Hyper-Pop Mix 4

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Feeling Depleted and Obsessed

My Peace

Untitled Playlist

youre so obsessed with me, arent you?

wake up
and my phones dead
i got 3 missed calls in my own head
youre going crazy 
she told me maybe 
you would only understand if it were lately x3

and you would call me crazy for not wanting to talk about me
i havent cared too much, the only thing that matters is the port hanging out my mouth
and youve kept me runnin 
wondering will i ever find my peace
what are those words ur mumblin 
but wait u cant say it cuz ur stumbling

wake up
and my phones dead
i got 3 missed calls in my own head
youre going crazy 
she told me maybe 
you would only understand if it were lately x2

ur outta my mind
u shove ur words into my mouth

wake up
and my phones dead
i got 3 missed calls in my own head
youre going crazy 
she told me maybe 
you would only understand if it were lately x2

crazy (yungspoiler)

Bleached Serpent

Black Leather

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

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die (frevel x pekarot)

Vacuum Boy

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Hope (letsgobeats)

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh god
I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my.. way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

If I could love, I would’ve 
i got lost in your arms
and there’s nothing I can go on for
but im a mess for you
and that’s my whole truth
I don’t know what I need to… do.
I can tell you what I want now (aw f-)
it’s some security in my head 
I’ll ask you if you’re okay now?
cause I love everything she would’ve said

I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

wonderful lives align
i love everything you talk about
am I mixed with all these signs?
but it’s worth without a doubt.
maybe I can tell you what I want now
you caught my tongue in a knot, so please..
I’d kill myself lately 
but it’s only cause you left me grief

oh I don’t know what I want...
I’m sick of lying when things go wrong
and you can’t make me feel this, push off
when she’s been better than you could’ve.

i feel okay

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Cold breath running down my neck
Life been constant stress
Know that I'm a mess
No more tears are left now
Thought we had a chance
Said its for the best
Still I know that you'll be coming back around, coming back around
Still faded, been playing myself for too long
Narcissistic prick only listen to my own songs
Always bullshittin' swear that you would never do me wrong
Always lies, know I really wish that you would prove me wrong

Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off
Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off

I don't trust your boy know he lying every word
If any girl come near me, there's no option but to curve
Always laying low, only talking to myself
I'm starting to realize that this ain't good for my health
Lonely, met a new one
Is it too soon to say that I'm in love?
Hold me, physical touch
Surprised I got you, guess it was luck

Don't show my face oh please don't record
Don't let him in, promise me you'll ignore
Drowning my voice, don't care if it distorts
I want your love I need more I need more
You need to quit
Alcoholic
She hauling two beers and that's not attractive
But your so pretty on the outside
Hurting inside
Stay with me if you wanna walk a straight line

lostcause w/ heylog (31sentinel)

produced by xona

//ep

-lyrics-
and I’ll stay inside 
where I reside 
I’ll stay and watch the night
until i die

why do we fight?
mirror what we like?
take my holy life
I’m sorry to say it’s fine..

~

I got sick of everybody who speaks
to me you’re nothing, I can’t even get a week
to be alone with someone that I wanna see
and these crevices you placed cause you know I was weak
so push back.
and I’ve been personal
so let it go
I feel like..
you don’t even have to know me
that I don’t want you to hold me

~

~I’ll cry and end... 
my life.
stay and watch when I die~

I’ll quit 
to forget that I exist
but these spiders are my only friends
are my only 
friends…

spiders II

@pahtrk
prod. yungspoiler
mix, mastered, written by me 

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
i was just a tool for your advantage 
can we leave this town i think we'll plan it 
its difficult but i got the advantage 
i think i tripped upon a different planet

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
you lost an opportunity thats fine id probably reject
ill take the next couple months to fully reset
ill do what u did to me back right back to you 
but thats not who i am 
i think i need some time to reset

i saw ur heart
inside out 
the sun is calling me
the sun is calling me

yeah, they never come back less you back down
if u wanted it so bad you'd act now
i really wish i could hear the sound
and u cant luv me cuz im not around
i aint far away cuz ive been at home
but i hate it here cuz i feel alone
my insticts aint ever peak
bad choices always repeat

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
with all i lost theres u i left
to be upset i cant
i think i need some time to reset

with all i lost theres u i left

reset (yungspoiler)

Maggie Valley

Daisies

better luck next time.

step back

switching sides

HEY I dropped this a couple days ago but for some reason didn't upload it here so here it is aha love u

ALSO Type T in comments for Twerk if u want to virtually twerk

Broke Mine

lyrics:

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too- I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

Im so Maury how I son these copy pastes
I ash on my vlone while he hang up his old navy
This power up in my cup could kill a baby
Im so deep inside this shit I promise u won’t save me
This some first take shit
On bass that’s earthquake
It feels like rapture how my whole entire room shakes
Got me sweating cause I know im not a pure soul
Still im gifted with this voice that lays ethereal
Her dad must be Phillips how she projecting
And her mom must be fedex how she hold my package
Pull up on my guys and they let that opera sing
Stay around too long I swear they’ll bring u damage

Fuck me and bite me and slap me and maim me and scar me and shape me and teach me the ways of the background U gave me I learned it and suffered the beatings and upsets
I am nothing but an object to you

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too-  I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

house Party  (eric Godlow)

Francis

Burn (ft. Astrus*)

Call Me Karizma - Burn (feat. Astrus*)

