prod @hishia
@pahtrk 
prob gon flop frfr but i think its a cool song

and idc wut u say
u left a cigaratte in my room i think ur here to stay
the smell of fresh grass when im outside in pain
shit i dont think i can stay in my own lane x2

ur still the background on my iphone
think its time to pack ya shit and go home
but when you fell back to me just for a shoulder 
the fact of the matter were not growing older
dont care bout ur saints bitch
another friend is just another lane switch
fallin off the top dont you know me
if you loved me so much you would try to show me

im not one to cry
but this morning was my first time
im in the sight of your willingness
havent been feeling it
fuck everything you said i wasnt feel it
out of ur ignorance have u been interested?
how does it feel to know that i aint comin home
but fuck that idc im always left alone
i tried my hardest for so long but maybe i need to show

ur still the background on my iphone
think its time to pack ya shit and go home
but when you fell back to me just for a shoulder 
the fact of the matter is that were never growing older
dont care bout ur saints bitch
another friend is just another lane switch
fallin off the top dont you know me
if you loved me so much you would try to show me

saints (shia)

youre so obsessed with me, arent you?

wake up
and my phones dead
i got 3 missed calls in my own head
youre going crazy 
she told me maybe 
you would only understand if it were lately x3

and you would call me crazy for not wanting to talk about me
i havent cared too much, the only thing that matters is the port hanging out my mouth
and youve kept me runnin 
wondering will i ever find my peace
what are those words ur mumblin 
but wait u cant say it cuz ur stumbling

wake up
and my phones dead
i got 3 missed calls in my own head
youre going crazy 
she told me maybe 
you would only understand if it were lately x2

ur outta my mind
u shove ur words into my mouth

wake up
and my phones dead
i got 3 missed calls in my own head
youre going crazy 
she told me maybe 
you would only understand if it were lately x2

crazy (yungspoiler)

i didnt know morely wasnt a word but now it is lol 

been a little since i dropped, i hope u guys like this one:p

i havent told you that its mandatory 
sacred circle of meaning but its derogatory
write it out or make another story 
i cant see that far or would i rather morely

woke up desperate in a dream ive made
saints that arent always sacred never step in my way 
i cant describe the feeling but it feels so off topic
but what the fuck we saying baby we cannot stop it

ive only wanted a word from u
see but things are getting difficult thas word from u 
but trust thats another story that we cant get through 
i think i found our problem and our only issue

why cant i sleep it out
it comes with some words and a lot of sounds
i wanna make it clear i might have to shout
but who cares, the only thing is a doubt

its like you knew about the words you said 
the text message last month that i left on read

but who the fuck are you tell me if im this or that 
the final words are written, idk where to land at

i dont wanna talk cuz they keep making fun of me 
stab me in the back, baby u can run from me 
ive been through heartbreak 
have u seen the things ive made
its so lovely here
the blood running from my sheers

i feel so dead here
home aint been home in forever
what were ur last words
ill love you forever x5

forever (mcx)

i dont like it here produced by dead yami
disguise produced by akira3k
no return with ascii produced by yung spoiler

worked really hard on these 3 songs and im super excited 
for u guys to listen, really proud of them and hoping u guys like :))

no return w/ ascii (yungspoiler)

disguise (akira3k)

i dont like it here (dead yami)

produced by me
i am ready to try new things

i cant remember but it feels way too dramatic
i cannot find the words, cant help and i cant hide it

just like its yesterday
we'll go outside and play
lay down and feel the rain
ill never feel the same

was is the cost for ur love
all the times that i fucked up
is today yesterday
i ask myself the same question everyday

and ive been thinkin bout u
all the times that i doubt u
just like a cherry on top
it was better here without u

and i cant seek for ur help now its too gone
needed something without u and im not waiting that long
oh wont u look at the time agn i gotta go home
i think i need to get some rest instead of laying alone

and thats truth i cant lie
i needed my side of time
i understand that u tried
but i cant live in a lie

i cant remember but it feels way too dramatic
i cannot find the words, cant help and i cant hide it

