Name: DontCareForMeImAlreadyDead by painfxxl
Duration: 1 min 4 s
Description: Had this one since the beginning of 2021 and now finally mixed it from beginning to end

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine

fiending for love, don't know if i'll get it
my heart is growing numb, i can never feel it
and if u are the one, doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb to know what ur feelin
REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME
WERE YOU JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE I TOOK IT HONESTLY
NO POINT IN FEELING BAD I'M JUST HAPPY YOU COULD SEE
HOW HARD I'M BOUTTA CRASH AND YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE FOR ME

still healing to be whole
don't know what's inside
guess i could explore
the sun sets west as i pedal on my bike
the rain falls best in a vertical line
still fallin inna hole
let's see what i find
cus i need somethin more
the sun sets west if the horizons behind
the rain falls best in a vertical line

fiending for love
don't know if i'll get
my heart is growing numb
i can never feel it
n if you are the one
doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb
to know what ur feelin
remember when u said u would like to see me
were u just saying that cause i took it honestly
no point in feeling bad im just happy u could see
how hard i'm boutta crash

THE THUNDER IS APPROACHING FROM MY HOME TO YOU
CAUSE EVERYTIME I DROVE BACK THE SKY WAS NEVER BLUE
AND THAT HAD TO MEAN SOMETHING BABE
CAUSE IT HAPPENED EVERYTIME I LEFT YOUR PLACE
NOW EVERYTIME IT RAINS I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
CAUSE WE COULD BE KISSING, DANCING UNDER THE MOON
NOW I WONDER IF YOU THINK THE SAME THINGS
I DOUBT IT, PROBABLY JUST ME
SO KILL ME NOW CAUSE I KNOW I'M LOSING YOU
IT'S SO HARD TO BREATH IF WE'LL NEVER UNDO
I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
IT'S BEEN A WHILE LAYING EYES ON YOUR FACE
I'M WRITING THESE SONGS N BABY THEY'RE ALL FOR YOU
HOPING THAT YOU SEE AND COME IN TO PURSUE
SO BABY TELL ME WE'RE OK
IS THIS LIFE? CAUSE I'M HOPING IT'S A PHASE

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Had this one since the beginning of 2021 and now finally mixed it from beginning to end

DontCareForMeImAlreadyDead

lyrics:

* captain Phillips dialogue sh - (goated movie) *

Mickey in the night stand
I been deep inside my grind that means im deep inside the cans
I switched to the bottle
I switched to the orange
Opening these scripts while I been booted up since morning
I spend my life soaring
I just Hit my level up
Will u partake
I swear I been getting high longer than I could think
I still miss you plenty
I smoke to dodge the memory of you
I dont drink Henry
Cause I reminisce my feelings for u

When I do
And I do
If ur friends are reaching can I bring sum of mine is that cool
Can I text them baby is that is that cordial
I just pulled this blunt inside my mouth and I went orbital
I will toss and turn tonight
In my bed
In my own heart I 
Know its only my
Fault regarding my faster life

Somehow I still work under this pressure somehow
And somehow I still hold myself together somehow
I know I cant control it all regardless of my
Willpower 
But still I work the hours
Now that I know
The real plan
I cant help but think
She’s a psycho
I guess im not
A real man
Because I won’t stand
For this bullshit

Mickey in the night stand
I been deep inside my grind that means im deep inside the cans
I switched to the bottle
I switched to the orange
Opening these scripts while I been booted up since morning
I spend my life soaring
I just Hit my level up
Will u partake
I swear I been getting high longer than I could think
I still miss you plenty
I smoke to dodge the memory of you
I dont drink Henry
Cause I reminisce my feelings for u

8 (sorrowbringer)

Check Out Shiki XO:

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Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

coca cola

BURGOS X RAZEGOD - FEELING (PROD. 1177)

Lyrics:

On to the next rodeo
I done been down this road before
I’m lost within my ways
It’s all just been the same

I’m holding on (Holding on)
I’m holding on (Holding on)
I’m holding on (Holding on)
I’m holding on (Holding on, holding on)

Yeah, uh

Fuck it, i’ma keep it moving, two step groove, what it do bitch?
I’m so smooth, and I ain’t ever fucking lacking
I stay packing a couple hundred stacks

And I’m

Rolling with a bad bitch too
And I hustle everyday done been the fastest, true
I been living like I’m limitless
And when the moment over maybe we could reminisce
About the past times

For now we can get it and go
I’m really fucking with your vibes and everything more
And i’ma, i’ma ride through the highs and lows
I got to take my time, i’ma ride alone

And I don’t really wait no wait no more
Cause when I pack these bags i’ma hit the road
Cause I’ma rider, money stacking higher
Bitch I’m on a roll, currency multiplier

Ballin’, everything gold
And I been getting money low
And I know that you roaming
Searching for a purpose, you walk on this earth and you hurting

No nobody’s perfect, no matter what’s on the surface
And Girl you been worth it
And the earth stay turning, time go by, the sky been burning

But I’m on to the next rodeo
I done been through highs and lows
But I’m better than I been before
I been thinking of ways I been getting dough

Now my heart won’t break so I walk alone
And trust me I’m holding on
I’m holding on
Holding on

