old fashioned

suffocate

demo for a song i wrote for garden of chaos
shh i realize now that cactuses isn't a word shhhhh

lyrics:

i don't know where to begin with you
don't know how to say goodbye
i remember drowning in your almond perfume but now i know that it was cyanide

and you didn't have to go
but you didn't have to say
you'd stay till tomorrow
and then vanish today

vanish into grey

planets and stars and cactuses and flower crowns
even my dashboard's about you
here's to hoping i'd get out of this prison town
here's to coping without you

you shoulda just said what's on your mind
instead of leaving me on read, taking all the blame
i'm better off dead, thanks for your time--
god, you're driving me insane

making my hair go grey

you shoulda just said what's on your mind
instead of leaving me on read, taking all the blame
i'm better off dead, thanks for your time--
god, i don't even know your name

it's all shrouded in grey

Grey (Demo)

sampled from mxmtoon's "feelings are fatal" 
link to original song: https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon/feelings-are-fatal-something

penn looks bored