plz shuffle--- [indie chillout] --- stuff I like to listen to in the afternoon, a bit lighter, something you might hear at an indie coffee shop? chillax

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Digital Meadow

Quiver

Emily Lind - Tantra Practice

Listen/Stream: https://smarturl.it/mazdegone
Pre-order the album on Vinyl: https://smarturl.it/MazdeVinylPreOrder

Lyrics

Some day I hope to feel
Like all this was the plan
I know my love was real
But we won’t meet again

This chapter has to close
It’s written in the past
It’s something that we chose
So baby here’s my last try
To finally say goodbye
It’s time
No more asking why

Since she’s gone
All there is, is rain
Hold this song, as the witness of my pain

I’m swimming in sorrow
Girl you got my hopes up
Escaping tomorrow
Guess I have to grow up

The story is tragic
Remember what you said
Where is the magic?
Over now, too bad

I’m in love with someone
And I might even come close to her
Oh we’re flying high
And I don’t want to fall down

Since she’s gone
All there is, is rain
Hold this song, as the witness of my pain

Listen/Stream

Gone

Snowplow

Snowplow (feat. Skullcrusher)

Nylon

Normal

Magnificent

Tests

I just really love old '90s R&B, and I wanted to make an R&B song. I wrote and recorded this late one night after receiving a little midi keyboard I ordered on eBay. It was the first beat I ever made on my own, just tapping my desk, and I loved the way it came together.

Sorry I Missed You

If You Want Me - Single

If You Want Me

De Youth World Food Day Podcasts serie!
De toppers van Ztack Radio hebben een reeks mensen geïnterviewd voor deze serie over verschillende onderwerpen van milieuactivisten tot VN jongerenvertegenwoordigers. Alles rondom de Youth World Food Day komt aan bod!

Xander Beks en Lisanne van Oosterhoud | Youth World Food Day

Official audio by Maddy Hicks

Stream "Roster" here: https://maddyhicks.lnk.to/Roster

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Written by Maddy Hicks
Produced by Daniel Weber
Mixed by Pedro Calloni
Art by Max Angles

I’m collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It’s going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I’m the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they’ll think I’m faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Thought if I was telling the story
Putting guys in clear categories
Shutting off my heart and playing booksmart
I could just stay in the good parts
Where’d she go, the girl I used to be
Believed in love and still looked up to me
In the game too long, I think I lost her
Thought I was building my roster, but

I’m collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It’s going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I’m the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they’ll think I’m faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Just say it, spit it out
You don’t want me around
I’ll give you space enough to leave me
But leave the door open if need be
And it’s all fun and games
Til I can’t love the same
I’m filling glasses left and right but
Soon there will be nothing left in mine, cause

I’m collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It’s going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I’m the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they’ll think I’m faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Roster

Dinka - Campfire

Siberia

Banner (Acoustic)

The second track from my debut EP "Leftovers."

Lyrics:
Talk about things that you'll try to forget
These leftover feelings I've kept in my head 
A lot about walls and the girls that got through
And how I do not regret any of you 
One had a laugh that could make you believe
The worst joke you've heard was a new masterpiece 
Another with eyes that could speak for themselves 
The beauty revealed everything that she held 
Its leftover loving
It's built up and held back 
It's going to attack
It's leftover loving 
It's wasted on my lack of things 
That I'm attached to 
These are things that I'll never forget
The talks in my car and the time that we spent 
Just telling each other we felt so in love
Like we were hand picked and sent down from above 
Go get a job after college they say
Well, none of that mattered to me in those days 
Cuz once someone gives themselves over to you
Happiness won't ever feel so true

Leftovers

Soulection White Label - Monte Booker

Baby

Now what? I want to love and be loved. There were three people that I felt connected to after you, and I wanted to take them, and have them take me, to the elevated state that I thought me and you were going to get to together. I asked the same thing of them I asked of you, but was  stopped short. 

Lyrics:
With your head in my lap in a cab in the rain
Looking down at you looking up at me and we’re thinking the same thing
Go smoke a spliff in bed 
Pull the covers over our heads
Then-

Build me a staircase up to your cloud and don’t let me down 
Never let me down

With yourself ‘round the world and myself in Philly
What do I have to do to get my hands on what I’m seeing on screen?
Go to New Amsterdam 
Show you what kind of guy I am
Then- 

Build me a staircase up to your cloud and don’t let me down 
Never let me down
Build me a staircase up to your cloud and don’t let me down 
Never let me down

With your name in my head through a friend of a friend
Thinking this is it but I haven’t even met you yet
I wanna tell myself I miss you
I wanna tell my sister I kissed you
I wanna tell my mother I love you
I wanna tell your father about his daughter NOW

Build me a staircase up to your cloud and don’t let me down 
Never let me down
Build me a staircase up to your cloud and don’t let me down 
Never let me down, no

About POV (https://www.soundcloud.com/bleedtherads/sets/pov):
(One year ago) I fell in ~love~ with someone that simultaneously fell out of love [sic] with me, all as I was about finish college with absolutely no idea what I was going to do with my life. As I assessed the damage in the wake of graduation, and as everyone around me moved forward with their lives while I remained stuck in the same place, these songs came out of me like shrapnel. I used live drums and drum machines to vocode guitars, synths, and pianos to suck the life out of the mixes to echo how life had been sucked out of me. And I used digitally crafted harmonies to lift up my fragile vocals. In succession, they’re about as hollow sonically as I was emotionally, but they look with optimism to resolve at the close- follow along with the lyrics in the track descriptions to better trace the narrative I’m trying to tell and like and share if you're picking up what I'm trying to put down. This isn’t an LP, this is my POV.

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Listen to Bleed the Rads:
Soundcloud: @bleedtherads 
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2NsZvxtzazgxufm2nok4sC

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Spotify

Cabs in the Rain (S O Y K Reprise)

idle

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Slushii - Walls (if we fight )(Lo- Fi beat)

Slow Bloom

Here Anymore

Tayrona

Tayrona ((feat. Wilsen) [Henry Green Rework])

From 'The Friendless Summer' EP - available now on all platforms!
LINK: stem.ffm.to/thefriendlesssummer

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