So, music is a really difficult subject for me. While I‘ve been making it one way or another since I was a child, there have always been dominant people in my life trying to strongly push me into doing what they envision, what they think is good music. This is true for other forms of art as well but in my case mostly about music.

I guess this is why I never really released anything (I did perform tho lol) and also don’t feel happy to listen to my old music. I only hear myself in there partially.

So, over time I very slowly made friends with my occasionally quite odd ears. And managed to find a place where I can touch upon something beyond justification or comparison - it’s fleeting still, I don’t always have it.

This piece was recorded in a single sitting last december and while playing I started crying and I couldn’t stop for quite some time even after I had finished. More composed, less rambly (and also happier/funnier) pieces are coming but this one is really special to me because in playing I managed to open the floodgates and find a place to resonate with my own being, my pain and my joy, far beyond needing to be or do anything other than the music I was touching and being into existence right then and there.

PRAYER FOR A BLUDGEONED CHRYSALIS

D3VINATION Draconids Meteor Shower hosted by HASTIA on Cashmere radio & Ola Radio

D3VINATION Draconids Meteor Shower Feat. cs_puppy

Video: https://youtu.be/cD4PKS9elwM

Heist: https://twitter.com/heistvr

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I don't ask for a lot, just forever.

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WAC© - Victim
MIEDO TOTAL - SUFFER
Blood of Aza - Nerve Damage
Conejx - Espejos
BUNGALOVV - ARAUCARIA
jhl, blood of aza - ritual death
estoc - MSMCH (ICE SPICE x SOPHIE)
BLASTA MASTA - ESQUIZOFRENIA
Pain Princess - Rosa
ETHNO SERVICE - ES AMB 01
SLAVZIMM - CRISIS
Syn x Ozwald - Idle Dread
MAX DAHLHAUS - STYMIED CYCLE (T5UMUT5UMU REMIX)
Nicola Cruz - Sin retorno (Ehua Remix)
AGGROMANCE - h0t girls - kim petras xcharlie xcx edit
BJÖRK - ATOPOS (ACTIVITY WAR RECONSTRUCTED)
AGGROMANCE - Desafío x Fake
Blood of Aza - Inhumation
POUCH ENVY - SLAVE4U
Crystal Castles - Not in Love (feat. Robert Smith)

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Heist - Dark XII (Jan. 13, 2023)

Live Simulation by Theo Triantafyllidis

Sound by @wetimeaudiohouse

Commissioned by M Museum Pavilion for Floriade Expo 2022, NL

A precious slice of microscopic life preserved in an intensive care terrarium. Through a moist glass surface and within lush vegetation expands a busy Colony of Ants. Slowly and painstakingly they are working to form a brittle purple mud into a structure they can call home. From this structure grows an entire forest of tiny flowering plants. Branching and blooming in every direction, they are calling to be pollinated by buzzing Honey Bee replicas. An Aromatic Snail and a Dung Beetle provide help, while a Storm Mantis and a Sugar Spider complete the ecosystem of microfauna, praying for a snack. All but self-sustaining, this closed terrarium system is engineered to simulate all the necessary natural cycles for the fragile community of organisms. The flow of nutrients, hormones, moisture and temperature constantly regulated under the sound of insects buzzing. An experiment in resilience and entropy carefully monitored by a mysterious figure, contemplating on the paradox of environmental repair.

*This is an approximation of the final audio which was generative and fluid.

BugSim (Pheromone Spa), 2022

Gussief1 - 22/03/2023

nondi_ - It's Acid

Deconstructed World:  AHMED ALAA w/ NEMRAC - 07/08/2023

Tracklist: 
Hogett - Intro 
Architect - Pastgate
Flash conduct - Sees you...
Kalamár Ádám - F.O.M.O
Hidden riot (KINZOisHERE REMIX)
Plaster - Double connection (Plaster remix)
Mt. Saint Michel - Torn
Pilo - Adapt Tactics
Ecovoron - Shadedancer

80 BPM mix to spare your heart

𝘈 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘣 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘵. 

New season of xwishes with special guest and dear friend dominica dies (fka Tina Tuner) owner of the YouTube channel « post clubbing depression » and member of the bzh collective « Scorpion metal ». 

✩°𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘪𝘭𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘹 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳-𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵-𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘣 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤, 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦.

Thank u @tinatunning <3 ily

✰TRACKLIST *ੈ

marriage with an unbeliever @christianloveforum
AE8B9A19 @hugolioret
metal slug sings @bridget-aslaug
cmyk @nie-skowronek @ickumas_1
h-serc @gyurbhi
crystal love yourself cry @birgittadragon
lixiviados @mvd0ae
ritual @proxdotbleep
ihim - ambi @moshtrq
oleelinen (essential) @lukelund_lotech
phosphene @3yyccee
leaking @diversionprogram
heat edit @johnobject @trngs
distill @exmantera
subspace + clitoris @femmexy
pretty like a transgender edit @kollars
undateable @golce-dabanna
99942 apophis @brodinskiofficial
slut theory @detahmusic
a blue fever dream @naagelatin
i love you w/ @funenombra prod @cymbionic

✰ Initially aired on @lyl_radio the 24th October 2023

*XWISHES W/DOMINICA DIES ✧

The debut visual album from V Chip Superstar, originally streamed at Ceremony Vol. 2.

Watch the original stream here: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/754011143

Twitter: https://twitter.com/vchipsuperstar
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/vchipsuperstar
YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UClCOJb8nmrPPuQLfBf2CK6A

LIVE @ CEREMONY VOL. 2

https://soundcloud.com/aqnb/city-piloted-2020-courtesy-the-artist?in=citymusic33/sets/trance-cult-metal @citymusic33

wish-vancouver.net
all the proceeds go to WISH Drop-in Centre Society.
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Trance Cult Metal Remixes

bela - Face Of Another (City - Piloted) Remix

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Heist - Dark XII (Jan. 13, 2023)

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