i still wonder if she fw me

beware - deftones

Lovers From The Past

Cherry Waves

Lyrics:

My love you and I
Could consume the night
And Become one with the sky
As we fall and my faith is recalled
Every part of me thralled by your touch
Why?
Is this love? I don't know
Could you entrust me your soul?
As we fight fire with sound
I ask could you stay for a while?

As the wolves begin to howl
And the moon stares back and frowns
This world is crumbling as time counts down
Before the end arrives

My love you and I
Could consume the night
And Become one with the sky
As we fall and my faith is recalled
Every part of me thralled by your touch
Why?
Is this love? I don't know
Could you entrust me your soul?
As we fight fire with sound
I ask could you stay for a while?

Avalon

accident prone

Lyrics:

Show me, I’m the one you want

Say it slow, show me how you love

Show me how you love

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

Our past can see, how we were meant to be

Show me how you love 

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

savior (prod. Noah Birch)

deftones - sextape (skip a minute)

Mindtrap

deftones -  rosemary (stay with me extended) slowed + reverb

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alone

I dont belong here

abandoned evil (feat. jxzzytrip)

wisp - your face (8D)

Macglocky - Fade into You (by Mazzy Star - in deftones style) <Extended>

Colourmeinkindness

Covet

first single from 2nd upcoming ep, 'flowerhill drive' by dream, ivory

lyrics:

through it all once again
came to know my only friend
lost control
can't begin i seek within
to feel the warmth brought within your skin
did you know
for how it seemed
i should've stayed and let you be
run into my heart so carelessly 
thats the reason i'm afraid 
youre thoughts that cant be tamed
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane

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welcome and goodbye

Crystal Castles

Crimewave

Vanished

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Cities Aviv - Not That I'm Anywhere

i still wonder if she fw me

left it all behind