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i tried

dustyroomrecordedtape01

its just started

wen im with u i feel the pain and constant heartache
waiting for u to let it go and say that ur ok
the wrath will fade away no point of feeding off the hate
the pain will see the day at night i sit alone and pray
the stalkers are watching theyre right behind the curtain
crying in the basement implying that i faked it
i mourn a fucking tension cord i plant it like im feeling sore
u said u dont wanna mess with it control while im running the regimen

the stalkers are right behind the curtain (willis)

i dont want to be like satan
its your fault and i cant take it
its always full of wallow
bursting out to fear of ur soul
wanna be i say this
i take it back this anguish
i wanna be im trying

i take it back its fluid
shits all putrid and deluded
i cant get out this framework
look outside the room in danger
and sometimes i think im screwed
look around what eats your bones to
experiment ill breakthrough
did too much and now he cant move

i would rather you eat part of me than have to sit by myself

fear of your soul

looking back it gets so hazy
the cold memory forgotten

run around tonight 
around the kitchen table
chase him around with a knife so unstable

i do not want to be like this that age
young its super loud i am too late
its too late its too late
you screamed once 
you screamed once

i do not like yourself
young to notice 
whats wrong with my habits
do not like 
what i become
ill break the walls
ur all so dumb
its toxic and
inside of me
i break what makes me happy

its almost like i was a born a
second ago how should i know
its almost like it kills me
just as much as you were fiending

i do not like what u do without it
i do not like what u do while on it

cant u see its all you
its all what you become
avoidance to numb
what the others want

hazy memories

hate me not maybe, everyday u drain me
tattoo all for u, i cant move its so screwed
drain me out baby, i cared and now im crazy
sting me like a bee, i never wanna see real things

maybe i could just fly away a second
maybe i could get away with it

just cheer up a bit kid
swallowing the sixth
u cant be born then
ur gonna be a curse
ur gonna curse us, gonna curse us
leave us so fucked
ur gonna curse a demon on the harp with the hearts

i think he shot me
think he shot me
im slowly bleeding out 
because i cared

baby was it
worth it for u it wasnt
i had a family i lost
all because the chemicals

drain me you drain me
everyday you drain me
drain me you drain me
everyday left me nothing

everyday u drain me

ive never felt better in my entire life

zoloft

it still doesnt make sense
in this limbic nervous
and then its somatic
transfer autonomic

where it all goes crazy
in my bed its unleashed
flashback of the doctor
i think i am just dumb curse

i think cupid shot me
and i cant resist not sorry
and i am etching towards all the things you did they found north

and they all just spying
government is watching waiting
its all a delusion brought on by the shits that putrid

I dont mind dont need what you say
dont need have to look forth
i dont want to ignore
i dont want to see
i dont know what u want from me
dont know what u wanna do
i will leave u in ur tomb
leave me to unrest in doom
and my nose is super red
and my face is giving in
and my eyes are sunken in
in my eyes i see through it

i dont know whats worth
i am in danger
it feels like always
the haunted hallways
and in the sunshine
i still dont go outside
only at nightime
i venture out there
i dont like people
need to avoid them
they make me feel bad
and it just crawls inside of
i dont like you either
and ill kill you
inside my head too
murder scenes im screwed
bloody sheets in my mind
inside a parasite
that the pills never save
i can not leave this place

in the walls of shit
my cats are leaving it
inhaling all the dust
lifes so fucked

something feels off

was it just vivid or was i just lucid
i hate that its putrid ur all so deluded
surprisingly i woke up at the time
that i said id come for you and rip out ur eyes
its not about me or maybe its all for 
solipsisms of the awful at my door
u always went back and now im running
never meant shit to you cuz ur useless

obviously im just someone to abuse
everynight something to use and to subdue

take it away u dont have another face to
burn the remains u dont have a say for
comes everyday its not like u tried to
take ur body all that im after
take it away does the water taste funny
are my eyes runny like the yolk that u have fried
(nitemare dream sorcery) 

after the moonmen have robbed all ur bodies
its always so naughty they like all them gnarly
after the aliens have probed ur mind
and they will rape ur behind to psychoanalyze

take it away theres no face to find you
burn at the river all is see through
take it away u dont have another face to
burn the remains u dont have a say for
comes everyday its not like u tried to
take ur body all that im after
take it away does the water taste funny
are my eyes runny like the yolk that u have fried

was it just vivid or was i just lucid
i hate that its putrid ur all so deluded
surprisingly i woke up at the time
that i said id come for you and rip out ur eyes

take it away

cataclysm

[side a]
pills by himself, something to kill the time
i cant unwind, just wanna close my eyes
im not angry, ur just afraid to take 
too late, inside of me ruined in disarray

words make me think about
time i killed u i dont mind
scary sight, everybody after i
i dont wanna see a thing im coming for the mold
and ill take your soul, dont ever feel like i cant let go

inside feel the sex in the blindfold
hey, got a dog nose, come out with me play
and i got no rules, never what im being told
hey, got a razor fuck myself and i cant ever

GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT

[side b transcript lost]

a boy named lunia applied to the circus

it flows so much
the blood a reason to you
all the flies and rusty toenails

and its killing time
and it kills ur mind


i dont see a point of no return and then i turn to hades
its all over the floor the flowing crimson flowers
take me to another sewer i can rot inside my ruin
look inside your face sigils surging out of you

and its killing time
and it kills ur mind


take me to another sight a night where light will bend the hate
i dont see a point of no return and then i turn to hades
found out you got twisted minds of wires and its all restrained
its all over the floor the flowing crimson flowers

it flows so much
the blood a reason to you
all the flies and rusty toenails

and its killing time
and it kills ur mind

bad heart minds the benadryl that killed the sun and takes ur hide
diagnosis im whats broken
flowing out i killed the sun
and how strange nobody helped me 
killed the sun now the mothers weeping
now all deserving cry
maybe god ive cracked, may be god

skin is pink like the pills i took and now im delirious

the warning signs

closer to a lie

agony we go towards

the come up

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqfNH9JKdrw

the things i see when i cant sleep

sleep i know that i dont wanna see you
its your fault that i had anothr reason to be
its your nervous and then your in a system
that you cant get out then you just find the anguish
theres some other hacks and you dont wanna feel it
your screaming at night you feel it in your bones now
you jus wnana hang from the trees that are outside
but you dont go out there anytime in the night

i dont wanna hear a thing
i just take another soul
leave me outside in the cold
leave me outside in the mold
and i do not want to scream
but i hear my heart will ring
and i just will start to race
at a pace thats all too late

you dont wanna be like, better
you dont wanna be here never never
your stuck here like its forever
and the tides hanging now its all severed
die in the rain and you will do as i say
and its too late as i cry now
die in the cold as it takes your soul
it creeps around its all in the mold

not wanting me now out to bleed
its in my spleen that i ate
you look around its too late

she haunts your dreams more than anyone anyone
she haunts your dreams than anyone ever
sever the mouth and i behead her
never we are never good together
takes away you want to
you fly away now for you
its all in the sky at night
the stars will collide into me

i dont like it
but it taste a bit good
the candy to my brain
serotonin in sunshine
i dont wanna be never
sever mouths in cold streets heather
the wings of the harpy
look around and tell me you dont see thing

serotonin in sunshine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyJV0A5SDqw

parasite/antichrist

cant help but get closer

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