oh my god i hate my life
there is a metaphysical gun at my back at all times
work or die work or die you lowly peasant
work or die

the industrial revolution in some respects has been 
a total disaster for the human race
we have greatly increased our life expectancy but live hollow lives
we are more connected than ever before but we hate each other with it
alienation of the individual,
karl marx predicted this
exploitation and meaningless labor
karl marx predicted this
astronomical wealth gaps between the rich and poor
karl marx predicted this

contrary to popular conservative thought
karl marx is considered a western philosopher on the back end of the enlightenment
americas inability to confront it's origins and past honestly and critically will be the inevitable
destruction of the country
all men are created equal
but some are more equal than others
how do we reconcile with the philosophical contradictions of the founding fathers
what is a free society
what liberties do we trade for collective safety
what is the function of the government

cut the power lines
increased police state
cut the power lines
for profit prisons
cut the power lines
the destruction of the natural world
cut the power lines
all the plastic in the ocean
cut the power lines
massive suffering in the third world
cut the power lines
whens the next marvel movie coming out
cut the power lines
buy another funko pop
cut the power lines
dont worry about it

I can't take it anymore I am at my limit this isn't a meme I am really losing it

im in a big hoodie
and my hairs fucked up
wearing my favorite color
psych ward grippy socks

i think her name was heather
she tried getting hit by a truck
by lying on the highway
but everyone stopped

this others guy was in there
for punching a kid
so hard in the face
that it damaged his brain

the nurses all say
that its totally safe
but they wont tell us the names
of the drugs that we take

the walls are kind of dirty
the food really sucks
theres only one window
and the glass wont bust

the christmas trees up
but its halloween
and my roommate took too much acid
and hes stuck in a dream

no one really knows 
if im a boy or girl
after a week in the loony bin
im not even sure

now i think im a ghost
made of psychic pain
the magnets in the shower
stop me falling down the drain

rockford center for behavioral health
and substance abuse 
for your personal hell
destroying their patients
since '74
gold seal of approval
for exploiting the poor

the rockford center psych ward song

nightmare machine

sneak out your window and get in the car
ive been blowing up your phone wondering where you are
over to jacob tome on the hill by the water
crawl over the fence the cops put there to bother us



all the old buildings and stained photographs
signed by all the ghosts that lived here in the past
now theyre hanging around on the roof tops with us
we're getting high off our asses did you bring enough



across the field the big moons hitting the tower
why did we stop building cool architecture
i guess we live in the age of decay
and thats kind of cool in its own sort of way



some say we
we're at the
we're at the end of history



books with bad omens
kids without moms
information chaos
nuclear bombs

jacob tome song

these are the side effects of touching moss
slurring speech and eyes that gloss
recollection of your thoughts and faces that glow when they're hot
feels like you transcend time
my body yours and yours is mine
the side effects of touching moss
it slows your brain from feeling rot
electric wires buzz cause pain
make all the people feel insane
so put some moss into your hand
makes you feel like a kid again
the side effects of touching moss
i wrote them down 'cause you forgot
all of that time you spend at work
erodes your heart and makes you hurt
so call your boss and take that day
remember you are here to play
the side effects of touching moss
soothes your souls and warms your heart
the side effects of touching moss

the side effects of touching moss

night riding my bike
cant think of anything that makes me
feel more alive
night riding my bike
yeah im waiting for you to go to bed on time

because the streets are so empty when the suns not on fire
theres plenty of time to stop and smell all the flowers
hey, what does it mean to be alive?
even the animals come out to party at night!

night riding my bike
cant think of anything because i feel so alive
night riding my bike
yeah im begging you to turn off the lights

because the sky above us is a beautiful sight
but we're ruining it with our industrial might
so tell a friend about light pollution
if we work together we can find a solution

night riding my bike
hey if you close your eyes it feels just like youre flying!
night riding my bike!

Night Ride (the bicycle song)

An encounter in empty space

i know you
i see it too
you keep searching in your heart but theres nothing you can do

you are a rock
you are an island
i keep calling from the shore but im not getting through

if there is a spark
then smother the fire
i wont let this happen to myself again

i keep opening my mouth but im not getting through
im a thousand miles away now and theres nothing i can do
im alright

getting through

Art by Jenny, oxygen-stealer on tumblr

"THIS IS SO FUCKING RAD OH MY GOD. GORGEOUS SONG I'M SO HONORED" - Jenny

i love my room
no i dont wanna hang out with you
because someone could get hurt
and ive got better things to do

im in my room
i could be in here all day
i sit and talk with my paintings
help me with understanding
that im better off this way

i just have to walk to the store
get past these creatures with their twisting features
and i know that its scary in this world without mercy 
but ive done it before

and when im back in my room
im going to drink until i throw up
because theres nothing left that i care about
in this world

i love my room
i dont want to hang out with you
because someone could get hurt 
and ive got better things to do

then i can go to the woods
lie down under a great big tree
dig myself under fallen leafs
and let the mushrooms eat on me

my room

The Moon Path by Elliott Daingerfield, 1900. Oil on panel.


