Xaviersobased - shouldn't w/ zayguapkid [prod: 13thall & notiplug] @DJPHATTT EXCLUSIVE

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mixed with and mastered by Safeguard

7 Lines (prod. Ivvys)

Wedding Day 💍

CRASHDAWHIP ('what you sippin on' DJ GARFISH REM!X)

MAGETEARS

she wants more but she's too fucked up so i poured it for her  
i can see it in her eyes she dont know i adore her
if she told me she was leaving id be fuckin floored
im in deep washed away from shore id do anything she asks for her

always fuckin shit up for myself im my own saboteur
said if i hate myself cant love her i cant concur
im so tired of missing the concept of "what we were"
i see everything i wish i was reflected in her 

past ten years of my life theyve all just been a fuckin blur
im locked in youre just an amateur you wish you were me
this ringing in my ear its evolved into a scream
ive spent 2 straight days just doin nothing  except for drinking

ive been the worst thing for me

ive been hurting myself worse than anyone else could ever hurt me

awake late at night
im fuckin freezing in my room 
i dont wanna fight
im so tired of getting drunk and getting high
poison myself just to fuckin funcion what a shitty way of copin

when things get hard 
just fuckin run from them
feel like im fallin apart
drop me and crack the porcelain
everyone else is finished before i even start
im tired of bein here i wanna be with the stars


she wants more but she's too fucked up so i poured it for her  
i can see it in her eyes she dont know i adore her
if she told me she was leaving id be fuckin floored
im in deep washed away from shore id do anything she asks for her

always fuckin shit up for myself im my own saboteur
said if i hate myself cant love her i cant concur
im so tired of missing the concept of "what we were"
i see everything i wish i was reflected in her

four prod takuori

happy new year - just finished this
Gonna fix the mix for EP5
thank you for an excellent year

Boarding an hour long train
Haven’t seen you in forever still have nothing to say
Sit on the couch and I wait
While Self inducing a haze 
10 hours Ubers and planes
Doing this before it’s too late

I’m letting everyone know in my life that every day I’m so grateful
Even when I might seem tired and bored
Or it’s not a perfect day
Not like it could never be
cause I’m so lucky that you’re in my life

I find myself always stressing out, about the things I can’t even control
I’m reaching down into the bottom of the bowl
I think this life’s not even about chasing the highs running from the lows
I’ll figure out which way that my life might have to really go

If you love something then do it
But you can’t love like everything you do
If you need a change, then you just gotta get to it
Like That’s the only thing you’ll ever do

highs&lows (control2) (demo mix)

prod @weareapartment9 and mvc b

heard that boy who tried to rob me
went and killed himself
i got pussy all aound me, 
put some on the shelf
she got t4t 
embroidered on a bb belt
stupid bad bitch got a kandi
with my name misspelled

sixteen hundred in my pocket
watch u try to rob it
introduce u to the rocket 
aint afraid to pop it
popping rocks inside my pocket
take it to the noggin
and ya shorty give me neck
aint she aint trynq stop it

off a ecstasy, this bitch im with
is off a pill 
thick bad DID shorty
that's a 3 piece meal
yeah, im cute, way cuter
than your boyfriend
i wont fuck a twink cuz
theyre way too annoying

yeah the money talks
lowkey the money chokes
bad bitch put a ben frank
right inside her throat 
i dont care if the bitch im with
used be a hoe 
i dont care is the bitch im with is
lowkey still a hoe

heard that boy who tried to rob me
went and killed himself
i got pussy all aound me, 
put some on the shelf
she got t4t 
embroidered on a bb belt
stupid bad bitch got a kandi
with my name misspelled

WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT BOY?

(fxwn)
i cant sleep well less she's on my bed layin on my body
the shit i say is fax and they always just tryna copy
im so damn tired i need another coffee
tripped over my feelings thank god she was there and caught me  

my heads spinning im so nauseous think i did too much
cant hold myself up when im walking shes my fuckin crutch
throw hands if i think you talk shit even if its just a hunch
tgc hold me down but i know she'll back me up 

i dont wanna ever see you round here
last year wasnt for me but this is gonna b my year
dont play your shit around me keep that shit up out my ears
i pull shots wont ever catch me drinkin no beer
you dont know shit bout this game im a fuckin seer
need to stop feelin put back everclear
droppin shit that ppl wanna hear
unlike you

(@1sunsuu)
you know I've had enough
I'm tired of giving love
my heart girl it's not tuff
can you stop breaking apart
promise I'll make it work
girl I'm just tryna figure it out
can't put my feelings to words
words I can not spit it out

I'm tryna be the fucking best for ya
I know it's wrong for me to slowly giving up on ya
and you be acting that my heart doesn't mean nothing to ya
and I'm so sorry I didn't mean do any harm to ya

(fxwn)
i cant sleep well less she's on my bed layin on my body
the shit i say is fax and they always just tryna copy
im so damn tired buh i need another coffee
tripped over my feelings thank god she was there and caught me  

my heads spinning im so nauseous think i did too much
cant hold myself up when im walking shes my fuckin crutch
ill throw hands if i think you talk shit even if its just a hunch
tgc hold me down but i know she'll back me up

seer w/ sunsuu prod flojy yashio moz

"It's Your Life"

https://soundcloud.com/polearm https://soundcloud.com/wonder-xo-music

I’ll sever open ends
Peel off my skin
Before I play pretend
What I believe
It’s easy but it’s not
I’ll never grieve 
For everything I’m not

The stitches that I sew can’t hold
The shape I perceive myself, what i wanna be
One day I’m gonna fade but i will never plead
But I’m still choking on some air I shouldn’t breathe

Though everything that I bled
Was only a mean to ends
It still tore me to pieces Before I had begun
Just save me a piece, in a minute I’ll be gone
just walking away before I fuck all this up

From what I’ve seen
And the things I tolerate
Inside my head
Doesn’t matter to me how much I’m making myself bend
Live in fear of what’s ahead 
Doesn’t matter if I’m in the lead
Lead or lag, it’s all the same?

But When it’s all dust
And all the seams come undone
Products of fucking up and I can’t seem to run
But if the moment comes don’t think I’ll see I won
No matter how it’s spun 

Face down the gun
Feel your fingers numb
Watch it start to bleed
As the monkey paw curls

It’s a suicide game 
Feel the round recoil
rust coats the frame
as the mech breaks down 
Entombed on a high note
But what would I know
I was born to burn
brighter than the sun
they tried to shoot it down
from the parapets
shilled skulls catch fire  
Its double-edged sword

The stitches that I sew can’t hold
The shape I perceive myself, what i wanna be
One day I’m gonna fade but i will never plead
But I’m still choking on some air I shouldn’t breathe

One day i'm going to fade but i won't go

One

Self inflicting wounds and wiping the blade clean
But if you think too deep, you’re dancing on my grief
I find myself telling the truths that I cannot repeat
Although I give advice I fear I’m not unique
I’ll sever open ends
Peel off my skin
Before I play pretend
What I believe
It’s easy but it’s not
I’ll never grieve 
For everything I’m not

Im billy the hero
Don’t you understand 
We breath life divine
Between our teeth 
it’s a common loss
of an uncommon goal
doves start to cry
As the doe scream loud

MAGETEARS

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