Name: Pain Of Realization by P.I.X.E.L.
Duration: 6 min 2 s
Description: "Pain of Realization" talks about the past, in the future, regrets, knowing without knowing and the realization of oneself. A dialogue that somehow takes place somewhere deep in my essence. A journey through the stages of grief; and rise of the phoenix.

Got It Going On. ft A Tribe Called Quest

been listening to alot of gospel jazz accapella groups recently

Windmills Of Your Mind

homage to the soul & neo-soul legends. Hope you guys enjoy.
yeah it's ya boi on the vocals. 

artwork by https://soundcloud.com/abstractyouth

Heart this on hypem here: http://hypem.com/track/25ga2/Chris+McClenney*+-+Live+it+Up+(demo)

My 2014 Discography:
http://www.mediafire.com/download/o1858yjlo00b857/McClenney_2014.zip

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Live it Up (demo)

"Pain of Realization" talks about the past, in the future, regrets, knowing without knowing and the realization of oneself. A dialogue that somehow takes place somewhere deep in my essence. A journey through the stages of grief; and rise of the phoenix.

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Pain Of Realization

Left & Right

Usually I don't listen to my set recordings, but this year as I was on my home from Wonderfruit I decided to give my recording from 2022 a listen and it quickly became apparent to me that... it's a banger.  It weaves together several riyoon eras. It revisits my very first live set ever at Jai Thep 2018, going to pre-thailand riyoon (2015-2017) and modern riyoon 2020+. Oldskool listeners will recognise old stories woven into currents affairs.

To prepare for this gig Polygon flew me out to London a month before the gig to the L-Acoustics UK studio. Davey and the Matts helped me map individual tracks from my live set to the Polygon's system, which then allows the sound engineers to take individual sounds and send them into the spatial 360 sound system as I'm playing live.

It was a crazy process, but hearing my tracks come alive in 3d space with help of talented engineers was worth it, even if just for that one gig.
Since I first saw Polygon in 2018, it has been a little dream of mine to play it and that dream has come to life. I'm feeling incredibly grateful to be able to share my creations on increasingly advanced sound systems, letting me touch people's hearts in more ways than I ever thought I could. May we have more opportunities to feel and heal each other, through music, art, movement. May we have another magical dance around the sun in 2025. Wherever you might be.
~thank you~ 
~i love you~

Recorded 15 DEC 2022. Rendered & Published 23 DEC 2024

Riyoon at Wonderfruit | Polygon | Stereo Render

London has a lot of soul. Unbeknown to many, there's a brimming school of young artists striding in the footprints left by the likes of Omar, Sade and other seasoned, UK neo-soul veterans. Ego Ella May is one of the most promising graduates, endorsed by Mr. "There's Nothing Like This" and strapped with a growing discography that now includes the Zero EP. Released earlier this month, it's three songs of cocoa butter smooth R&B with plenty of Ego's vocal prowess moisturised across it.

MNDSGN massages his own charm into the remix of "Tea & Sympathy" - a tale about sorry being the hardest way. Out goes the South American shuffle of the Budgie-produced original, and in comes ample amounts of Sunday morning chill courtesy of a sauntering organ melody.

Catch the whole Zero EP as a free download here: https://egoellamay.bandcamp.com/album/zero

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Ego Ella May "Tea & Sympathy (MNDSGN 91 Remix)" - Boiler Room Debuts

This is Dubtempo (VA)
Artists : @chalangasound @al-jive-mestizo
Release date : April 20th 2025
Stream/Download : https://fanlink.tv/dubtempo
Original concept and curation by @don-mescal
Label: @cosmovisionrecords

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We are excited to present "This is Dubtempo", curated by Don Mescal : a groundbreaking compilation that pushes the boundaries of sound. In this visionary project, the timeless essence of reggae and dub fuses seamlessly with the cutting-edge worlds of electronic and downtempo music. More than just a collection of tracks, this compilation is a sonic journey where deep reggae rhythms blend effortlessly with atmospheric electronic beats. This project invites listeners to explore uncharted territories, offering a soulful fusion that transcends genres and redefines the reggae experience in the modern electronic landscape.

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Linktree - https://fanlink.tv/cosmovision

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[Premiere] Chalanga - Million Times feat Al-Jive Mestizo & Chanelle M [Cosmovision]

In Different Form (Remixes) reimagines the original EP through three distinct lenses. apaj and luçïd weave deep, atmospheric downtempo renditions, stretching the tracks into rich, contemplative soundscapes. Faul & Spaeth take a different route by distilling the energy to its essence with a focused, driving dance groove. Each remix brings a new perspective to Laaar's playful emotions. The core lingers, but its expression transforms—to a different form.

@apaj_duc
@laaarmusic

Artwork designed by Omar Tara
Mastered by Cid Inc.

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Premiere: Laaar - Bound (apaj Remix)

In good old label tradition, Feines Tier presents the new Zoo Compilation Volume 4. You can keep the first half of tracks 1-11 in mind as The Deep Tracks and from 12-21 as The Action Tracks. These were our internal working titles anyway. In the end, it's a big compilation with 21 artists that we don't want to pigeonhole, because it's a big zoo! Thank you to Marcel Kreuzer aka Zoologne for the lovely cover art.
Tracklist
Lemonella, Leeu - Back to Earth, Back to Reality
Ninze - Almost There
Suricata - Okoli
ACUA - Ghost Train (Gorgin & Motip White Remix)
Fonz - Incentiva
Jake the Rapper / Midas 104 Orange feat. Alaska
Pawas - Detachment
Alejandro Veneno - Codigo Codigo Codigo
Johannes Klingebiel - Scary Movie
Heimlich Knüller / Claus Fussek - Gerbi feat. Coco
Keikee - The Money Never Falls From Trees
SuSu - Sing Sing !
Roe Deers - Move
Fausto - I Don't Remember Your Name
Thomass Jackson - Danny T
Umbra - Velvet Backseats
Schlepp Geist - Casting Shadows feat. Carmen Mainegra
Bryan Kessler - Fire
Fundamental - Hooligans
C.A. Ramirez - FM Memories
Tarallo Crunch Ensemble - The Fonk (Luca Mustos Vintage Funk Flip)

Feines Tier Zoo Vol.4

Back to Earth, Back to Reality

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Lemonella & Leeu - Back to Earth, Back to Reality

Tom Misch & Yussef Dayes - Sensational  

Song credits:

Recorded Live & Engineered at Unwound Studios by Syed Adam Jaffrey
Mixed by Tom Misch & Syed Adam Jaffrey
Produced by Tom Misch
Executive Production by Tom Misch & Yussef Dayes
Guitar by Tom Misch
Drums by Yussef Dayes
Bass by Rocco Palladino 
Strings by Tobie Tripp
Written by Tom Misch, Rocco Palladino & Yussef Dayes

Taken from the album "What Kinda Music" which is out now on Beyond The Groove / Blue Note Records.

You can purchase or stream the album here:
http://whatkindamusic.com
http://whatkindamusicuk.lnk.to/whatkindamusicSo 

Follow Tom Misch:
Website http://smarturl.it/TomMischWebsite
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