I used to look at my reflection
and be ok with what I saw
now mirrors make me change direction
I can't bear to see them anymore

hair and grease and scaly skin
the cage I move my soul about in
mucus membranes, clogged up pores
scars and fat and grosser flaws

my hide no longer seems to fit me
I am not the shape I was once in
my body seems to work against me
I'm like a stranger in my skin

<shorus>
every day
every day I'm growing
every day
every day I', growing ugly

Help me please I'm fighting my mutation
Help me please I'm trying not to change
Help me stop this awful transformation
Help me stop my body rearrange

Dont make me see myself 
the way that others see me

Growing ugly

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Radioactive Baby

Rad-lands Jazz Club

Symptoms of an Artist

My mate married his fleshlight

iOS electronic artist. too old to be relevant. to bald to be cool. Living in Sydney, Australia.

Manifesto for FAWM 2017

This year I am going to create an album based on the idea of mutants and mutation. 

In terms of structure and toolset intend to add vocals to my usual collection of movie samples. This means singing. By me. I apologise already. This will pose some interesting problems however - I generally do all my music making on the bus to and from work, my use of electronic instruments and movie samples is as much a reaction to this restriction as it is a creative choice. If I want to sing then I will need to add the voice when I am at home, in my noisy, child infested, privacy free house. Whether this is actually possible remains to be seen.
I have picked up a microphone for my ipad in the hope it will improve my chances.
I would also like to add some real guitars to the mix too.
My songs get too long, so I am imposing a 4 minute 30 second limit. My FAWM stuff is always pretty free of clutter but just in case I am also imposing a 8 track limit in my DAW.

Thematically I expect things to turn out with my usual mix of extremely dark and serious material mixed with extreme silliness and flippance. As usual the darkest sounding music will have the most silly subtext and the overtly lighthearted tracks will probably have a completely sombre subtext.



This year's Album is on the theme of Radioactive Mutants..


My SC page: https://soundcloud.com/pantsofdeath

2016 FAWM page https://soundcloud.com/pantsofdeathfawm2016

2015 FAWM page https://soundcloud.com/pantsofdeathfawm2015

2014 FAWM Page: https://soundcloud.com/pantsoddeathfawm2014 

2013 FAWM Album "Defawmation": https://soundcloud.com/fawm_pantsofdeath



Website: www.pantsofdeath.com

Growing ugly

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