On to the next rodeo
I done been down this road before
I’m lost within my ways
It’s all just been the same

I’m holding on (Holding on)
I’m holding on (Holding on)
I’m holding on (Holding on)
I’m holding on (Holding on, holding on)

holding on [prod. noria]

Stream Sick Of Me on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/erickwho/sick-of-me

Lyrics:
Babe fucking round with me was your biggest mistake 
Should've known I was a psycho by the look on my face
Tell me how you hate me that you're so sick of me
But if I'm honest I don't pay attention anyway
Babe fucking round with me was your biggest mistake 
Should've known I was a psycho by the look on my face
Tell me how you hate me that you're so sick of me
But if I'm honest I don't pay attention anyway 

Call me a crazy lunatic tell me something I don't know 
I may be crazy but I swear that I am not evil
I'm just pretty dangerous when I start to hate people
And if I'm honest I just hate to get social 

Like that so I guess I'm just fucked like that 
Ain't no saving this psychopath uh
My bad said it's really all just my bad
If I wanna create a blood bath uh
I'm sorry babe but it's really only just the truth
I was never no good for you nah
Truth is I'm just lost and confused
In my head I got a few loose screws

Babe fucking round with me was your biggest mistake 
Should've known I was a psycho by the look on my face
Tell me how you hate me that you're so sick of me
But if I'm honest I don't pay attention anyway
Babe fucking round with me was your biggest mistake 
Should've known I was a psycho by the look on my face
Tell me how you hate me that you're so sick of me
But if I'm honest I don't pay attention anyway

Shawty looking for her hero 
I ain't wearing the cape 
I ain't captain save a hoe
I am not what you think 
If I'm honest to me you ain't even worth a few dimes
And I don't care if you if you love me 
You just wasting my time 
You just playing with my feelings now your family die 
These the consequences of being on my bad side 
Probably should've warned you that I can't think straight with my mind 
Least I can say is hope you guys lock your doors tonight 

Babe fucking round with me was your biggest mistake 
Should've known I was a psycho by the look on my face
Tell me how you hate me that you're so sick of me
But if I'm honest I don't pay attention anyway
Babe fucking round with me was your biggest mistake 
Should've known I was a psycho by the look on my face
Tell me how you hate me that you're so sick of me
But if I'm honest I don't pay attention anyway 


Sick Of Me

starting frequent drops :)
prod @siemspark
so baddd

lyrics:
intro vocals

yeah we'll stay here dead or alive
bitch i'll be with you through the day and night
no matter how i feel i want you in my life

i want you so bad tonight
i need you in my life
don't care whats wrong or right
but i want you out of spite
i want you so bad tonight
i need you in my life
oh come on,
oh come on,

i, 
i think that you know that im alright
baby why we gotta cause a fight

i can't go a day without you my girl
oh, i wanna buy you all these diamonds and pearls

i been trying to move on, but you make it hard!
you breaking me down into too many shards!

yeah we'll stay here dead or alive
bitch i'll be with you through the day and night
no matter how i feel i want you in my life

i want you so bad tonight
i need you in my life
don't care whats wrong or right
but i want you out of spite
i want you so bad tonight
i need you in my life
don't care whats wrong or right
but i want you out of spite

outro

slowed n reverb part

thanku4everything :)

so bad (siemspark)

prod @nimbustwokay & @killjei
rec/mix lord gasp
________
Sterilize
Chlorified all of the thoughts inside
Dying creation, i’m staring outside
Doomed to project what I cannot keep quiet

Now im cold, always gone
time flies
never really getting shit done
and i told you
growing older 
fine line
see im always fucking piss drunk

just lemme bring this bottle outside for a minute
Drowning in a Puddle of blood, i play the victim
staring at myself, it’s a fiction

and i’ve wasted my time
yeah i fuck up and i do it with style
burn the wick, incinerate the core
i got smoke shooting out of my pores
I’ve wasted my time
and i’ve wasted my time

Now you know
i’m hard to love
my truth will never slip out
you’ll never know what i keep fighting back
away from daylight
I’ve wasted all my time

Destroy to restore
You’re killed then you’re born

i was down bad
Let the past bring more pain
But my comeback hitting right
Feel no shame
see im somewhere now
something much more now
you can’t kill me now

yeah i fuck up and i do it with style
burn the wick, incinerate the core
i got smoke shooting out of my pores
I’ve wasted my time

opinions drowning
Just keep it quiet
I keep control over whatever i like
I knew what’s right
And i wont wait until im seventy five

Penance

stream here: lnk.to/bystander

produced by me

lyrics:

“hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life”

oha
oh how u gon treat me like that
never have i asked that
or thought that
gave a fuck back
never read into it
so don’t bother me through it
im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

can’t chase a thing
in this damn life youll go blind

i’m not the one who decides what u plan by
im not the one who derives where ur art lies
i’m not the one who disguises my outside to infiltrate ur damn life

hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life

how did yall ever fly
thinking by this state of mind
thinking where the statement lies
knowing u ain’t crossing the line
the story writes itself
how could i pass it on to anybody but myself
this my responsibility
for my own damn health

stream :)

bystander

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DontCareForMeImAlreadyDead

painfxxl

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