 
ur were right 
i lost all my respect 
im defeat 
my mercy is gon be my death 
im so weak 
well at least i tried my best 

they say springtime so unstable 
i just got a lot shit on my table 
all times tht we had were like a fables
all the wrong tht i faced made me hateful
fuck lyfe nigga guess tht im ungrateful 
all the shit i feel is so painful 
i don’t even think im rlly even able
i just jus cry with black feathered angels 
u cant hurt me now 
but there still scars on my body 
they treat like a lolcow 
they treat me like a nobody 
don’t wanna see shit go down 
just wanna cope with my hobbies 
just wanna cope with my hobbies 
so pls just leave me alone

just leave me alone
4x

miss karma let me free (╥﹏╥)

i aint gon txt back ;p

1. i fucking h8 it.mp3

2. facades.mp3

3. r.i.p the best of me.mp3

A1. ion wana be the problem

A2. i hate myself my lyfe n my mental state

im starting to give up despite how far I feel like I’ve come

A3. up in my hed

a flip of BALANCE original pord overpade 
sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySlLq9t2qgc
vocals: https://soundcloud.com/overpade/balance-prod-overpade?si=ae09bce901044837a18ae7af79db44b5&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
and the drums were just a sample loop lol 


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