just like its yesterday
we'll go outside and play
lay down and feel the rain
ill never feel the same

was is the cost for ur love
all the times that i fucked up
is today yesterday
i ask myself the same question everyday

yesterday

bitch stomp was a second page post
so heres a main page post, enjoy :))

it aint right for me to lie straight to ur face
i understand that i need to be put in my place
but what is wrong with u for taunting me
and they wanna be like me til all there friends leave

i know u haunt me
im in ur dreams u cant survive without me 
i got expectations that are based from the past
but baby u dont know that all good things dont last

i think its time to restart
burned every single picture so far
and theres a long road ahead of us i can tell u
but wait i think ive had enough, hope i die soon :/

jealousies a bitch and shes best friends with my ego
scrolling through ur insta stories hoping it dont show
and im not doing too well rn cuz i am not at home
its the only place that i feel safe with the things that i know x2

i dont think that im the enemy 
but thats far from truth
what have u been through she asked me 
have u been hurting a lil recently 
i think i kinda find it funny how its destiny
i put my trust in you 
you put your trust me in 
trust in me

i know u haunt me
im in ur dreams u cant survive without me 
i got expectations that are based from the past
but baby u dont know that all good things dont last x2

jealousies a bitch and shes best friends with my ego
scrolling through ur insta stories hoping it dont show
and im not doing too well rn cuz i am not at home
its the only place that i feel safe with the things that i know x2

i dont think that im the enemy

restart (mcx)

1st part i sampled reaper by @ccottrill
2nd part is produced by @deadyami
mix and master done by urs truly lol

Part 1 ( Hesitant . ) :
this use to be my room
deciptive and a liar
hurting full of innocence
think all of this was an incident

a date with what seems to be the end
i think i need some steps on how to make new friends
i need u back in my life i need u present
i wanna ask u for ur love but im so hesitant

i asked u for the world that was a kick to the face
i wanna restart everything make sure to give u ur space

-

Part 2 ( Untitled ) :
but i, havent been one to talk much
falling to the ground after i feel ur touch
ur not safe where im at
better off dead at that
and i dont wanna be alive anymore after that

and i checked out with god
after finding whats wrong
and she came to me
i took the knife out her knee
and i aint comin home
desperate on my own
and u aint gonna see the light of day no u wont

deceptive (dead yami)

prod mix and master by me i rlly like this one i hope u guys do too 

-
my words might not matter but id rather get them off of my chest
might just put a gun to my head and put all my past to rest

and im sorry that i scared u dad 
just know that ive felt quite sad 
but that dont matter 2 u , and that dont matter 2 u 

i wanna know when its fall outside 
leaves come out i start to cry
im where the sun doesnt shine outside
i hope it works i dont wanna be alive

i know that i got home so late tonight
2am making sure that you're alright

make sure ur alright 

i aint got any time to lose
ive been stuck inside the same old shoes
that aint me ur talking to my ego
and i got time until i can show who i rlly am 

we've both been so unhappy
lets see who u rlly are
were boutta make history
dont know when or where to start

im telling u i wanna take half steps
starting to feel a little bit of stress
just know that ive been obsessed with u for a long time 

for a long time x4

for a long time

mix and master by me 
produced by @akirawoohoo (insta)

i cant keep going without you 
but i aint goin home tonight
heartbreaks, at night time
its just to know that youre not mine

i want more from what we once had 
a silly little someone didnt know what he once had 
but i aint even wrong, so i take that back
i need a little space from where we were once at

we watched the sunrise while my head was on your chest
i wanna let you know that there isnt a thing i regret
youre a threat 
and thats a problem for me 
i wouldve put the bandaid on whenever you'd fall on your knees

i think ive had enough
falling out my arms dont u miss them 
i think i gotta take action 
its all in my satisfaction

and i just wanna let u know that i aint been doin the best
i say goodbye and i put all my friendships to rest
and ima drive outta town and drive "forty miles west"
and crash straight into a tree because of all of my regrets

and its gonna take a couple days to get half of this out
i was laying in my bed when i found out who youre thinkin bout
and it surely wasnt me, i just wish it were me
2 years ago and things still dont feel differently 