@awordwithgod
produced by michael harrison
everything else by patp32

no one ever said that it would be this hard
im crying so much cause they stole my car
i wanna thank you for picking me up
and now youre crying cause i said too much

ive been so angry if you couldnt tell
i got cocaine i couldnt sell
i wanna make sure i can sleep tonight

wake up tomorrow and im gonna end my life
im gonna end my life x2
i really dont wanna live
im gonna end my life x3
i really dont wanna live im gonna end my life

whats wrong they didnt want to talk to you
i understand, okay? im here for you
i hope you understand your reprocussions 
why dont we start with just an introduction

wake up tomorrow and im gonna end my life
im gonna end my life x2
i really dont wanna live
im gonna end my life x3

the one place i shouldn't be .michael harrison

(BoyKidd)
Yeah 
Girl fellin love with you 
Every chance i made
Never knew this shit could existed 
From going south to east 
Everytime you’re the beast 
Everytime you slayed 
Nah 
Okay
Let take this straight 
Let me get this fake
Let me get this take 
Let me take evey minute today 
Like damn 
Girl you’re the best
Really liked the sex 
Felt like everything coming all next 
I don’t wanna say sorry from the very start
Dont wanna take the army 
Cause i dont think hard 
I wont go so far 

(BoyKidd)

Let me say goodbye to your mom to your dad 
Let me say goodbye to your brother to the next 
Never felt in love today
Never felt that great 
Until I meet you like every other day
Maybe yesterday will be the worst day
But the guy for you 
Wouldn’t take a chance for you 
How could i never knew 

(BoyKidd)
How could I ever knew 
That you broke my heart
Every time I felt in love 
Feel like shit could start
Baby girl you’re my enemy
While we’re drinking some tea
Well Im 
Let me get some tea for you
And next 
Never knew this could end it
Girl 
Why couldn’t I go again 
Never go again

(Lxst Boy)
Uh yeah yeah 
I never felt in love like this before 
I just wanna to go back 
To kiss on your back porch 
Trying not to get caught 
But now it don’t even matter 
You ripped my heart out right out my chest 
Then Squeeze and blood splatter 
Looking at a map to find the love that I lost 
Ay 
x marks the spot 
I got taken for fraud 
Ay 
Take it all back 
And I’m still feeling empty 
Reaper in town ￼
Sold my soul 
When she kiss me 
Long brown hair 
Kinda cute when she tipsy 
Now she knows I’m gone 
And I Knew she wouldn’t miss me
Knew she wouldn’t miss me
Like what
Knew she wouldn’t miss me
Like what 
Knew she wouldn’t miss me
Like what 
Knew she wouldn’t miss me
I’m gone
buckle on her knees 
I gotta stay strong 
I couldn’t write another song 
I couldn’t write another song

Let Me (ft. Lxst Boy)

produced by pekarot
engineered by me

lyrics:

girl u told me i wouldnt be something
now i turned being a nothing into something
posting songs hoping i make it
i dont wanna have to live in fear

GIRL IM DYING THE FLOOR
NOW STARING INTO THE MIRROR ON SHROOMS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE TOO
SICK OF CRYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS BEDROOM

lost to many people way to soon
wanna chase these pills with some whiskey but i dont wanna die yet
reapers got my soul on a list and hes ready to collect
and if we never meant i doubt he would be dead
n i sent my last text and you left it on read
i gotta say this one more time
it wasnt my fault that he did what he did
but u can blame me because i never change im jus like the rest

a fucking drug addict
a fucking mess
always fucking stressed

girl u told me i wouldnt be something
now i turned being a nothing into something
posting songs hoping i make it
i dont wanna have to live in fear

GIRL IM DYING THE FLOOR
NOW STARING INTO THE MIRROR ON SHROOMS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE TOO
SICK OF CRYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS BEDROOM

something

@decayinganyways
@milli2nd 

tripped into the lobby
and now i look around and hope
that no one saw me
i lost myself inside the club
with ghouls and zombies
and now they wonder where I’m at
but please don’t call me
no, no please don’t call me

tripped into the lobby
i dont know what's inside my cup
but it makes me happy
oh love you act like you're so tough
when you're around me
and you know that ill call your bluff
so please don't call me
no please don't call me

tripped and said i'm sorry
but truth is i might fuck this up
and i cant stop it
i see the angels sniffing dust
with shinigamis
they hand a knife and said to kill the
ghouls and zombies
oh the ghouls and zombies

and when i wake up
it’s all so unknown
i piece it back, found footage on phones

oh, my head is screeching
i feel a knot inside my chest
the drinks are leaving
i hear my phone i get a text
from those ghouls zombies
they wonder where the fuck I’m at
but please don’t call me 
no, no please don’t call me

oh and the lights they fade out 
don’t wanna leave but slow down 
love that sound it cuts loud 
20 more shots too slow down

ghouls & zombies w/ decayinganyways [milli2nd]

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If God Didnt Want Us To Snort Worms He Wouldn't Have Made Them Cylindrical(Not_Yoki Breakmix)

Less Intro (prod. 4am)

i need a break (prod. pitfall)

@sorrow_bringer

10 missed calls
didnt even here the phone ring
i rly thought
that i left that in the old me
why're ur eyes always red?
she still walks thru my head
good god, i've been feelin so unholy
when i fall, i know no one's there to hold me
if that's all to be said
you can load up the lead

spent my last 12 months
tryna make a couple bucks
ruinnin from my loved ones
i've been hiding
from the life i knew once
to the shit i do now
you can't even here the sound
if i'm cryin
long nights smoking blunts
til the sun comes up
i've been faded on my own
and idgaf
if the neighbors gunna watch
take a pic too
it's all good
they won't ever get what we do

Follow me <3

10 missed calls (prod. sorrow bringer)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow