you want to make a point when you say you dont want to
when everythings okay you say you dont want truce

i just gotta believe in myself so you dont have to question me anymore
my confidence wont hold on too well cus ive been bluntly drinking poison all along

will conflict ever come?
i dont want to, so do you
yet we end back up in arguments; and they don't make sense if everything turns out okay the next day

all futile; semi-hostile (demo)

from Popscene Manila's "I Think I Need A New Heart" compilation released Valentine's Day 2023. 

Link for the compilation: https://popscenemanila.bandcamp.com/album/i-think-i-need-a-new-heart

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Written & Produced by Daniel Gruspe
Mixed by Frankie Lalunio 
Mastered by Jerome Velasco

i dont dream of labour
but i find it hard
to say what im doing
whatever this is 
pays the bills

i thought you'd be mad
i told you last night
i cut my own wrist
cause i don't know what to feel

i feel most myself
when i am alone with myself

august is pretty
bad for my sanity
but worse for all 
the people around me

try as i might
but i try so hard
to not to become
the people i hated the most

i fear the most for myself
is when i am alone with myself

when i am alone with myself

my face is made of clay demo

written + produced by panjia
dialogue in track 4 from before sunrise ^__^
extra vocals on track 5 by @concept: afterthought
cover art by nixie :3

lyrics + (free!!!) download r up on bandcamp:

sleep (for the night)

 written + produced by panjia
dialogue in track 4 from before sunrise ^__^
extra vocals on track 5 by @concept: afterthought
cover art by nixie :3

lyrics + (free!!!) download r up on bandcamp:

sundown

haunt me

written + recorded in d (summer of) 9th grade 

written + produced by panjia
dialogue in track 4 from before sunrise ^__^
extra vocals on track 5 by @concept: afterthought
cover art by nixie :3

lyrics + (free!!!) download r up on bandcamp:

genesis (intro)

call me pretty

slowly, i think i can feel my body
fading, i dont really get it
why am i a weirdo and so different
i just wanna be

like you, who knows
maybe if i try to find someone
like you, who knows
i would feel much better

cause don't you know
i wanna be like you
you are so beautiful
and i don't wanna be
like me you see
i am so ugly
so take me out of here

maybe, if i change my body, i'll be happy
i don't really get to
get along with all these other people
i just wanna be

like you, who knows
maybe if i kill my older self
like you, who knows
i would feel much better

cause don't you know
i wanna be like you
you are so beautiful
and i don't wanna be
like me you see
i am so ugly
so take me out of here

[solo]

i just wanna be
like you, who knows
maybe if i unalive myself
like you, who knows
i would feel much better

cause don't you know
i wanna be like you
you are so beautiful
and i don't wanna be
like me you see
i am so ugly
so take me out of here

don't wanna be (demo)

FROM "A Descent" EP
STREAM OR DOWNLOAD AT https://artists.landr.com/waraw-a-descent

LYRICS:
Skies shower me with your lies
Fall on me hollow skies
Our hollow skies
Your hollow lies
Our hollow skies fall
Feel so hollow
I can’t follow
All the shallow lies that you speak
You seek their acceptance
The price that you pay
For your mistake
Is the hollow heart you swallow
When you try to drown your sorrow
No tomorrow
Hear them wallow
Showered with their praise
Have faith in us
This trust means so much to us
So trust in us
We receive this gift
To free us from us
To free from us them
To free them from us and us from them
To then depend on no one
To pretend to be one of them
I want us to never
Compromise
Sacrifice
And be free

genesis (intro)

panjia

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