i cant keep going without you 
but i aint goin home tonight
heartbreaks, at night time
its just to know that youre not mine

i want more from what we once had 
a silly little someone didnt know what he once had 
but i aint even wrong, so i take that back
i need a little space from where we were once at

forty miles west (akira)

prod by me 
written by me
@pahtrk

and ima steal a car and ride out to the city 
i got 15 miles until it hits empty
i dont go nowhere to go and i got nowhere i need to be
and no one understands all the things that i need to see

i just wanted someone to lay on
someone tell me that it'll all be okay
i just need a little bit of reassurance
but you didnt ever give it to me x2

i needed time away from what im told 
i need to be by myself feels like forever though
i need to find a way cause i can keep it in control

i couldnt :/

and ima steal a car and ride out to the city 
i got 15 miles until it hits empty
i dont go nowhere to go and i got nowhere i need to be
and no one understands all the things that i need to see

i just wanted someone to lay on
someone tell me that it'll all be okay
i just need a little bit of reassurance
but you didnt ever give it to me

to the city

@pahtrk
prod. yungspoiler
mix, mastered, written by me 

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
i was just a tool for your advantage 
can we leave this town i think we'll plan it 
its difficult but i got the advantage 
i think i tripped upon a different planet

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
you lost an opportunity thats fine id probably reject
ill take the next couple months to fully reset
ill do what u did to me back right back to you 
but thats not who i am 
i think i need some time to reset

i saw ur heart
inside out 
the sun is calling me
the sun is calling me

yeah, they never come back less you back down
if u wanted it so bad you'd act now
i really wish i could hear the sound
and u cant luv me cuz im not around
i aint far away cuz ive been at home
but i hate it here cuz i feel alone
my insticts aint ever peak
bad choices always repeat

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
with all i lost theres u i left
to be upset i cant
i think i need some time to reset

with all i lost theres u i left

reset (yungspoiler)

everything by me
@pahtrk
-
i got the last thing u gave me and that was your heart
i knew what i was getting into baby right from the start 
i cant avoid ur eyes
i need to reassure myself oh one more time 

i got a million fuckin problems u can keep urs to urself
i dont got enemies 
ur hatred for me spiked when i was up
dont got the energy
u envy me
ill hate until the end you'll see
im not ur enemy, im not ur enemy

ur a mind artist inside this broken home
u paint an image in my head and it starts to show
i wanna take the backroads just to make it home
i dont feel safe anywhere besides alone

ur a mind artist inside this broken home x4

i got the last thing u gave me and that was your heart
i knew what i was getting into baby right from the start 

ur a mind artist inside this broken home x2

mind artist

me and simon have once did it again 
shoutout goat @simonpopdiva ily<33

-
i broke the pattern but i didnt know the loop would repeat
i cant remember anything but it still bothers me 
no truth to set us free
it was nice spending time with you but i wasnt me 
and youre not2blame
youre not2blame

i think ill start this fire on my own
i dont need ur help ive been all alone
and i just didnt even need to ask for a hand
ive spent the past few months working on one big plan

understand my pain
amphetamines
theyre not good4me
and i hope you see x2

understand my pain
￼
theyre not good4me
and i hope you see

not2blame (simon)

a date with what seems to be the end
your dauntless memory begins to fade
your destiny is out of my own way

my stepping stones are different
i lie for fun
there wasnt any interest
ill start with a gun
just tell me that you need me
my point wasnt clear
i aint ever been so needy
i was impaired x9

pumpkin coffee, love from a distance
ill start here but wait ill end it
why are you so offended
youre all i need im defendant

its like a punch to the fucking face
strangers with memories i cant recall her name
wish things were the same
cant blame me today

my stepping stones are different
i lie for fun
there wasnt any interest
ill start with a gun
just tell me that you need me
my point wasnt clear
i aint ever been so needy
i was impaired x3

impaired

afflicition

dull (vense)

