Asterism

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Introduction in English:

On a Saturday, 9 June 1989, I receive a phone call from my mother at around 6 am. She seems to be laughing. But as it soon turns out, tears are bursting out of her. At first she can only say one sentence: "Your father is dead". Then her voice fails. I, who has just been roused from my sleep by the ringing, at first think it's a bad joke. My father, not even 55 years old, dead, who had been so full of energy in the last few months? With whom I had spoken lively on the phone just a week ago?
Then my eldest sister comes to the phone. She speaks like a robot, as if she has frozen all her feelings inside herself.
She confirms the sudden death of my father from a heart attack and urges me to come immediately from Berlin to southern Germany (800 kilometres away).
Much of what happened after that - from the last encounter with my father in the morgue, to the years of vacillating between feelings of liberation and sometimes massively frightening "I'll bring you to me in the realm of the dead" nightmares after his funeral, to finding a deeper inner peace with him in the last few years - I wrote down and sang about in the following song "My Father in Heaven".      
However, the song lyrics are not chronological, but set in 2011, in which I am all alone on a beautiful summer day in the cemetery where my father's grave is located. From this day I start a retrospective and an outlook.     

Lyrics:

My Father in Heaven

What a beautiful day
All alone in the graveyard 
Come to visit you
Without a grudge

It's unbelievably quiet
Hear the dead deep asleep 
In an beyond harbour
Be with you soon

I hated you sometimes 
Had you so gladly touched,
You're gone too soon 
Left me alone with the dirt 
Of this life.

Wanted to tell you so much more 
You can't sneak away like that
A moment ago you were still there  
I felt quite close to you,

Now only 
A cold hand in the morgue
Nothing more moves

My father in heaven, 
I miss you very much, 
With wistfulness my heart sometimes
Becomes so heavy

When you were suddenly dead
Many things seemed easier, 
I moved forward in life, 
I looked free

but when I slept at night,
you'd come into my dreams, 
trying to pull me over, 
to the land beyond.

You didn’t let me go for so long 
Lying like a black mourning box
On my chest and belly, 
Felt like I was in a tube 
Trapped by you.

Often couldn’t defend myself
Felt completely without power 
When in the deep of the night
you came to my room, 

without a body, 
pure soul contact,
worlds still unknown to me.

Father in heaven,
do you hear me now,
I speak to you in peace, 
I am no longer hurt.

Your grave is newly decorated,
I've picked a bouquet for you, 
I sit down with you, 
I surrender tot he silence
peaceful silence. 

I am here now, you there
even if the wall separates us,
we see each other invisibly, 
You always stay close to me, 

I'll go on now, 
Stay here, 
I'll be back soon

Father in heaven
I think of you often 
You are indispensable, 
Come with me....

My Father in Heaven

My Father In Heaven

Remix of the song ‘Seawall’ by Neev 
Music and Lyrics: Neev
Record Label: Trapped Animal Records
Remixed by Ray

Original Track: bit.ly/45aZR1b

Neev - Seawall (Remix)

Song composed & created by The Boilerman
Eric created & plays: all stomp box, harmonic, vocal & distorted lead & rhythm guitar
Eric created & mix's: all drum, bass, ambient, synth, vocals
Master mixing by E.H.T Studio
Thank you for listening

Dream Catcher

(as if I could fly)

On such a beautiful sunny afternoon, she appeared to me
The warmth of the sun kissed her brown hair with glee
Her smile radiated pure joy, filling the air with delight
No words could capture the beauty I saw, try as I might

At that moment, time stood still, as if in a dream
Her presence cast a spell, like a gentle flowing stream
Noemí, the embodiment of grace and elegance so rare
Her every movement, a symphony, beyond compare

Her eyes sparkled like diamonds, reflecting the azure sky
And I couldn't help but get lost, yes, as if I really could fly
On such a beautiful sunny afternoon, she captivated my soul
A melody of love and desire, that I cannot control

Noemi, you're the muse who inspires my every line
Your presence in my life, a blessing so divine
No words can truly express the magic you bring
On such a beautiful sunny afternoon, it's you I sing.

Noemi,

Noemi,

Noemi,
    
Today

.............................................................................  

Paper boats in my pocket

Lost dreams from a childhood shipwreck, only to awaken later.

And, as peculiar as, benign is the love that moves, within today, 
hearing rainwater, again, on that harsh afternoon of the year, falling.

The boatman Drowns,

My sense of caution or place, let it come to the heart, your eyes, 
maybe tormented, suffered dozens of dead memories on time, 
absence of one and his hope, she with her eyes so old,
so far away. No rhythm. Hope is dead still once.

I walked these days, between the waves of time.

Noemí

This song is dedicated to our beautiful black cat we named Coco.  We adopted Coco when she was just a few months old and she had the softest black coat of any cat we've ever seen and her eyes were like huge round butterscotch candies.  We adopted her and her brother during COVID in January 2021.  On November 2, 2023, at the tender age of 3, she ingested something poisonous and we were immediately forced to make the decision that would end her life far too soon.  

This song is a mix of hip-hop rhythms, acoustic guitar, synths and classical strings.  The abrupt ending signifies Coco's departure from our family, much too early.

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