remix i made for honey creek's "Self Preservation (The Last Act)" :3

Honey Creek - iQuit (saoirse dream Remix)

I quit everything today
Old moldy yogurt and exercise bands
In the basement where I know that I can do anything

Follow the signs, I’ve been losing my mind
And these ears are too damaged to hear
I’m wasting your time while you’re waiting in line;
I think you should get out of here

Fairy lights round the window
Tinsel and tassels
I’m warm and I’m sinful

I will hurt you if you try
Give it another

Watch as I calcify
Think I’ll take medicine for the rest of my life
Cut the opening day ribbon and
 
Give me a sign, I’ve been losing my mind
You’re not in a condition to hear
Save me some time, I’ve been waiting in line
But I gotta get right out of here

I quit everything today
I can do anything
I quit everything today
I can do anything
I quit everything today (glue on the carpet)
I can do anything (door off its hinges)
I quit everything today
I can do anything

I am in so much pain
If I take my life find my songs on my hard drive and put them online
Not cause I feel like I need to be heard
But along the same lines, just hope packing my little ideas up pays off in some way
Clearly I’d trade the process for product any day

Any day now

I Quit Everything

Back of the car, stacked like coke in the cab.
I wasn’t sure but the window was cracked.
Company car, cross the first then the last.
Brought them along, faked a long final pass 

Bright yellow squares that appeared in the sky,
Radio says I should keep it inside.
conquered the slant covered mountainous hold,
Stuck out my hand - only now it was cold.

Glue on the page, stuck to me like a plague
Find myself stuck like the bird in the cage

You are the landslide that crumbles the house
You have me caught like a cat has a mouse

The grass was surrounded and turned into black.
Missouri was swollen and swallowed the tracks.
Moss gripped the back what was cobbled and red.
I bolted back just to level the tab. 

I was outside when the drops hit the path
Eliciting reasons to stay where i’m at.
Caught in the draft, it had blotted the sun.
I saw the wall, I could tell I was done.

Glue on the page, stuck to me like a plague
Find myself stuck like the bird in the cage

You are the landslide that crumbles the house
You have me caught like a cat has a mouse

I could not move - I could hardly breathe
I cannot beg - taking amphetamines
Know what it meant, I have found the extreme
Somebody said you mean nothing to me

lookout point

contains samples from vylet pony - i want to feel like a little dragon
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Are you even listening?
My hooves don't feel like me
Is there a pill I take for that?

I don't want me to go away
Am I just conditional, I'm waiting for a signal

Can I call shotgun
I promise I'll be fun
Oh I won't talk to your friends for you anymore
(I'll shut my mouth)

I don't want the remote
(Please don't make me)
I don't want the remote, oh I
I don't want the remote
(Now I'm shaking)
I don't want control any more

bandaid

10/25/2023 - 07/14/2024

cuz you spin me around
you spin me around
you watch me flare
i could never count in your head

im getting bitter now 
back then i used to follow your pen
but i couldnt count in your

will it still feel the same when i wont guilt trip my head?
im doing something that i can
we're like shooting stars
pitiful like in and out
turning up the gas in a burning house
im just doing something that i can n it makes me proud

samples Elisa - Eppure Sentire

observer

production and mixing by me, additional guitar by @clwdytunes
cover art by @/nsw_sd on (skeb/twitter)

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https://open.spotify.com/album/0X20CID7uKt4aqczxCrig9?si=X_1k5h6NT0ywo_Wj-npiaA
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/comatose-ft-tsuyunoshi

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www.instagram.com/nujioh/
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---- (lyrics)----
When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

Take all in account
Know I could get you what you want
Its too late to bargain
Please know that all the chance is lost
I thought you would come
And leave me caught in feelings
But I was just dumb
I'm just kept hostage with you

I feel your mistakes
When you brushed me away
It feel like it just mattered
What you had to say
Its like I never existed for the moment
And by dawn I'm barely coping
As I'm dreaming for better days when

When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

I know this all turned tragic
Make my hope disappear just like magic
You got me trippin' baby feelin like I'm on acid
I had my problems but i know I'm way past it

Haven't been for a minute but u know i be kickin' it back
Tryna save it on God
Did my best for the two of us
You trippin' so I can't do it anymore
Like nah

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

I wonder bout all the things I said
Thought I left that all behind
Its just useless when I'm just used up
And what I had was no longer mine
(Yeah)

When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

COMATOSE ft. tsuyunoshi

lil birthday gift

this will be polished, mixed, extended, and released on platforms eventually (you're welcome tyler :3)

lyrics:

And I can't stand to reason with 
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to 
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot 
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling 
that I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you

for u (demo)

searching for it like a lighthouse with the lights on
tell me if it’s too late to be waiting for my escape

lighthouse

credit to julian for taking the photo and helping me with revising lyrics

find me online
and i’ll drop on the act
why would i lie
just to leave you behind
oh i’m in your walls
like a voice in your mind
i’m asking you if you’re doing alright

you hear me calling all of the time
how can’t you hear me after all of this time?
and never in the places i try
if you wanna speak then, why would you hide?

so caught up in some bad news
and i don’t know what to do
don’t know how to be near, get closer to you
caught up in some bad news
and i don’t know what to do

how do i reach back to you?
back to you
why you?
back to you, you

observer

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