fuck your purpose

lown

hi
prod me
@pahtrk

return the favor of ur immediate interest
crying cuz i didnt get one last kiss
and i got time away from you but thats not what i wanted
cant imagine what i wanted

but now im running x14

i got 3 more minutes i can take of your bullshit
and i aint even got a gun but i got a full clip
and they dont see the signs because ur not normal
and i hated on them because im not formal

but im the idiot
im hideous 
the secrets that im living in
i hated that i couldnt cry but thats the world im living in
i needed time again to become myself
and you offered a hand and gave me.. help

but now im running x8

running

prod me 
@pahtrk

i think i made step in the right direction 
whats the point if ur stressin 

love me fast or love me slow 
love me like you used to know
i got insecurities but i aint got the time to show

enemy oh enemy
think this is the end of me

i wish you'd just appreciate it
dont give it up cause then they'll take it 

its all soon 
i dont know you 
lets get it together so maybe we can break through
i know you got problems but they are so unimportant
but know youve never been a victim

youre sorry that youve been so distant
you hated that i couldnt rely on you 
and my time is through im working 10 - 2 
and you didnt wanna give up your love but i was willing to 

a desperate call
that one might answer
to seek a question
that nobody can answer

on a cloudy day like this wish you would remember me 
ive been trying and crying i need you desperately

the night is so nice cant get over it
i need some space and distance from all my friends
and ima come down 
as soon as the sun comes up
but it never came up 

coming down as soon as the sun comes up 
i didnt want anyone to know you

youre sorry that youve been so distant
you hated that i couldnt rely on you 
and my time is through im working 10 - 2 
and you didnt wanna give up your love but i was willing to

victim

prod me 
@pahtrk

when and where?
why cant you tell me?
why cant you tell me? x2

talk about a bit of respect
and ur better off without and i wish u the best
im aware, its hard, you couldnt get any rest
how do you think i feel when ur fucking the rest?

you wake up everyday with a mindset thats gonna get u nowhere
i hope that you find ur peace
that will be passed when im deceased

all i ever wanted was a little bit of remorse
you take me in you shut me out until im feeling the worst
and i just couldnt care but now i got a reasoning
its so different how everybody perceives me
and it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad 
shit wont get better but you'll get more sad
and why tf should i talk without a reasoning
i just think you should hear what i have to say

you hate that i am on my own
i cant complain about what we have 
you treated me like i was dirt you stomped me out 
i was a nobody x2

when and where?
why cant you tell me?
why cant you tell me? x2

and i dont really wanna start to cry
i couldnt ever and i wonder why
there might not be an issue ima start one 
growing up i was never the smart one 

i can complain about what we have
you treated me like i was dirt  
u stomped me out 
i was a nobody 
u stomped me out 
i was a nobody

you hate that i am on my own
i cant complain about what we have 
you treated me like i was dirt you stomped me out 
i was a nobody x2

i was a nobody

silence (shia)

@pahtrk 
prod. shiro 

will add lyrics later

blossom (shiro)

ur the key to my differences
havent been interested
give me a minute i need to deal with some shit

awww here we go again :D

im such an asshole dats wut they all assume
i cant wait to find out wut uve been up 2

pack up ur bags while im writing this song
back 2 online the winter is so strong
manic and hurting while sitting real tall
im gonna make sure that i never fall

now stop
u good?
yeah!

its been 1 hour and a half
trust me ive made someone sad
im thinking wut does pahtrk lack

a lot u wouldve believe it

baby ill go and cop a bag
run fast like i race in track
deez bitches mad cuz pahtrk back  . . .

ur the key to my differences
havent been interested
give me a minute i need to deal with some shit

here we go again :D

im such an asshole dats wut they all assume
i cant wait to find out wut uve been up 2

ur the key to my differences
havent been interested
give me a minute i need to deal with some shit
im such an asshole dats wut they all assume
i cant wait to find out wut uve been up 2

hey wyd (shadow!)

merry christmas everyone !! i get my new mic today and saying that i decided that i should drop an ep of all of the songs with my old mic so that i can get to work right away with the new one . i love you all so much , thank you for making me so happy.

