"WAITING FOR WINTER"

Written, performed and produced by Roman Gorielov.
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Roman Gorielov.
Cover design and photo by Roman Gorielov.

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© 2018 Roman Gorielov.

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Waiting For Winter

If freedom had a face, it’d have your eyes 
The color of open sky 
You’re window cranks and four-wheel drive 
But I kiss my fingers at a yellow stoplight  

I know you don’t want to stay here 
Feeling tethered
Too much heavy weather
I want to be sun, for you I’m trying 
But I do the dishes with sore fingers
I can’t leave them overnight 

I want to be wild for you 
Sink my teeth in, howl my love
I wasn’t made
For running, baby 
But I wish I was

You gave me so much room
But it turns out 
Something about me was suffocating you 
The worst is that 
There’s no one here to blame 
We’re just not the same 
But could you learn 
To love a tame thing?

I want to be wild for you 
Sink my teeth in, howl my love
I wasn’t made
For running, baby 
But I wish I was

Is this the best we can do
No room for compromise
If I don’t set the alarm
Will you just stay the night
Won’t fight the ocean 
But I’ll wait for the change in tides

I want to be wild for you
I want to be wild
I want to be wild for you
Sink my teeth in, howl my love
I wasn't made 
For running, baby
But I wish I was
I wish I was
I wish I was
I wish I was

Wasn't Made For Running

Ever come across someone that would stop at nothing just to drag others down to make themselves feel better? I wont be stooping to that level.
This one is for them :) 

What lies within,
You’re always searching for a sin,
To help you win,

It’s just like you, 
Don’t matter what you say or do, 
It’s nothing new,
 
Oh where do we begin, 
I can’t be like you, 
When all the time, 
I always find you look too far within, 
Is now the time?
How am I gonna win?
I won’t let you in

How’s it going to be?
You shoot your arrows right at me, 
And hope I bleed, 

I could aim at you, 
Won’t matter what you say or do?
They won’t get through,

Oh where do I begin, 
I won’t be like you, 
When all the time, 
I always find I look too far within, 
But now’s the time
And I am gonna win
I won’t let you in

Won’t let you in

Won't Let You In (Unplugged)

Long Wave Digital

There's a rare magic here - the kind that makes you close your eyes and smile, knowing something beautiful is about to unfold. Like that perfect moment when the club's energy shifts and everything aligns, it captures that tingling anticipation when the night could go anywhere, and everywhere feels right.

Moonlight Slide

'Picture of You' revolves around creating an idealised image of somebody based on interactions through a phone screen rather than meeting them in person. The idea of a meet cute is ancient history thanks to various dating apps that have become available.

This song acts as a poignant commentary on how digital platforms have transformed the landscape of romance. While they offer new opportunities for connection, they also challenge us to consider the value of authenticity and genuine human interaction in building meaningful relationships.

Picture of You

I don’t think I’ve ever cried this much while making a song. And knowing the story it’s built on? That made it even harder.
See if you can make it to the end without feeling anything.

Earthgirl is about a woman who flees to a small town, carrying the unbearable weight of a past she can’t speak aloud. To outsiders, she seems strange—always tense, private, off-kilter. But what they’re seeing is alienation—an emotional exile she’s built around herself to survive. Underneath it all, she’s running from a relationship marked by stalking, rape, and attempted murder, and the heartbreak of secretly terminating a pregnancy to save her own life and future —on the night of a full moon.

Lyrics:

You bash at the piñata of my mind,
To get the goodies deep inside.
The truth was always hard to find.
considering I always lied.

I'm not an Earthgirl.
I'm not an Earthgirl.
I'm not a nice girl.

I dry my laundry in the rain.
I look away to hide my stain.
You say that everyone's the same.
But no one understands my pain.

They say I came from sky and flame.
That I arrived without a name.
I spoke in rhymes, out of tune.
And wept beneath a cruel moon.

I'm not an Earthgirl.
I'm not an Earthgirl.
An outta this world girl.

The gravity bends my mind,
and the past I try to hide.
My shoes are stitched with luck and wine.
Still I walk, and try to fly.

My brains a box of steel,
It hums to keep me sealed.
I dream in static, sharp and raw,
and my skin starts to crawl.

I'm not an Earthgirl.
I'm not an Earthgirl.

They say I crashed from sky and shame.
A spark that never learned her name.
I blink too slow, I breathe too soon.
I broke my heart beneath the moon.

And Earth is loud and it shakes my bones, and moves too slow.
But I grow limbs that bend.
And I’m not breaking. 
Not again.

I’m not an Earthgirl.
Still not an Earthgirl.
Still not an Earthgirl.

earthgirl

Written and Produced by Euan Blackman
Backing Vocals by Olivia Rebel
Drums by Tom Lloyd
Drums engineered by Amelia Danby @ Kempston Street Studios
Mixed by Tarek Musa @ Musa Studios
Mastered by Graeme Lynch
Photo credit: Stu Price
Ripe Records 2025

Lyrics:

I don’t wanna think about
What I was back then
I’m a new man now
I’m a better friend

Find me by the reservoir
Humming to myself 
In a quiet thought
In a peaceful spell

Moving on is easy
You’ll be fine, believe it
Your heart is strong, it’s silver
Carry on, forgive her
Forgive her

Sometimes when I fall asleep
I see world war three
I see tidal waves
Crashing over me

Lately I’ve been doing fine
Working on myself
And I scream out loud
When I feel compelled

Moving on is easy
You’ll be fine, believe it
Your heart is strong, it’s silver
Carry on, forgive her
Forgive her

‘Cause a broken heart
Is still a beating heart
Is still a beating heart
Yeah a broken heart
Is still a beating heart
Is still a beating heart

Moving on is easy
You’ll be fine, believe it
Your heart is strong, it’s silver
Carry on, forgive her
Forgive her

forgive

Back Down The Well

Some spoken word to a broken beat, sub bass and samples. Experimental Electronic, Dub, Organic House

Tracked

kleiner Prinz ( Deutsch )

Born in Boston and based in New York, Paola Bennet is a singer-songwriter balancing at the intersection of rock, pop, and folk. Her work hinges on gut-punch lyricism, with subjects ranging from chronic pain to long-distance friendships and queer desire. Her releases include two original EPs, Maybe The Light (2021) and The Shoebox EP (2016). She has been highlighted by music tastemakers including Obscure Sound, Glasse Factory, Wolf in a Suit, and ParaPOP.

http://paolabennet.com

Wasn't Made For Running

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