SHATTERED CAVE

I am the dark side of god
So many lives have fought through me
Swarms of us celebrate me
And my bounteous heart
Black leaves bowed to the moon
As dark as I am
As dark as you are
They will recognise it when it comes
As enlightenment

Fraudulent fertile foetal fallow

Inexhale in twisted ripples
Nightmare mother crutched homewrecker
The beast had to go somewhere
The pain was pooling behind the sofa
Even the fast was longing to break
My pieces gather and birth a data feast
You want this to end I fear
But each end begets a beginning

Whispered promises
That states are temporary
Music to my alien ears
Panic states are temporary
Nation states are temporary
Sponge words plugged into wounds
Faultlines won’t fall into line
And rebirths expire in both directions

Work me
Work me out
Work me over
Worked woke
Worn off out working

Soul enemy of mine,
can i meet myself in your maze?

A form a form a form a form a former former
amorphous
exhausted
decade
new shoots in old sheets
already dry and brittle
Ice-thirsty soul
Time has rotten us

Drawn with me
Drown by me
Undrudgedrogyny

Pain sucked to the bone
and out of this poor vessel
mercurious pours

Extinct empath exile

Make me believe you we can escape this
Return to ourselves
Beyond the fraid centres
Of that stillstanding
Feory

Mind-to-mind combat
I burn obsolescence
And you smoke the fumes

Ventricular decadence
Orthodontic remedy
I corrupt rhythm
For this cellular catastrophe

Counterstructural relief
Disbanished
Metapsychic release
Meanings undread

Pierce me through with the thread of the forest
Weave the fabric of the night through our skull cave
I will become a piece of them or
Failing that I will make peace with me

Perdition lost
Malevolence restores

Cleanses me tooth by tooth
Bastard king rethroned
His name unsoiled in unnamed soils

Suffer me no more
Succumb to me no less

We will mine blackgold in the moonlight
and stitch prayers for the bowelled together

𐠒  𐠒  𐠒  𐠒


poem by danya (@seigerecht)

artwork by @kastoxxx

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I AM THE DARK SIDE OF GOD

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