whats wrong (stephen)

@pahtrk
im feeling a way in which i feel so certain
best watch your back im a king to your serpants
im treading in water i pace on my own time
ive learned that your not what i wanted ill be fine

where ya went?
need a text back just 2 know that they found ya 
i feel ur presence
 wanna go home just to sleep in my own bed
controlled myself for the past 16 years
i havent felt normal since august last year 
im starting to feel like you were never there
you answered my question and i shed a tear

i dont wanna take my chances

im pulling my heart out you aint texting back
question mark sent just 2 know where ur at 
i feel like ive learned that other people chat
i need to get out more i should text them back

youre making a scene we are out in public 
i cant help but bring up our final discussion
i cant help but ask but how are things at home 
desolate feeling of being alone x2

im feeling a way in which i feel so certain
best watch your back im a king to your serpants
im treading in water i pace on my own time
ive learned that your not what i wanted ill be fine

where ya went?
need a text back just 2 know that they found ya 
i feel ur presence
 wanna go home just to sleep in my own bed
controlled myself for the past 16 years
i havent felt normal since august last year 
im starting to feel like you were never there
you answered my question and i shed a tear

im taking a moment on myself
just to fully understand all of my doubts
i dont pay attention to what my teacher says
ive been treated wrong in many different ways

youre making a scene we are out in public 
i cant help but bring up our final discussion
i cant help but ask but how are things at home 
desolate feeling of being alone

im feeling a way in which i feel so certain
best watch your back im a king to your serpants
im treading in water i pace on my own time
ive learned that your not what i wanted ill be fine

where ya went?
need a text back just 2 know that they found ya 
i feel ur presence
 wanna go home just to sleep in my own bed
controlled myself for the past 16 years
i havent felt normal since august last year 
im starting to feel like you were never there
you answered my question and i shed a tear

certain (switch x immortal)

im doing better i love my friends

now im fuked up, but its alr cuz im doin fine
facetime u 1 nite jus 2 find out ur phone died :(
it was all a lie u dont want nothing with me
stop textin me lyke were friends data aint free (fuck at&t)
hope u can understand i fuckin hate u
ive been doin so great so dont throw off my mood
i need a couple minutes by myself jus 2 understand
i dont need u now

lately u've been calling me an asshole but on top of dat
im understanding of ur issues but u keep on talking back
baby oh baby i cant find my voice
from now on until then im making my choice x2

hey !!
trust me ik its been a while (mansion throwback lol)
and ive been doing better and i rly hope its worth ur while
i need u 2 understand that this shit aint easy
the thought of u the site of u it makes my stomach queezy

ik u got issues but face it were PAAAAAAAAST
inward cycle that doesnt end or last
a different perspective on lyfe and its task
i started to find happiness and i dont wanna ask

lately u've been calling me an asshole but on top of dat
im understanding of ur issues but u keep on talking back
baby oh baby i cant find my voice
from now on until then im making my choice x2

my choice (yungspoiler)

i havent been around baby idc
blue eyes and an attitude without a stare
and yk, everything abt a certain boy
red hair pair of glasses makes a lotta noise
and ik its something new but i have been feeling right 
and my girl walked into my room went and turned on my light
and ik its been a little rough but we'll be alright:)
outta sight and outta mind ik i made up my life

we'll be alrightttttttttttttttt
but in time, it sounds like a lie
a million dollars and some thoughts of despise

and ik youve been thinking
and it hards to talk abt this so pls let this all sink in
every night consist of me sitting in my chair and drinking
ive been feeling better everyday so ive started blinking

i was having trouble breathing when i found out the past
my assumptions are that this would never ever last
and u broke my heart and i aint know it could be that fast
not another chance im gonna put you on full blast

i havent been around baby idc
blue eyes and an attitude without a stare
and yk, everything abt a certain boy
red hair pair of glasses makes a lotta noise
and ik its something new but i have been feeling right 
and my girl walked into my room went and turned on my light
and ik its been a little rough but we'll be alright:)
outta sight and outta mind ik i made up my life

we'll be alright.

pahtrk

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