i go to the woods to get away from it all
if im lucky i find mushrooms
I watch the animals at play
whats stopping me from doing the same?


that night i had the strangest dream 
i was flying over these factories
this light hit me like i was an altar
like i was on a movie screen

mr daingerfield i walk the moon path
i go where others fear to go
i see the beauty you tried to capture
now im trying to make my own


the cuts on my body were shining silver light
you put your hands over mine
you said a prayer and we started glowing 
i still dont know what it means


mr daingerfield i walk the moon path
i think i know more than i should know
i look down and see so much suffering
its so hard to know im alone


mr dangerfield i walk the moon path
i go where my friends are too scared to go
they all tell me its way too dangerous
when youve been there enough it feels like home



mr daingerfield i walk the moon path
mr daingerfield i walk alone
mr daingerfield i walk the moon path
mr daingerfield i walk alone

the moon path

dagger eyes
across the room
i know what you are
i know what you do

dagger eyes
only for me
i know you
i know you

knife play

KNIFE PLAY

eli, i am watching
as youre losing smile
softly sigh
thank you
or sorry
for your time

little lines crossing you
over eyes out of my life
out of heart
out of mind
means nothing to the style
its only wasted time
i only go out at night
my stomach sick when i see you smile
i dont want to think about it
i dont want to think about it

tell me one more time that you like the sound of my voice

little lines crossing you
over eyes out of my life
out of heart
out of mind
now i only just want to die
wanting you all the time
like little cuts from your knife
my stomach sick when i see you smile
i dont want to think about it
i dont want to think about it

little lines

hey little mama ive got many things to do outside my house today
i saw many things outside of my house today

hey little mama ive got many things to do
im sure that you do too

hey little mama why dont you just shake your bones on down to the car wash
get yourself feeling new




shake your bones on down to the car wash

Drive (for Steven)

eva with anne

new touch
new person to love
i thank my lucky star for giving me
someone to hold

and i feel like im not alone in this world

we meet at an art museum
matisse paintings on the walls 
this is an old song 
i am still feeling blue 
for you

youre afraid that im a fire
that will smother itself
its a year and i have your flowers
still up on a shelf

New Touch (demo)

Inside a broken clock
Splashing the wine
With all the Rain Dogs
Taxi, we'd rather walk
Huddle a doorway with the Rain Dogs
For I am a Rain Dog, too
Oh, how we danced and we swallowed the night
For it was all ripe for dreaming
Oh, how we danced away all of the lights
We've always been out of our minds
The Rum pours strong and thin
Beat out the dustman
With the Rain Dogs
Aboard a shipwreck train
Give my umbrella to the Rain Dogs
For I am a Rain Dog, too
Oh, how we danced with the Rose of Tralee
Her long hair black as a raven
Oh, how we danced and you whispered to me
You'll never be going back home

Rain Dogs (Tom Waits cover)

I don't know if I feel like going tonight
stay inside and drink to smother the light
I am undeserving
I am worthy of this pain
I am unnerving
and I feel like I am losing myself
all over again

I don't know if I feel like starting this fight
if no one listens does it matter when you're right?
You're so
condescending
afraid of giving
anyone an inch if
you cant have your mile

Stay in tonight

Waterloo Sunset (The Kinks cover)

i dont know why ive been dreaming of you
i only know you in photos, a conversation or two
youre in the city lying by your window
colors from the tv casting shadows on the wall

youre smoking weed probably not listening to this song
some pixie dream girl has her fingers in your hair 
all smiles in your eyes
im wholly unlucky, i know i'll never be there

oh my god its another night alone
i have a place to sleep but it doesnt feel like home


i dont know why ive been dreaming of you
okay i guess theres nothing else i have to do
take the bus far away from the city
please dont wake me when i am sleeping

oh my god you have all my favorite books
i try to tell you and you understood

dreaming of you

This song is based off Neon Genesis Evangelion


may i have your attention
people dont panic in the streets
but its really happening
i just saw it on tv

something alien has been detected by the nation
the one that found it said its too late to save us

we know its nothing like we've ever seen in the movies
someone sent in a message it had math equations saying
that our bodies and thoughts would soon become something together
and we need to decide if we want to stay that way forever


and you told me that youre afraid of others hearts
but i think youve misunderstood from the start
people tell me that they want to be your friend
the one that shouted i at the heart of the world


after all of the chaos
buildings burning in the city 
military weapons, humans, monsters,
you wouldn't believe


barriers between yourselves dissolve but you will suffer
if you wish once more for the existence of others
loneliness has filled the heart of every living being
a world where no one else exists is only just a dream

Gospel Of The New Century

rachel, if im being honest you
make me blush we're watching saturday morning cartoons

you see your smile in my eyes and you 
dance with me while we're making breakfast for two

we can ride bikes through the city
see the paintings in the art museum
eating ice cream in the rain with you
theres nothing else i think id rather do

Rachel

last cigarette

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songs of love and isolation. daydreams and pain. sometimes whimsical, sometimes sincere. painting angels is a one woman band on the east coast of the united states.

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