The meaning of VIOLATOR has stayed the same, however,  I feel like my love has evolved. I feel like many people have their VIOLATOR situations in their life and i hope they feel connected to this track. Again, if its a revelation that you have to get free or a celebration of your freedom - it is a story that needs to be shared because it’s been happening quietly for too long - now is the time to get loud about it. - eJH

eJH VIOLATOR - FREE download

we have all experienced the devastation of what a pandemic can do to our personal lives and community. this song is for the celebration of gathering again - without hesitancy, to feel full force - be it love or lust ... the time to dance together is now!

eJH - love\/lust

The road to being comfortable in one’s own skin and unashamed of the choice to live liberated and freely is usually a difficult one, but in “Save Your Prayers”, we are rejoiced in the feeling of knowing how to love ourselves despite a world telling us not to. The message of self love in the act of rejecting poisonous standards is accompanied by the excitement of pulsating flows of drums and bass that get your heartbeat exhilarated. The vocals are a combination of dread and release, as the lyrics surround a start-stop style introduction to an explosive vibration. 
- Tiffany Hudgins

Produced by:
enrique jesus hernandez
Ian Scott Waters

Mixed by:
Steve Krolikowski

Save Your Prayers

Heavy Light

Wicked Hole / Tear Me Down - Kid Moxie Remix

CumCOVERED

In the sunlight, when I'm covered in cum …
My legs are hurting; like i've been on the run …
My skin is tightening and I liken your smile -
To the breeze and lightening to miles from shore …

You said you loved me in the bathroom of the downtown bar.
You wrote a letter that I read and then my wounds turned to scars.

We're much better than the choice to bump one
Much better than the choice to die
It gets better with a choice less harmful
much better when our choice is to try …

In the sunlight, when I'm covered in cum …
My legs are hurting like i've been on the run …
My skin is tightening and I liken your smile -
To the breeze and lightening to miles from shore …


CumCOVERED

metal squares / silver bolted / folded stairs - electric hairs
helium tanks / flaming kites / shattered breathes - nervous air

all of your dreams … will be bursting at the seams …
your face spread wide / chin scraping sky -
if you lay down your high & give up to try

inward moaning / eyelids foaming / pupils searching - for what is theirs
you were here / and I was weak / in all those moments - we never shared

all of your dreams … will be bursting at the seams …
your face spread wide / chin scraping sky -
if you lay down your high & give up to try

Dream B U R S T

When I look down the street where as a child the sun would heat my feet
I still feel a 2xtime skip in the beat of my heart - for when we started this trip
I was blind in my 3rd eye when   a hit of your acid got me opened wide

They said We're one in the same
We learned to dance in the flames
You held my pain as your pain
Our love is righteous insane

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How We feel.
How we fall; has nothing to do with their reasons at all.
It's our own struggle - adventures at night 
to pick up the pieces of our broken minds


RighteousINSANE

theWAY

theWHERE

theCHILD

theBASE

theSTORM

SHED (F.T.P.H.) is a song I wrote about disengaging from constructs & human relationships that hinder self love(freedom).

I find myself distracted and disengaged, with brief moments of a belief that I am enough, but no solid contentment to realize that truth for myself.

/SHed/. Verb : to abandon the world, the mind and the body. to release from distractions of society. to dismantle concepts of law and love. to pursue the developing truth of ‘what I am’ / being.

FUCK THE POPE HOE is to reject prophets for profit. To boldly state that no one can broker my relationship with GOD and anyone who is campaigning to do so - needs to fuck off. I’m not interested colonized thinking and hereditary trauma from establishments who promise access to a divinity that I already posses . So, FUCK THE POPE HOE and 'God is dead'.

SHED (F.T.P.H.)

Pain Behavior is a destructive force on stage whose current live show is an exorcism of rage.

PAIN BEHAVIOR

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