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Nothing,nowhere.   one take: MEMORY_FRACTURE

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Eternal Embers

🎬 Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition)
by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) drifts through the wreckage of love and survival — a slow, haunting reflection on watching someone you can’t save disappear into their addiction. The world feels empty, colorless, and cold; every echo is a memory, every silence a goodbye. It’s not just about losing someone to drugs — it’s about losing the version of yourself that believed things could still be repaired. The song unfolds like a cinematic elegy: spoken, aching, hollow. A voice trapped in time, whispering through the ruins of what could have been.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You’re just a poor boy, but now you’re gone — threw it all away.
Your body’s aching all the time; you’re feeling like you just want to die.

[Chorus]
Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see —
You’re just a poor boy. Is this the real life, or is this just fantasy?

[Verse 2]
Remember the nights we held each other tight?
Now it’s all gone, you’re lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind.

[Bridge]
So many nights I cried, hoping you’d come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost — gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you’re just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most.

[Outro]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written in the aftermath of a love I couldn’t save. We had finally reached a moment in life where it felt like our time — the kids were grown, the chaos had quieted — but addiction stole that chapter before it ever began. Watching someone you love fade into their own self-destruction is like standing in a burning city, powerless to move. Lost Fantasy became the echo of that helplessness — the sound of grief in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree transforms lived pain into cinematic truth. Every song is an emotional film — layered with raw honesty, sound design, and storytelling that blurs the line between memory and art. Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) embodies that mission: it’s not just a track; it’s a requiem for what love becomes when it meets its own apocalypse.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) by 4Me2BeFree

Cuenta la historia de la vida de una cantante.

¿Quien escucha?

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

i'll break my word [prod fats'e]

occam's razor

blood stains

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

ft @ihateshinigami
prod @93feetofsmoke

I'm in the dark now, tryina think bout 
where i'm going, never know now
and that's alright, you could be mine
but we don't got time for that shit
and thats alright
thats alright
we don't have time for that shit right now
and thats alright
thats alright
you could be mine 

that's alright
you could be mine

guess it's whatever, I don't mind anymore
keep my eyes up to the skyline
lately i don't mind much
when my eyes low burning on the sidewalk
shoes been scuffed up 
working til the nightfall
I don't need no phone, no one hits me up
got my boy right here and thats my back up
you don't know us
you don't know much

you can find me faded in the backseat
keep my eyes low just because i cant see
all the passerby's throw stones
so watch my skin bleed
they don't know I'm leveled up 
i think its funny, ha
think that I'm fallin but maybe its all in my head
i cant pretend
laying in this bed i made is ever good for anything
thought that you cared but now everything bout you is sus
don't give a fuck
got my brothers by side i know they'll always pick me up

and that's alright
we don't have time for that shit right now
thats alright
you could be mine

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