Numbers - Part 1

Used to wake up happy
Saw life in a different way
Now life’s just passing
Let all of the colors fade
Numb to my emotions 
Life doesn’t feel the same
What I have chosen 
I wish I could change 

Looking into the fire hoping I can see some red
But It’s just grey I’m tired of missing everything in my head
Where’s the blue reminding me of all the words you said
Guess I’ll just high and carry on in a world undead

Where did all of the colors go
Used to see now they don’t show
I’m scared but nobody knows
Lost in these spaces unknown

I never see any color except for the blood from my heart where I bleed
Remember when I would wake up with a smile and now I’m just wishing I’d leave

I used to think that my life had a purpose when I see the light in the sky 
But lately my eyes not been doing me favors I only see black-and-white

Cause you took the love that was left in me 
I was so down and you gave me the recipe 
Ran out of my life and you no longer next to me 
You are the blue now you too far ahead of me 

All I can hope is that things going to change 
Let go of my problems forgive the mistakes 
How it has been doesn’t mean it’s my fate
Maybe one day i will get out of the gray

Looking into the fire hoping I can see some red
But It’s just grey I’m tired of missing everything in my head
Where’s the blue reminding me of all the words you said
Guess I’ll just high and carry on in a world undead

Where did all of the colors go
Used to see now they don’t show
I’m scared but nobody knows
Lost in these spaces unknown

Always smiling to 
Mask all of my pain
Thinking about life
And all of my mistakes
Tired of going through
The motions of every day
Wake every morning   
Wishing it would fade 

Where did all of the colors go
Used to see now they don’t show
I’m scared but nobody knows
Lost in these spaces unknown

Where Did All Of The Colors Go? (ft. SEON)

Fashion Forward (Acoustic)

SUV (ft. OZNE)

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~ lyrics ~

just
hold on
don’t lose
control
now
just
hold on
don’t lose
your soul
now
just
hold on
don’t lose
control
now
just
hold on
don’t lose
your soul
now
i know that this life gets hard sometimes
i know that depression’s running through your mind
i know that sometimes you just want to cry
but nobody understands so you close your eyes
i know that sometimes you just want to die
i know that sometimes you just wonder why
they leave you on your own just to fight this fight
but i promise you that you gon' get through tonight
cause i’ve seen it with my own eyes
and i’ve felt it in my own life
yeah i’ve seen it with my own eyes
yeah i’ve seen it with my own eyes
and i’ve felt it in my own life
yeah i’ve seen it with my own eyes
and i’ve felt it in my own life
so
just
hold on
don’t lose
control
now
just
hold on
don’t lose
your soul
now
just
hold on
don’t lose
control
now
just
hold on
that pain
gon' slow down
i know about’ the feelings that you’re feeling deep within
and i know that sometimes all you want is the evidence
that life gone get better
and that the pain fades away
i know you’re under the weather
and wanna see brighter days
i know that you’re in a chapter you wish that you could erase
i know that life gets hard
and you’ve been losing faith
and i know
you feel like nobody cares
and i know
you feel like nobody’s there
but i swear
that everything you’re going through
is just gone make you stronger
but only if you can promise to
just
hold on
don’t lose
control
now
just
hold on
that pain
gon' slow down

#sad #sadsong #depression

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i know that this life gets hard sometimes, but i promise you that you gon' get through tonight.

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Lyrics:

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

how did u fall for a guy like me
i don’t know how to love and i’m never happy
i sleep all day to escape my anxiety
the last thing i need is fucking liability

so keep clear, i got enough with myself
i know u wanna fix me but ion need ur help
i’ll keep digging till my mind gets some rest
i’m sorry if ur hurt, didn’t mean to upset (u)

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

everything i do, why don't u notice me
can't u see me down, i always bleed
all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

tell me that u love me, then push me away
i have to deal with it everyday
it's all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

and i'm holding on more than i should
you know i'd leave u in the past if i could
but you're driving me insane, can't get it out my brain
you're the fire in my veins, oh

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

(don't know who i am)

fire in my veins (w/ juli)

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Lock Me Up

Numbers

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

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Lyrics

Sorry X
I wish that I could help you
But I can’t even help myself
Bound by mental health
Cause all these years I’ve tried 
and I know I could do better 
but how do I?

cøzybøy
no i dont know what to say
it gets harder everyday
i dont think that i can stay
i just wanna fade away
try to sleep but i’m afraid
all my fears are on display
insecurities invade
but i’m trying

Sorry X
When the dark creeps inside
It’s impossible to fight
I try to hide, but it’s where I lie
And every night it’s by my side
Though I try, it’s impossible to fight

Saiah
Sometimes I feel everything
and I feel so still
Dreaming like I got away
I feel like she got away
I'm the sun and you're the stars
Flying a plane with the pigeons afar
the music and the money, let it drive my car
you don't even love me you just want a little though
I don't know if you're the same, are you? 
Fly away, let me know
You decide if it's over

Sorry X
When the dark creeps inside
It’s impossible to fight
I try to hide, but it’s where I lie
And every night it’s by my side
Though I try, it’s impossible to fight

cøzybøy
no i dont know what to say
it gets harder everyday
i dont think that i can stay
i just wanna fade away
try to sleep but i’m afraid
all my fears are on display
insecurities invade
but i’m trying

Where I Lie

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Where I Lie ft. cøzybøy & Saiah (Prod. Noria Beats)

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Lyrics:

Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you

Yeah, said you gon’ stay but you’re gone now
Told me that you think about me every time you fallin’
Now I think about you and I swear I do it often
Think about you often every second to be honest 
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Talkin’ to you often even though you’re in a coffin

Yeah, said you gonna carry my heart and never break it 
Every single thing that we go through we will make it 
Drownin’ all my sorrows in bottles to escape it 
Yeah my shawty turned into an angel
I didn’t know you were in danger 
This fuckin’ life if so painful 
I see you flyin’ but I don’t 

Yeah, and I don’t know what I’m gonna do I wake up in the mornin’ and I’m not next to you
Feelin’ like I can’t do this anymore 
And I don’t know what the fuck I’m fightin’ for 
Yeah, trippin’ I got demons in my brain 
Tell me how to fuck I’m gonna stay
I don’t wanna waste away
Shawty I don’t wanna waste away
I don’t wanna waste away 

I see you flyin’ but I don’t know how I just keep on fallin’ down 
Talkin’ to an angel would you please just come on down
Would you please just come on down?
Runnin’ in circles in my head and I’m runnin’ wild 
I see you flyin’ but I don’t know how I just keep on fallin’ down 
Talkin’ to an angel would you please just come on down
Would you please just come on down?
Runnin’ in circles in my head and I’m runnin’ wild 

Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you

Yeah, said you gon’ stay but you’re gone now
Told me that you think about me every time you fallin’
Now I think about you and I swear I do it often
Think about you often every second to be honest 
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Talkin’ to you often even though you’re in a coffin

Yeah, said you gonna carry my heart and never break it 
Every single thing that we go through we will make it 
Drownin’ all my sorrows in bottles to escape it 
Yeah my shawty turned into an angel
I didn’t know you were in danger 
This fuckin’ life if so painful 
I see you flyin’ but I don’t 

Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you

WILL YOU BE THERE

PALESKIN

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