Rose Gold

Moving in the morning
My memory’s as golden
As the light that stings my eyes
Nobody’s too pure
Blinded by the future
Reach for it when the tide is high
Tänker du på mig?
Like a rag doll, drag me
Jag tänker på dig
If I say please, would you have me?
What can I do? (ooh)
What can I do? (ooh)

(chorus)
Until the doors bleed
Until the walls heave
I’m left behind

Rolling live wire
Chemical spitfire
Turn my bruises into thrush
I’m soft and you’re gone
I’m still sleeping on
The golden age we want so much
Kan jag röra dig?
Like a baby, hold me
Kan du röra mig?
Will you come back for me?
What can I do? (ooh)
What can I do? (ooh)

(chorus repeats)

Wake up in the morning, fix my face up right
Pull my hair so I can remember what it tastes like
Feed a blush fire, you’re the fuel
Knocking out the fumes
Knock me out, knocking out the fumes

ROSE GOLD

(a tiny piece of) baby blues

Wet teen dream 
Finally eighteen 
My solidity is gone
Did I do something wrong?
Little me, miss punk pristine 

I wanna fight, come take a bite

This youth will cost you your life
In my tummy, got a butterfly knife
Give me honest
Wail on me, Johnny Rotten
Make my ears ring, mister lightening

I wanna fight, come take a bite
Wide eyed, and you’re still blind

Bags on my face
You’re a disgrace
No dignity for miss libertine

Wide Eyed

it's rough and this is my first ever attempt at recording this but here u go friends



Street Talker

“Memory Sieve”

Keep slurring, I wanna remember this
Bleeding natural talent
Heal a harder callus
Warm, sticky, sweet
Let it drip, let it kill
Curious
I can’t sit still

(chorus)
Hit me with it like you hate me
Let me have it
Bend me over, break me
Like a bad habit
-
Hit me with it like you hate me
Let me have it
Bend me over, break me
Like a bad habit

Put a hole in my cheek
Personal mystique
Syrup corroding my teeth

You’re surreal
It’s not romantic, it’s a tragedy
Stars in your eyes, just like me
Juxtaposed 
You against me
Predisposed
You’re a dream

Hit me with it like you hate me
Let me have it
Bend me over, break me
Like a bad habit


You’re dynamite
Just out of reach
If I get into you, could you get into me?
You’re outta sight

Memory Sieve

**This is old and I cringe at it but I also love it 

ACADEMIA 
You can hear my silence if I can hear you scream
I can always repent naivety
Rip a headline into place
I can't speak but you can't taste
I keep stitches in my face

Dirt in my mouth sounds better than letting you walk past
Let me walk, cause I'm the best you'll never have

I can feel you noticing
Can you feel me crave?
Do your hands ache? Do they shake inside your head?
Shake me instead, tell you where I've been
And you tell me where I'm going

And I think we both know
Recklessness is vital
What good is a long life
When you let it sit idle?

Idle living

Your life, waste it with me
Yours for the taking
Waste it on me
Yours for the taking

Academia

Who will protect you from cyanide candy?
Don't trust daddy burning out the cherry
Taste tetanus on your fingertips
Advantage of your innocence 
And I know where you've been
Trust could be a sin

One way mirror, my eyes are here
Don't treat me like a child
Capable, able, I try
Delusional denial

Inject yourself under the tongue
Take yourself away, we are two, we are one
You can hide, but he's a shadow
Wade the water, stale and shallow
Bare palms, a fire starter
Burn and be reborn a martyr

One way mirror, my eyes are here
Don't treat me like a child
Capable, able, I try
Delusional denial

Die with me
Fall with me
Take me so selfishly
I'm in your bloodstream

Lawless deflowering
Thoughts overpowering
Feel you above me

One way mirror, my eyes are here
Don't treat me like a child
Capable, able, I try
Delusional deniaaaaal
Don't treat me like a chiiiildd
Delusional deniaaaaal
Don't treat me like a chiiiiiild, 
Huh!

- Written and recorded by just me :)

TRASHMAN

Think I'll fall out of my corpse
Let nature run it's course
Bacteria and bugs (bugs)
Eating up  my guts
Grow weeds out of my cuts
Children poke me with a stick
Don't say I wasn't sick
Why can't I let it go?

Never in control
Water tastes like metal
You're still lonely when you settle
Let the moss eat all the petals and
Rot
The flowers in your pot
Love me or love me not?
How can I ever know?
Why can't I let it go?
Why can't I let it

GoooOOoo~
GooooOOoo~

Vulnerable for who?
I won't even look at youuuu
Belly full, to expell
Throw your wishes in the well
:)

MY EYES FELL OUT

This is old and recorded from my phone :') I'm gonna upload a bunch of old shit while I work on actually producing songs that sound decent

Spit on my brain, give it back to me
You say what you say, but don't say it to me
Rip at my heart, and sew it back for me
Fucking with my nerve, my disectomy

I know that threats don't matter anymore
Serve my head, a platter on the floor

Gentle tenderness, leave prints on my skin
The lamb gives commands, and the giving give in
Forget to be blessed, but remember not to sin
I beg for it to end, just to let it all begin

In Security *

This is a few years old, and in the process of being remade but I kinda also love this oooold version so here u go <3

Georgia Peach

What apple bruises faster than the other apples do?
What happened to the girl that was your vice and your virtue?
I can waste your time, why would I stop you?
On the telephone line, when you've got no one to talk to

It doesn't take money to make you bleed
You can always get that part for free
The displeasure of my company
For that, you can thank me

"Georgia, Georgia, Georgia peach,
Will you lie here with me?"
My blood and guts all in the streets
Don't you wanna unfuck me?
With your fingers down the barrel of a gun
If I can't love you, I can't love anyone

Doesn't take money to make you bleed
Get that part for free

Don't touch my body, I'm ice cold
And in the summer heat, I can burn alone
Buy all of your kicks out of a trench coat
But I get mine for free
Displeasure of your company
You don't know how to be discrete
And you probably belong to me
You probably belong to me

Doesn't take money to make you bleed
You can always get that part for free
The displeasure of my company 
And for that, you can just thank me

~You probably belong to meee~
~You probably belong tooo mee~~

Georgia Peach

synth pop shit ???
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