I used to be so full of life and hope. this song makes me mourn my inner child who believed live would save us. im not surviving in spite anymore. another day of being everything for anyone and a punchbag and outlet for the ones who say they love me

thats what I was afraid of.. that this is what love is. this is what I deserve and im worth

I hate what I have realized life is and people truly are. I was protecting those around me from feeling any unwanted... but taught people that I am 'too dumb to be sad'... I wasnt respected for putting people first. I was just showing people I come last.

I thought they problem is I was silent about my hurt... "if you are silent about ur pain, when they kill you.. they'll say you enjoyed it"

so as i spoke up.. and downplayed the events for their comfort... they again downplayed it and said I am strong and can get through. they are there if they need me. I dont know how to be vulnerable and cry for the help I need. my family would shame me, laugh, record, and yell at me if I had any sort of reaction... my reaction was always the problem

no one can hear you when they are the ones who trapped you and isolated you.

im lost and alone. but not from not reaching out.... from no one relating or maybe caring? my dad, grandpa, my childhood friend Leigha, Taylor from the boat, my sister, security guards and brett when I asked him to stop and he held me down and went harder and faster saying he's almost done. I was begging pls bcuz I didn't say it hurt when it started. I said it when it was too much. I only ever cry out when its too much. im used to withstanding. everyone else crys and get support. I cry and get laughed at because im ugly or retarded or mentally ill or wtv ppl say to not feel bad for how they treat me

I am not special. i am just another girl victim to their hope in others having the same heart

I guess now we do. now that mine is shattered just like my jaw. im ugly now from the outside in. and thats why im not worthy of help. thanku for music

it will hurt for a second but also a final breath of relief. it stops the hurt from continuing. it always feels worse before we feel better <3 im not afraid here i come jesse. I know you care about me and since I cant even dream anymore from the doxzosin its meant to happen this way

"Can't someone stop this song?
So I won't sing along
Someone stop this song
So I won't sing
Your lovesick melody
Is gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won't get to me
If I don't sing"

Paramore medley 🎸🤘👩‍🎤

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My Hero

My Hero (Acoustic)

Burning Down the House

Pretty. Odd.

Nine in the Afternoon (Single Mix)

Riot!

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Brand New Eyes

Brick by Boring Brick

That's What You Get

Paramore

Last Hope

Told You So

Dusk and Summer (Now Is Then Is Now)

Vindicated (Re-Record)

Paramore brick by boring brick (acoustic) [Live]

💜 SOPHIE; Charli XCX; Caroline Polachek;
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Ariana Grande; Paramore; Faouzia; Lauv; Celeste; Noah Cyrus; CHVRCHES; MØ; Marina & The Diamonds; Demi Lovato 💜

Last Hope

Paramore

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